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Subject: I need your help! (reposted)

Author:
Abrakoot

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Date Posted: 18:30:51 06/08/04 Tue

I am having some issues with my back!! or with something else? I am not sure :)

I had special time last night, I was moved and touched in a especial way, not sure why! And I am still learning, but for sure it was more than I have before.

I am not sure how or what to start with? I am going just to breath and type and see what comes up. Ahhhhhhhh Ok, I will start with a frame, I was standing trying to relax my back, I was just injured, when I reached to Elana and told her, please let me know when will you let go of your chair! She smiled and offered it with love, knowing that it might help, and just less than one minutes after setting and taking a breath of air and relaxed my back. POOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW it happened again!!!

What the Fuck is the story with this %$#$%^@#$%^@# picture, I was told to let go of my chair again!! I was pissed. It happened the first time a year ago, when I went for an intro to pleasure Course with a I think a guy called �Irwan� then it happened again at Elana�s place, this time I kind of knew there is some kind of Guru, masses deal!! Where if you are a facilitator then you are some kind of God and if you are a student then you are just a peace of shit.

It didn�t rhyme well with the love and Beloved thing, so I said to myself, I let it pass as my own EGO!! Then It happened again the first day of the 3 folds class, Another @#$^@#$% asked to leave the Chair!!! but this time I shared with you all and was granted to set in a more comfortable place, facing beautiful Nicole!!!
What pissed me off is that in all these cases, I was told by someone else who was not even in the loop to actually move!! While when was someone else, especially a Goddess or a teacher then it was OK. I am not sure I am making any sense here, I just want to be open and ask your help and support to please don�t fucking asking to leave a chair that I am setting on tell I deal with my back pain issues.

I love you, and I feel that I am learning, but this thing will for sure heart my feeling/back :)

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Subject	Author	Date
Open	Allyson	18:31:53 06/08/04 Tue
An Insight -- Abrakoot, 18:32:53 06/08/04 Tue Abrakoot -- Kristen, 18:34:11 06/08/04 Tue I am open to the idea -- Abrakoot, 18:35:18 06/08/04 Tue So, my sweet -- Nicole, 18:38:19 06/08/04 Tue Resisting! -- Abrakoot, 18:39:22 06/08/04 Tue