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Subject: the willingness to try it no matter how scary


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kristen
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Date Posted: 15:31:18 11/02/04 Tue
In reply to: DJ 's message, "It's not you, its me" on 18:23:23 10/28/04 Thu
 Also the great thing about coming and going is so many people seem to do it that it is perfectly acceptable- I had to do come in and then leave in order to prove i would still be loved.

When i think about my life and where it would be had i NOT entered Brisbane, Ray's doors last August and had i not chosen to live in community, i shudder.

The amount of wisdom I gained both about my own potential and the potential of other humans
The amount of magic that sparks where that much love and orgasm lives
The amount of good times as family of friends
The amount of excitement at the newness of each day
The amount I learned about my body and its capabilities The amount of unconditional love
The amount of power I actually and all women truly have- in reality
A group of individuals committed to living together - in reality?? HOW rare.
And the amount of torture I have created through being unconscious?

Bottom line i want what this community has. When i compare the goods with how painful it has been to face myself - there is no comparison. THE PAIN comes, indeed, cause you face yourself. The pleasure comes because there is no avoiding it. Your havingness level will increase over time and what better way to live life than to be on the trajectory of greater and greater HAVING.

I was just sharing with J on his bday today that looking back on the year I see how each month seems like it was a whole year because each month was so rich. SO much happens living in community. And the feeling i have is IT WAS SO WEALTHY. WEALTH. SO MUCH WEALTH. I grew up with money, left and got WEALTH.

If you dont go for it you are a sideliner. Just not as much fun there. I say get in the game.

Love you Rock. K
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