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Subject: The need to feel at ease

Author:
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Date Posted: 08:32:37 02/15/04 Sun

JH will be angry at me. JL will be disappointed abt not having the $$ back.

But i have been uneased the past few days when the subject of this new job prospect comes into mind ever since i sorta decided to take up the job. there's a gnawing feeling, and i sigh moe than ever. I worry abt my students, but i tell myself i can manage 2 of them n still do well at my job. I tell myself i'll still have time for God.i tell myself it's okay that i didn't complete my japanese, i might still have time either sat, thurs or weds...
And i was staring onto the ceiling, sighing away feeling unease and suddenly my heart says, " why dun i just dun take the job? i'm not losing anything! I never asked for it before n i was happy!
Jo say just do watever i think is right. but to me... it's not a matter of right or wrong. it's a matter of life n death. i see death in that choice. a cruel death as my spirit dies.
maybe some of u won't understand. but i just wanna share that my sucess in life is not measured by the kind of job i hold or the amt of pay i get. It's wat i want to do in my life and how i would like to live it.

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