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Subject: Re: grandad

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sam spaniel

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Date Posted: 9/01/07 13:55
In reply to: sam spaniel 's message, "grandad" on 8/01/07 20:08

i feel so lonely without them just now. i haven't been thinking about anything else for days, i try to keep busy but i keep wandering back to them, last thursday night they came to me in a dream, they looked really well and told me all is well with them and i felt grateful for them and happy, but in the long run, it has just made me want to see them and hug them and speak to them again.... i do miss them so much, it seems that everything around me, even scenes i drive by, remind me of them, the sheep in the fields, the sprouting up of the new snowdrops, i just feel i need to be with them . i thought this whole grief thing got easier , but it seems to be getting harder and harder, at night i don't sleep at all....my concentration has gone down the pan, work mates have asked why i am so quiet lately ,,, i thought i might go to the GP and ask for some time off work to deal with my self a bit, but my boss said if i take time off sick i will be disiplined for it as it will be my 4th time off sick within the financial year!!! ( even with a doctors note!!! ) so i cant take time out... i cant get everything out of my head, i feel all messed up, and like screaming !!!!
i'm going to the crematorium to 'see' them on saturday morning, does anyone think it would do me good to take a candle in a jar and just sit with them for a while???

i just don't know what to do.

love and blessings to all you kind folk

xx sam xx

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Author: newy [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 9/01/07 16:14 reading your message today, and the replies that you have had sent, really made me feel sad today, and made me remember my family and friends that have past. my heart and soul are with you. newy [ Post a Reply to This Message ]