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Date Posted: 21:07:19 02/02/01 Fri
Author: Eziz Kashgar
Subject: Tawap qilix bilen umud qilix otturisida
In reply to: Eziz Kashgar 's message, "Burut "Kashilisi"" on 12:46:50 02/01/01 Thu

Tawap qilix bilen umud qilix otturisid
Abduqadir Jalalid
Burun bizning diyardimu dengiz bolghan iken,keyin
buyerni taxlap yiraqqa ketip qaptu.Bugun uning ahirqi
ewladliridin bolghan Lopnur,Sayram kollirige qarap
hesret cekiwatimiz.Ejdatlirimiz ot dengizi we qum
dengizining tehlikisi astida yaxighili heli uzaq
bolghacqa,yamghur ilahini bekrek seghinidighan bolghan
iken.Etizlar we baghlar sugha texna bolghanda
yamghurning erwahigha atap nezir-ciraq otkuzup,tawap
seylisi qilidighan yosunlar bugunmu tugep
ketmidi.Dimek,awam ozige lazimliq nersini obdan
bayqap,iltija qilixni bilip kelgen.
Zamanimizda bayram xundaq kopki,kalindar
sehipiliridiki reqemlermu ozining nime qilarini bilmey
ganggirap qalidighan boldi.Alla taala bendiliri
hoxalliqidin sekrep ketixkende,erxning qowuqlirini
keng ecip zoqlinip qarar ikenmix.Biz kunde sekrigili
turiwatimiz,bu bara-bara peqet mejhul reflekisqa
aylinip qaldimu qandaq, kixiler hem oylerde olturup
yumur eytixip,xarap icixmise ozini hox qilalmaydighan
bolup qaldi.Allaning erx qowuqidin qarap turuxqa
reghdi barmu qandaq buni bilgili
bolmaydu.Qarimamsiz,uzum bayrimi,qoghun bayrimi,enjur
bayrimi,xaptul bayrimi,qatarliq bayramlargha bularning
keynide nurghun nimet bayramliri ocrette
turuxmaqta,kim bilidu,keyin laza bayrimi,picaq bayrimi
digendek bayramlar ciqamdu,tehi.
Bundaq bayramlarda nimetlerning serhilliri zamanimiz
kattilirining aldigha soletlik halda qoyup
berilidu,kixilerge bekmu tonux bolghan pexqedem
tebessumlar bilen lenta kesilidu,guzel qizlar,berna
yigitlerning nahxa-usulliri baxlinidu,bulargha
heyyarliq we tenteniler girelixip ketidu,badaxqan
qurup olturuxqan mohtirem erbaplar salmaq cawaklarni
yangritidu.Bir-birige sipayigerlik bilen egilip
nimilernidur diyixidu.Keyin bu jeryanlar televizor
ekrani arqiliq helqqe korsitilidu.Mehsulatlar
heqqidiki soda tohtamliri,kelgusidiki hasiyetlik
pilanlar gezitlerde elan qilinidu.Emma del muxu
caghlarda mutleq kop sandiki dehqanlar acciq
mohorkisini tartixip ozining ana sehralirida
yurixidu.Daghdugha bilen otken xawqun-surenlik kunler
otup ketkendin keyin,hemme nerse esli izigha
cuxup,kixilerge pixxiq tonux bolghan weziyet awalqidek
yaxaweridu.Mezkur bayramgha beghixlan`ghan sen`et
nomurliri ozining axundaq sewebler bilen royapqa
ciqqinigha hoxal bolup, ucun hizmet
qilidu.
Burunqilar ozining keyinki kunlirining ghemini
yigecke,ilahlargha seghinip dert-ehwallirini eytixqan
iken.Gerce ular qazan esip ilahlargha hoxamet
qilghandek korunsimu,ilah ularning ohxax bir
derd,ohxax bir muhtajliq icide birge uyuxqanliqini
korup hursen bolattiken.Ilah kop hallarda ulardek
ihlasmen bendilirining umudini yerde qoymaydiken.Cunki
ilah ularning umudini yerde qoyiwerse ozining untulup
qelixidin ensireydiken.Bizcu? Teyyar nimetlerge sejde
qilghili turiwatimiz. Burunqilarning tawap seyliside
umud bilen texwix bille bolatti,bizning tawap
seylimizde huxini yoqatqan hoxalliq bilen noqul umud
birge bolmaqta.Biz etimiz heqqidiki guzel
tesewwurlarni tola qilip, kongul koksimiz heli
toyup,keyinkidin ensirimes bolup qalduq.
Saosao uruxta ghelibe qilghan waqitliridimu
yighlaptiken.
Biz uzum,enjurlerdin mol hosul elip, bayram
qiliwatimiz. Qarighanda,murabbadin kutidighan
umudimizmu zor ohxaydu.

1995-yil,Mart.

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