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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

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Gary J Taylor

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Date Posted: 22:46:41 06/09/04 Wed
In reply to: FAT FAT bolunic 's message, "I want to die now~~" on 23:18:20 07/19/01 Thu

Hello!

Happy Greetings from Sunny England!

Today, I am on Holiday, I have just returned a e mail to a nice lady who e mailed me from this site. That was nice, so I thought I'd come back for a look around!

So Whats the problem here? so many people want to end their lives?

Send me the reason why you want to end your life to my e mail address, give me a couple of days, and lets see if I cant give you one good reason to stay on the earth!

I am getting a bit old now. My family is all gone now, just little old me on my own working 24 /7.

So give me a mail, it sure would be great to hear from you !

Big friendly hugs!
Gary

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Date Posted: 23:17:18 06/17/04 Thu

Each day I wake up and I am disapointed that I have to face another day. I went through and read each post here hoping for some inspiration, looking for a way to get through life. What I found was that I still want to die. So then why don't I kill myself? well I guess its guilt. I have a wonderful wife, four amazing children, a career, friends and other family around. I couldn't kill myself in fear of what it would do to all of these people. I have no reason to believe that they would not get over my death, but I could not cause them the pain that i know it would cause. I am a lovable man if I do say so myself and i am generally well liked by most that I meet in my day to day life. I get regular exercise, and I take anti depressants, I eat fairly well and I do things and go places with my family. Each day I look in the mirror and wonder why I need to continue.
I read a post saying stop feeling sorry for yourself, all you need is to go to the park, make some new friends, and so on. Well I have done all of these things and I still wake up each day wanting to end my life. My wife knows that I have these feelings but nobody in my life knows. I have never confided in anyone else but my wife. So what do I do now? where do I go from here? should I cause these people this pain and put myself out of my everyday misery.