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Subject: Out of control

Author:
Meia

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Date Posted: 18:13:54 09/07/04 Tue

Chocolate, I just want to thank you for emailing me the new address for the forum. I really appreciate it. I don;t know if any of you recognize me, Meia, from the old forum. I was even at the old one before it got shut down. I haven't been in about a month because I made a decision not to go back. I thought it was triggering worse behavior in me, so I decided to take a hiatus. But since I've left, my eating has been out of control. I know it's bad when I do it, but I have no control over it. I can go until 4 or 5 o'clock in a day without eating and I'm fine. Then I decide just to have a little snack, and once I start eating, I can't stop. I feel like I eat thousands of calories in one sitting. I eat until I'm bloated and I feel horrible. I eat until I throw up or (sorry to be gross) have diarrhea. I know it's so bad for me, and I'm gaining weight. I just don't know what to do and I need help. I have no support from friends or family where I am. So I need support from you. Please. I'm not one of those people who wants to be ana for a week. I have dealt with this for a long time now, and it's getting out of control. I wish I could just not eat for a month or two and get rid of this disgusting hideous weight. I feel so heavy. I can feel it squeezing me during the day and weighing down on me at night. I just want it to go away, it's so ugly. I hate it and I hate myself, but I can't find the solution. I need help, please. If anyone could offer any kind of advice, I would be so grateful. I just need someone's help to help me lose weight- 10 or 15 pounds. I hate it. I've been trying so hard for so long, but I'm not strong enough.

Meia

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Replies:

Subject	Author	Date
Re: Out of control	Deb	19:52:22 09/07/04 Tue
Re: Out of control -- chocolate, 01:12:54 09/08/04 Wed Re: Out of control -- Becky, 21:58:41 09/08/04 Wed
Re: Out of control	Rita	19:58:07 09/07/04 Tue