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Subject: just a thought

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jh

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Date Posted: 19:17:57 02/15/04 Sun

I was contemplating on whether to write an entry.

A canoeist senior of my jumped from her kitchen window a last sundauy. Alice, JL or simon probably met her in school before but never noticed her pressence. The reason wasn't that explicit but the speculation was that she felt into depression from the stress at work.

I asked myself what is so traumatic that she sees no light at the end of the tunnel. For days I pondered and wondered before reaching a conclusion. There is perhaps no way I can see from her perspective not until I have the conviction to stand in front of the kitchen window.

'it's a matter of life n death' perhaps it is. I asked myself was I ever angry at u for not having a proper job. Ponder a little and relaise that it's more of disappointed in seeing ya talent going to waste than anything else.

I will not question anything or feel anything at all. Alice is right. Who am I to have expectations of anybody? Who am I to judge? The answer perhaps lies in individualism. Do whatever. It's your life. I will only be happy to see u happy

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