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Subject: Madonna/Whore Complex & Other Ramblings


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Suz
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Date Posted: 11:29:54 08/19/04 Thu

I just can’t be this open. It seems that when things are a little too intense I make up a reason to pull back. Something insane pops up in my head and it tells me that this is too much. Close off one part of yourself so that you can experience fully the other, it says. How can I be the good, sweet, loving girl (that I am) and still express my sexual desires (that I have)? So far I have been oscillating back and forth between the two never allowing myself to experience both at the same time. Sexy summer flings, lovely romantic interludes and temporary sexual fixes. Oh, then back to being the upstanding young woman that I am. Lingering questions remain: How can I be fully open? How can I love every part of myself and not feel that one must exist in separation from the other? If I manage to do this will I have to give up all of my boundaries and values and eventually who I am? Why do I want to cling to ‘who I am’ do badly?

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Ms Ciccone & other stimulantsCarl13:23:11 08/19/04 Thu
Thank youRobert13:49:33 08/19/04 Thu
Re: Madonna/Whore ComplexJessie13:52:33 08/19/04 Thu


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