| Subject: •+•+•+•+•~~~::::. Chaos .::::~~~•+•+•+•+• |
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Date Posted: 12:00:04 04/01/01 Sun
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Chaos
's message, "()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>() ... Equi ... ()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()<>()" on 14:12:36 03/31/01 Sat
*His heart resumes its haughty, wary pace, the endless throbbing stroking his scarred chest, watchfull, alert, though its beats were uncontrollably waning, protestantly drifting from the speeched lip, its sorrowful plunge struggling to collect each, to calm itself, to calm this symphony of anguish and distress, to save each ounce of blood which it pumped sparingly through the ribbon-like tubes of his body, his lungs, rasped, rickety, barely providing the needed oxygen which he craved, the hot, desperate longing to sustain himself, to bring him out of this steeping canyon which stood mockingly near the edge of conciousness, their shared whispers beginning to rise above the soothing threads of notes which errupted softly from the femme who loomed over him, his mangled figure, a babe in the arms of his dispairing mother, a position that he had never longed to be in for the heated resistance of his teeming pride...........* No, Chaos.. *His voice dissolves into a rasped whisper, cracked by the materializing rush of blood which fills the base of his throat, spilling from his parched lips, yet not even the moist spring of crimson wash upon his tongue satisfies the cotton longing for fluid...........* Perhaps you don't realize it yet..... I know you don't realize it yet.. How much I love you.... How much I pray for even your presence........ That while you were away, I felt so empty, incomplete.. I love you no less than Heart....... And I promise you that I never will.. I will remain here, alive, until you realize that you have given up on yourself.......... I cannot leave this way.... I will stay until you understand this, Chaos.. There is nothing more that I want than for you to be happy, that I might see this before I die................. *His tensured voice slips freely, draining beneath the dew-covered stalkes, muffled, lost in a sea of verdant wave...... His side rises slightly, raising, waning, its endless pattern becoming obstract, draining of its ceaseless, thoughtless pattern which had carried on for countless years, never a thought given to its ordered existence until this moment when it meant the most, meant the most and still lay inches from his icy grasps........ He shifts his head slightly....... So gently, with such struggled pace, though he presses onward, cutting through the sea of crimson lock which cloud his yearnful vision, spill over his flat cheeks and consume his wiry breath as it dissolves into its midst...... He traces his verged steps, draining forward with impatient tensity, his lips finally resting upon the prize which they had forlornly searched, at long last stroking the delicate crease of skin, the thin, feminin whiskers which tickled his chin, the scent of the blood within his drawling breath which had never scented such sweetly as this..... He presses his lip forcefully against hers, ardently pressuring the delicate crease, his passion spilling from his nasal with each breath, spewing in the now visible curls of white fog that roll against the femme's flat cheeks, carressing, embracing her slender neck...... But with straining effort, he pulls away, his neck lifelessly plunging to the earth below, the pain of the streaming scars flooding his mind once more, bleeding into his throbbing skull, his conciousness waning, slowly, coming to a prolonged close..................* I love you, Chaos... Your great uncle was not mistaken.. You must realize this...... That though I could never give you my whole heart, for a portion belongs to another, I love you... How greatly you might never know....... But now, I am willing to die for you, to end my existence in the knowledge that you have found happiness within yourself, that you no longer need me to tell you..................
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