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Subject: big trouble

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marvin

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Date Posted: 13:48:36 02/17/05 Thu
In reply to: Nicole 's message, "Thoughts that could get me in big trouble with the independent thinkers of the world" on 15:30:15 02/15/05 Tue

well we have to be independent thinkers, we have no choice, that is just the nature of thoughts. even if I decided to let you think for me, well that is a choice rooted in my thoughts. On the other hand, my own mind is permeated with the influences of others going all the way back to the beginning, there is no escaping it.

Likewise my experiences at a demo are mediated by my central nervous system, there is no reason to assume anything else (is there?) is doing it and indeed the same powerful full body turned on experiences arise when i am simply meditating as when I�m touching A �the beautiful flow of dark fluid smooth blissful energizing sensations. On the other hand wow look how turned on we can get simply by sharing in this situation together letting go of taboos and stepping out in a positive new direction together, now that is way bigger than my body..

the trouble? for me the central issue that I am terrified of integration .. I do not think it means giving up clarity of thought and analysis, or giving up independence or giving up anything at all, but at the same time it means not allowing thoughts to be harnessed by my fears� for me, my deep mistrust of sex.-- I say I want to connect on all the levels, and I do, but also I want to keep some things separate.. where do i get the idea that they are competing with each other?
xxoo

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Subject	Author	Date
also, my essay ..	marvin	11:42:09 02/18/05 Fri