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Subject: Angry woman? Or just really turned on???

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anon

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Date Posted: 21:53:15 02/27/05 Sun

I must say that there is quite a bit of anger inside me actually that i have gotten in touch with and interestingly i have these regular "Do Dates" with this particular person. I have learned so much!

Yesterday when his finger was directly on my clit which is really intense usually I cant really have the finger directly on there, it is just too much sensation and can either hurt or just not feel like anything is happening. It is so much to confront. Anyway when we got there, i felt this enormous, extreme rage, total anger like i have never felt in my life, and it was so trippy because i was also totally in orgasm coming more than i was in the whole hour long date. So the learning was that the orgasm and the anger are one and the same and it is just a choice whether or not to give up anger and choose pleasure, it is all a choice. I think we women are really angry and really shut down and we have so much energy in our bodies and we are using it in all sorts of ways, some healthy, some not, some for good, some for destruction, sometimes to help, sometimes to hurt. I felt that anger and i could feel, moment by moment, millisecond by millisecond, that i was terrified to go into it and it was like time was slowed down and i had the space and ability to coach myself. "Jane", i said, it is ok, nothing is going to happen if you just move in, lean in move toward the sensation and feel it. Allow the anger to be there, just let go. And it was ok and i did feel it for a couple moments and it felt like knives and sickness like motion sickness and then knives piercing my raw nerves cutting them off at the seams and then it was over and i was numb. Then i was mad again and then i was tired and then i was lost in thought.
Then i was coming like crazy and just totally released and dropped into bliss. I was just falling and spreading out and there was no action to take, no choice to make. I dissolved.... Finally.
The coolest thing was that all the reasons i came up with for being angry dissolved as i dissolved and when i opened my eyes i was just there in the moment with no anger and no judgement of my doer or of myself.
There is so much beautiful and rich freedom in this. thank you i want to say to all those who have taught me to go deeper in....

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Subject	Author	Date
On my mind	Robert	09:34:25 02/28/05 Mon
two flames from the same fire -- stella, 18:14:48 02/28/05 Mon butterflies and earthquakes -- anon, 19:52:05 02/28/05 Mon