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• He had been up anyway, He never slept much- he could never relax enough to actually sleep, so he;d been having a cigarette in bed, thinking idly about things. He had heard her rush from her room however, and had gotten up to go investigate, waiting outside her bedroom door for her to come out. All this sickness wasn;t right , and she hardly ate anything. He knew he shouldn;t care, he never got attatched or involved with people are things thast could be taken away from him, but he couldnt help but worry about her. (NT) -- Rio, 17:58:07 04/21/05 Thu

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• She washed her face again, rinsing out her mouth as she headed back out of the bathroom and across the hall. Tears were still streaming down her delicate young face as she stopped suddenly, spotting him. Her voice was a soft whisper, her brows furrowed as she spoke. "Did I wake you?" She murmured, her hand going to the door handle. She was wearing a pair of shorts and a long tee shirt though she still tugged on the hem a little nervously. (NT) -- Jackie, 18:00:17 04/21/05 Thu

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• He folded his arms and leant back against the wall, watching her almost suspiciously as he shook his head "I was awake. You;re sick too much Jackie... its not right... " It wasn't healthy. She didn;t eat hardly anything as it was. She may not like being babied but she wasn't well- she clearly needed looking after. (NT) -- Rio, 18:08:44 04/21/05 Thu

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• "I...I just have a sensitive stomach, thats all." She muttered, wiping away the tears on her face in an almost ashamed fashion. Nina or Lysia, they would never cry - she was being a big baby here. She sniffed conspiciously, swallowing a bit as she rested her hand on her stomach, the other going to hold herself up, supporting her weight with a hand on the doorframe. She got really lightheaded and a touch dizzy when she got sick like this but there wasn't a damned thing she could do about it. (NT) -- Jackie, 18:11:40 04/21/05 Thu

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• He shrugged and pushed her door open for her, following her in. Standing out in the drafty hall way wouldn;t help her sickness any "You always like this?" He knew there was somehting going on- he just wasn;t sure what... if it was self inflicted sickness or what, and he wasnt really sure why he gacve a shit. (NT) -- Rio, 18:16:45 04/21/05 Thu

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• She swallowed heavily, slipping to sit up on her bed, cross legged, her elbows resting on her knee's and her head in her hands. "The last couple months." Her voice choked on that, catching there as the tears started again. "Damnit." She cursed at herself, at the tears, at the situation, at everything. She was such a fucking child and it made her even angrier that she wasn't handling the situation better then she was. It was no secret she had been 'high risk' at the facility they were at, she had been kept under close watch to make sure she didn't slit her wrists her or hang herself with the bed sheets. (NT) -- Jackie, 18:19:58 04/21/05 Thu

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• He frowned as he settled on the opposite end of her bed without invitation, watching her a moment before turning his gaze out of the windows which didnt yet have curtains. "You wouldn't do any stupid shit right Jack? You know you gotta prove to the bastards you can survive any shit they put you though- cause you can." That was his philosophy on things anyway. You could do anything you put your mind to. (NT) -- Rio, 18:30:31 04/21/05 Thu

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• She shook her head at that, the tears running more fervantly down her cheeks. He didn't even know what she had been through, what she had done, where she had been in and what had been done to her. She swallowed heavily, clearing her throat. "If you even know...." She shook her head, letting out a low sob that was stuck in her throat. "You wouldn't even think I was worth being alive." She shook her head, looking around. "Fuck, I'm not worth this room." She shook her head again, drawing her knee's to her chest, biting her lip so heavily it could break the skin. (NT) -- Jackie, 18:34:44 04/21/05 Thu

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• he frowned heavily and moved closer, hesitating a little- he didn;t want to invade her space, but he wanted more than anything to gather her up in his arms. "None of this shit is your fault Jackie... Don't think like that. Whatever the hell has happened to you happened because you've had to tolerate some fucked up people." (NT) -- Rio, 18:44:28 04/21/05 Thu

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• She shook her head, offering him a bittersweet smile, obviously open to his company and his closeness which was unusual. One time at the facility she had freaked out when a male staff had come to close to her, screaming bloody murder and taking a swing at him to get him to back off. "Your sweet...for real." She smiled a touch, the tears still spilling down her cheeks. "..but shit just doesn't happen for no reason..." She had been convinced that she was the cause of her mother's death for so long, been blamed for it when she was little and even as a teenager...if she hadn't had soccer practice that day her mom wouldn't have been driving and wouldn't have been in a hurry and wouldn't have ran the stop sign and wouldn't have been killed and if her mom was still around, her dad wouldn't have beat her, her brother wouldn't have raped her and she wouldn't have had to sleep with countless unknown men for her families profit. It all came back to being her fault. (NT) -- Jackie, 18:50:38 04/21/05 Thu

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• Seeing she didn;t object to his closeness he tried gently guiding her under his arm, leaning back against the wall idly as he thought over what she said. He didn't agree with her thoughts in the least. Bad shit happened to innocent people all the time. "Thats bull shit Jackie. If you think thats true then every one of us is guilty. " They were the victims of society, of fucked up parents and adults. Nothing more. (NT) -- Rio, 09:51:43 04/22/05 Fri

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• She shrugged her small shoulders a touch, resting her head back on his shoulder as she closed her eyes, her knee's still drawn up to her chest, the tears still running down her cheeks fervantly. "I feel so sick all the time, I hate it." She mumbled quietly, her arms wrapped tightly around her knee's, as if being in the fetus position would make her feel better. Her nearly white blonde hair fell in front of her face without her caring, if someone looked in her eyes all they would see would be the sadness and guilt that was always in the blue depths. (NT) -- Jackie, 09:58:49 04/22/05 Fri

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• He found himself tipping his head down and brushing a kiss to her head, securing her to his side protectively. "If you went to a doctor they;d make it stop" In truth he was usually pretty cynical of doctors and shit, just a waste of money- but she seemed really sick- not just like a headcold that people nomally went running tot hem for. "You know why you're sick?" (NT) -- Rio, 10:10:10 04/22/05 Fri

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• She shook her head, her jaw clenched and her eyes squeezing shut as she fell silent, refusing to answer that question. She was a horrible liar and he would see right through her if she said anything so it was better off if she just kept her mouth shut. She felt somewhat comforted in his arms but she just kept reminding herself he was just being nice, he was like this with all the girls. Now was no time to develop a silly little girly crush. (NT) -- Jackie, 10:14:18 04/22/05 Fri

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• As much as he liked to act like he didn;t give a shit about anyone- most of this crew had figured out already that that wasn't the case. He had taken them under his wing and made sure they did alright- but she worried him a lot. He decided, however, to let it drop... it was only upsetting her and they clearly werent getting anywhere. "You tired? You should sleep." (NT) -- Rio, 10:29:56 04/22/05 Fri

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• She nodded a touch, determined to not be a burden to him in the least. "Yeah, I could probably sleep." She cleared her throat, slipping out of his embrace in order to stand and brush a hand through her blonde hair, reaching to tie it back with a rubber band she had found. "Thanks for stopping by." She offered a slight smile, she could be just as tough as Nina and Lysia, she could take care of herself, damn it. (NT) -- Jacki, 10:33:31 04/22/05 Fri

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• He nodded, watching over her a moment before standing from her bed. "I'll see you in the morning princess." He let his gaze lkinger over her a moment longer before he slipped out of her room, heading back to his own to waste another couple of hours before he could finlly fall asleepy. (NT) -- Rio, 10:53:36 04/22/05 Fri