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Date Posted: 20:55:59 05/18/03 Sun
Author: AuDrEy
Subject: hmmmm

aiyo marge so morbid, the last few lines of ur post... sometimes, i really wonder if it will happen to everyone of us..whatever that was being said.
like what i tld one of my students who wanted to commit suicide (yes, commit suicide at sec 1) everything happens for a reason... but you know wat, i also think whatever happens, is because of what we did, or wat we did not do... life is ever so complicated, but if it were simple, there wun be any challenges for us to face alr wat... i think doing lit has made me very cynical abt many many things... for example..... what is the line between truth and illusion? the only thing between it is choice i guess... cuz when u're deluded, you choose to be, or you choose to not see the truth.. and also abt relationships... how on earth do u know if tt person is the one? what if ure alr committed and u meet another u think is more the one...haha and the list of questions go on and on and on....these were the things my lit teacher asked me last yr, and what i had no answers for cuz i jus wasnt thinking. i think in tk, we were quite spoonfed,such tt in jc, trs tell us to think more! and i thot i WAS thinking! i always got damn frustrated when some one told me that i wasnt thinking enough... but when i finally got down to thinking in yr 2, i found it fun but tiring... but now i never take things at face value..
how the hell did i get to this crap? sheesh...guess im hot and bothered..esp by the freaking weather nowadays!
take care everyone!
ill see ya soon!

always,
aud

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Very interesting Audrey. I guess it's up to >you< to decide how happy or how miserable you want to be. But I don't know...maybe being a cynic may protect yourself, your feelings but I remember this quote: "A cynic is a man who, when he smells flowers, looks around for a coffin." For me, I kinda want to let myself be open, more hopeful of what the future may bring for us, you see. Sure, my feelings can get hurt, but as my good friend, Alanis Morisette says in one of here famous songs....."You cry, you learn/you bleed, you learn/you laugh, you learn..." -- Aidah... quite thought-provoking you know.. back in JC, the only thought provoking thing I did was those ridiculously long INTEGRATION qns!, 22:22:47 05/20/03 Tue
Re: hmmmm -- aud, 21:07:31 05/21/03 Wed