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Deb
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Date Posted: 19:52:22 09/07/04 Tue
In reply to:
Meia
's message, "Out of control" on 18:13:54 09/07/04 Tue
>Chocolate, I just want to thank you for emailing me
>the new address for the forum. I really appreciate
>it. I don;t know if any of you recognize me, Meia,
>from the old forum. I was even at the old one before
>it got shut down. I haven't been in about a month
>because I made a decision not to go back. I thought
>it was triggering worse behavior in me, so I decided
>to take a hiatus. But since I've left, my eating has
>been out of control. I know it's bad when I do it,
>but I have no control over it. I can go until 4 or 5
>o'clock in a day without eating and I'm fine. Then I
>decide just to have a little snack, and once I start
>eating, I can't stop. I feel like I eat thousands of
>calories in one sitting. I eat until I'm bloated and
>I feel horrible. I eat until I throw up or (sorry to
>be gross) have diarrhea. I know it's so bad for me,
>and I'm gaining weight. I just don't know what to do
>and I need help. I have no support from friends or
>family where I am. So I need support from you.
>Please. I'm not one of those people who wants to be
>ana for a week. I have dealt with this for a long
>time now, and it's getting out of control. I wish I
>could just not eat for a month or two and get rid of
>this disgusting hideous weight. I feel so heavy. I
>can feel it squeezing me during the day and weighing
>down on me at night. I just want it to go away, it's
>so ugly. I hate it and I hate myself, but I can't
>find the solution. I need help, please. If anyone
>could offer any kind of advice, I would be so
>grateful. I just need someone's help to help me lose
>weight- 10 or 15 pounds. I hate it. I've been trying
>so hard for so long, but I'm not strong enough.
>
>Meia
Please read your emails, Meia...I wish only the best for you ~ you can do it. I KNOW you can!!!
Deb
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