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Date Posted: Mon, 01/ 6/03 2:00pm
Author: Kangi
Subject: Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story
In reply to: tso 's message, "Re: yellowhand :)" on Sun, 01/ 5/03 9:30pm

I can't read all the post...server is going really slow today. So instead I thought... some of you already know... the rest here might as well too. I hope it will remain here.

Two years ago I met a man called Yellowhand. Told me of a beautiful dream of building homes for Indian people. I was at a point of healing from abuse and was not going well ... I was literally ready to blow my brains out. Took everyday ... a struggle not to.
This man talked me through it.

I studied carefully the process of building these homes...and prayed much for over a year on it. It was a good dream. I put all my money into it. Thousands and thousands of dollars. I never stop studing the process or examining it. I found it was being done in other places.

No I was not his woman. He has a wife and two wonderful children... who I miss very much. And no her name is not Brandi.

Was he taught by the Lakota... I only know he sundanced there. He is Blackfoot...yes has a card.
Will he preform a sundance in MO... I seriously doubt it.
I would pray he wouldn't... certain things belong on the land in which they came from.

Do I support him.... I pray for him and his family everyday. Those that know what is going on, know who I am...and where I stand on the issues at hand. I won't discuss that. There is much pain in this family and others involved... so I pray.

Yes... I lost everything material...house...car....money. What I cry for... is the loss of the dream of building homes. Money... it will always come and go.

Tso... did he teach me?

Ever hear of the story of the young boy who loved the song of the whipperwill? He stood and listened everynight to the beautiful song. He wanted to get closer to the songs. Then one night he heard the song of the coyote sing. He asked the coyote not to sing, it hurt his ears. The coyote was upset that the boy did not like his singing. So he told the boy he knew a short cut through the woods to hear the whipperwill. The boy followed the coyote and fell many times. Scraping his knees and bruising himself and running through the briars..along the way. The coyote kept calling to him to hurry before the whipperwills song stopped. The boy soon stood in an open field and no where was the coyote... and the whipperwills song had stopped.
Many years later when the boy grew into a man , he finally understood.

Many bruises and scrapes later... I too understand.

I am humbled always by the lessons I learn.. and those that have not yet learned.. I pray.

This door has been closed... I have said enough
Kangi

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Replies:

Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- tso, Mon, 01/ 6/03 2:26pm
- Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- kangi, Mon, 01/ 6/03 2:28pm
  - Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- skin, Mon, 01/ 6/03 2:58pm
    - Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- Lupa, Mon, 01/ 6/03 3:43pm
      - Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- skin, Mon, 01/ 6/03 4:52pm
        Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- kangi, Mon, 01/ 6/03 5:37pm
        Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- skin, Mon, 01/ 6/03 7:22pm
        Re: ... the rest of the story -- bowdrill, Tue, 01/ 7/03 2:12pm
        Happy New Year Bow, good to see you back -- Bella, Tue, 01/ 7/03 2:47pm
        Re: Happy New Year Bow, good to see you back -- bow, Tue, 01/ 7/03 4:52pm
        Re: Happy New Year Bow, good to see you back -- Bella, Tue, 01/ 7/03 5:53pm
        Re: strange bed -- tso, Tue, 01/ 7/03 6:46pm
        Re: strange bed -- Bella, Wed, 01/ 8/03 2:34pm
      - Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- mestiza1woman, Mon, 01/ 6/03 10:48pm
Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story ? -- sunny, Mon, 01/ 6/03 6:16pm
Re: yellowhand ... the rest of the story -- OlHump (Aka OlUgly), Mon, 01/ 6/03 8:10pm