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Chaos
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Date Posted: 19:23:42 04/02/01 Mon
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Equi
's message, "•+•+•+•+•~~~::::. Chaos .::::~~~•+•+•+•+•" on 12:00:04 04/01/01 Sun
*Feeling his restless twist beneath her, knowing he was uncomfortable in such a vulnerable position, she sighs inaudibly, the soft breath swelling in her lungs, snapping out the unfilled sails with one steady rush of wind, powering her on a little more until the breeze is expelled, the vessel of her mind falls still, black eyes shifting restlessly for want of another breath. Lips finding his own, but not seasoned for a kiss, she plants her soft muzzle into the thick soil of his words, sprouting and flowering with double the sweetness.* Equi, Equi, hush, hush... shh, now, Equi, I know... I know you love me, I always have, and to be truly honest with you I love you too, more than anything I have ever loved before, and always will, I can’t change that... it’s set in stone... and it tears me to see you like this... *Voice bubbling, breaking with ruined emotion, hot tears splash to her glossy sight, finding her russet cheeks, trickling slowly down her slender jowl and into her creeping voice.* It kills me every time I tell you what I think is best for you, and I hate doing it... I hate it, I hate it more than anything... you cannot choose one of us... so one of us must choose for you... and I have sworn my heart to you, sewn it to your own, but I am the only one who can undo the stitches... I love you, maybe even more than you love me... you share your love with two mares, so it is clearly true... while I give you everything I still have to cling to, fling it with utter devotion at your hooves, I suppose there will always be a hole a wall, a distance there, knowing that there will be times when I am forgotten for another............ I’m sorry Equi, I... don’t know what’s come over me, I... should be happy and light... I just... I should accept this fate, and push on, it’s for you... you deserve so much more... *Words slowing as her rapid breath closes, fading softly in time with her dulling eyes, she arranges her slim neck like drapery across his shoulder, wild rush of emotion trickling to the dry, dusty, cracked emotion it had been before.* Yes... having two mares is not a bad thing... *But she was here before me, she has rightful choice, and I do not... she think silently, unable to utter more pain than she already had allowed herself to do. How can I leave him now? I must... I can’t... She’s his... I’m...* so alone. *The two words greased with emotion, sliding their creamy way from her unwilling tongue, she stiffens, the thought choking her. Refusing his will to struggle from her, forcing his massive body to remain still by her thin side, she softens her throat to a sigh, feeling somehow defeated and worthless. Blood oozing further from his side, her widened eyes unable to do more than stare, she shivers violently, overcome with grief.* Equi... you... will not die... you are immortal, you can never leave my side... Can you hear my words, do you listen? I will never let you leave me, not ever... I cannot... I cannot... I must... I cannot...
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