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Subject: i really need help

Author:
rita

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Date Posted: 15:14:46 09/22/04 Wed

well before this week and a half everythingwas fantastic for me
i was the lowest ever, eating really healthy
got an amazing guy and we are together finally
i was eating really normaly and i wasnt mia for at least a month... and then all of this week and some of the last one were horrible... i just kept on eating and eating and i started purging again, today i wasnt able to purge any more
but i still ate like crazy .. and right now i'm huge
my stomach hearts really bad and since i binged before school in and after you can only imagine the amount ...
i dont know why i'm doing this, i think i even got high from the sugar amounts. I was great w/ ana well maybe i was just really dieting good, but i cant be mia again
so now i have a lot of problems besides the fact i gained weight, its like an emotional cheous you know
and i'm ready to brake down and i know that until i wont be skinny again i will be depressed and it will take time...
i am so lost ... i really have no one to tell it to
i cant believe that until i finally got everything and worked hard for it i blew.

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: i really need help	Basil	16:56:52 09/22/04 Wed
Re: i really need help -- Basil, 16:59:24 09/22/04 Wed Re: i really need help -- rita, 17:19:01 09/22/04 Wed