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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

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Date Posted: 23:17:18 06/17/04 Thu
In reply to: FAT FAT bolunic 's message, "I want to die now~~" on 23:18:20 07/19/01 Thu

Each day I wake up and I am disapointed that I have to face another day. I went through and read each post here hoping for some inspiration, looking for a way to get through life. What I found was that I still want to die. So then why don't I kill myself? well I guess its guilt. I have a wonderful wife, four amazing children, a career, friends and other family around. I couldn't kill myself in fear of what it would do to all of these people. I have no reason to believe that they would not get over my death, but I could not cause them the pain that i know it would cause. I am a lovable man if I do say so myself and i am generally well liked by most that I meet in my day to day life. I get regular exercise, and I take anti depressants, I eat fairly well and I do things and go places with my family. Each day I look in the mirror and wonder why I need to continue.
I read a post saying stop feeling sorry for yourself, all you need is to go to the park, make some new friends, and so on. Well I have done all of these things and I still wake up each day wanting to end my life. My wife knows that I have these feelings but nobody in my life knows. I have never confided in anyone else but my wife. So what do I do now? where do I go from here? should I cause these people this pain and put myself out of my everyday misery.

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[> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~
Author: Hooter Stumpfuck [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 05:26:38 06/25/04 Fri All of you pathetic wimpy assholes should just fuckin DIE! Stop your crying and complaining and just fuckin' do it[kill yourself] you wusses. If you are too pussy to do it then shut up and get a job and blend into society like the rest of the low lifes do. With Love, Hooter Stumpfuck

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MARK
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Date Posted: 14:02:14 06/25/04 Fri

>All of you pathetic wimpy assholes should just fuckin
>DIE!
>Stop your crying and complaining and just fuckin' do
>it[kill yourself] you wusses. If you are too pussy to
>do it then shut up and get a job and blend into
>society like the rest of the low lifes do.
>
> With Love,
> Hooter Stumpfuck
HOOTER! IT SEEMS ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS HIDE BEHIND A KEYBOARD AND DEGRADE AND HUMILIATE PEOPLE. ARE YOU PROUD OF WHAT YOU DO AND SAY TO THOSE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW? DO YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK INTO A MIRROR? I BET YOU ARE VERY PROUD. AND THAT IS SAD. WHY DONT YOU GO OUT, GET A LIFE AND WHILE YOU ARE AT IT, SEE IF YOU CAN ROUND UP A BETTER PERSONALITY. SEE! THERE IS HOPE, EVEN FOR YOU.

MARK