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Realistic Dreams : The Present : The New Home V.2
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like To be like me

The apartment was large, holding quite a few bedrooms but it was nothing to show to the neighbors with. Sometimes the electricity flickered, sometimes the water wouldn't heat up and sometimes it got pretty cold or pretty hot but at least it wasn't D.H. and it wasn't their old homes with whoever had gotten them all screwed up in the first place...

To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life



  • ... -- Jackie, 12:44:17 04/26/05 Tue [39]
    It hadn't been a good day, maybe it was all the stress of the days before, she wasn't really sure. Her brow furrowed as her hand went to rest against the wall - trying to fight off the sharp pain in her abdomen that was taking her breath away. It had started earlier that morning but it hadn't been this bad. Biting her lip, she took a few more steps towards the stairs but a sharp cry escaped her lips and she sank back down to the floor - her bright eyes watering sharply as she tried to fight back the tears that were pushing against her lids. Her arms wrapped around her stomach, she felt like she was about to pass out, the pain was growing so severe. She gritted her teeth, trying to stand back up but it hurt so badly that she just sank back down, trying to catch her breath. Thank god know one was home to witness this, it would only feed the hositilty more.

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  • I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
    This will be the last time you get to drop my name
    -- Jackie, 09:54:54 04/26/05 Tue [25]
    It had been a long, but good, day and she was pretty tired so she had gone right to her room when they got home, changing from the cute outfit she had been wearing into the usual lounge pants and big tee shirt. She'd spent a good hour lounging around and reading her book - not quite ready to go to sleep yet before she decided to go wash her face and all that. A few minutes later she emerged into the hallway - face all clean and fresh looking, devoid of make up - only to find her door locked again. "Damn it all to hell.." She muttered, letting out a disgruntled huff before she padded barefoot down the hall to Rio's room, knocking softly and then pushing the door open. "Rio, your going to kill me but I need your help again, I think we should just take the lock off my door cuz obviously I can't handle it...."

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  • One of these days I'm gonna be somebody
    -- Kaden, 06:42:34 04/26/05 Tue [16]
    Now that Lysia was spending most of her nights with Rio, he was feeling a little neglected. Absently, he was leaning against the counter in the kitchen, using his pen knife to peel an apple, munching on the peelings as he sliced it. A low breath escaped his lips as he shifted in boredom, absently wondering where Rio and Jackie were, the girls had been pretty pissy earlier and they had disappeared too. It was cool though, he could just stand around here by himself. He didn't mind that. He shifted a touch again, pushing off the counter and heading towards the fridge to find something to drink, though he would prefer alcoholic, Jason and Joey kept decent track of their beers and he wasn't going to risk pissing them off by taking one.

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  • Smooth little girls fall in love with rough guys
    But you can chop a big heart down to pint size

    -- Jason, 06:56:00 04/26/05 Tue [15]
    He sat on the counter with a bag of chips, munching his way through them contently as he watched the pleasent view, keeping himself occupied until that night when they had another job on. They were flowing in easily and no one knew them which made it even easier to pull off. Despite everything they got upto on the streets at night though- nothing seemed quite as dangerous as the hot little girls they had running round in this place right now... and as wrong as it was- he didnlt have his brothers moralities. He watched Lysia and Nina as they painted up the stairs, his blue gaze trailing down Nina's tantalizingly bare and bronzed legs, when she dressed in shorts that minimal it was hard not to look.

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  • Somtimes you know - when enough is enough...things get to rough - its just time to get out -- Jimmy, 06:47:54 04/23/05 Sat [23]
    a scowel creased young features as he finally made his way back into the room...a hand brushing through blonde hair in almost complete frustration with the situation as he moved towards the stairs...legs carrying the skinny form briskly across the floor...skipping a stair at a time until he finally made it - swallowing gently. He'd gotten word that lacey was around here somewhere...but all Joey said is that she was here...not why or where, just here. He was quiet in his search until he finally spotted her...moving down the hall after her for a moment - worry and anger about the situation curling into one and causing him a great deal of stress Lace...his voice was hushed towards her, she was his baby sister...she was the only person he cared about right now

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  • -- Nina, 07:08:50 04/25/05 Mon [37]
    She'd been laid in bed in the room she shared with Lysia, staring at her friends empty bed and trying to sleep- but she could rarely sleep, she never seemed to relax enough- instead she spent the majority of the night sleeping in and out of restless sleep and staring at the ceiling. Before long she let out a sigh and sat up, slipping out of her bed in her boy-shorts and black tank. The house was pretty silent, but it still felt like a save little haven to her as she slipped down the corridor. She hesitated outside Jason and Joey;s room, listening carefully before slipping intot he room, heading to the bed she knew was joey's silently. He'd promised her another massage hadn't he? A smirk flickered over her lips as she crawled up onto his bedm resting her hand to his chest gently as she silently stirred him from his sleep.

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  • Don't wanna be you
    Don't wanna be just like you
    -- Jackie, 07:07:41 04/25/05 Mon [18]
    She'd been laying pretty low for the past few days, just hanging out in her room - more often then not with the door closed and locked to ensure her privacy. She came down to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner of course but other then that she hadn't been feeling overly social especially after cold glares she'd recieved from Nina and Lysia the other day. She just didn't feel like putting up with the bullshit. It wasn't that she couldn't hold her own if she really tried too, it was that she didn't care enough to try. So, she'd spent the past few days all by herself, not answering her door when it was knocked on and trying to get by with just minimal small talk to everyone.

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