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• She'd noticed he'd done his best not to run into her and it had her a little irritated, people said girls were touchy- in her experience boys were worse. In truth though she was more defensive that irritated, she didn't mean to hurt him but it took a lot for her to apologise. Besides... she'd never spent the whole night with a guy... she didn;t want to have to deal with awkward mornings with him and spoil it... especially since he'd been drunk and he probably wouldn;t have even remembered anything fromt he night anyway. She wandered into the kitchen just as he was backing out of it, and her hands reached for his sides to keep her balence, hesitating a moment before moving around him to the fridge , not even glancing at Jackie, although offering a sullen 'excuse me' as she reached bast her to grab a bottle of water form the fridge. (NT) -- Nina, 14:26:09 05/14/05 Sat

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• His eyes lingered on her for a second before he just smiled slightly. "Sorry, wasn't watching where I was going." He stated before he tossed another piece of cheese to Jackie. "Try again, I won't be here to distract you this time." He grinned lightly, running his hand over his blonde hair idely. Jackie stepped out of the way, noting the tension between the pair but keeping quiet. She had just gotten Nina off her back, she didn't need to start anything new. (NT) -- Jackie, 14:29:29 05/14/05 Sat

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• She returned the smile as she moved back out of the kitchen, just cause she had layed off Jackie didn't mean she liked her any more... She head into the quiet lounge, resuming play on Finding Nemo and crossing her legs in the couch. Her long curls were left loose and she'd barely even bothered with make-up save a touch of mascara and lipgloss. She tried not to get too jealous of Joey in the kitchen with Jackie while she was out here alone... she knew he wasn;t interested and she was just being paranoid, but it was hard to not resent the girl sometimes. (NT) -- Nina, 15:04:04 05/14/05 Sat

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• He was thinking about heading out from the living room too, he headed being so close to Nina but so far away from her emotionally and mentally. Finding Nemo was his favorite movie though and he didn't really have anywhere else to be so he just sighed and dropped down in one of the big easy chairs - getting comfortable there instead of on the couch by her where he normally would have sat without a second thought. (NT) -- Jackie, 15:07:22 05/14/05 Sat

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• She frowned a touch at that and watched him, instead of the movie now, taking him in unfaulteringly before glancing around to make sure no one would overhear. She let out a soft sigh and glanced back to him, tipping her head a little "You're still mad with me?" She'd figured after last night they'd be cool. (NT) -- NIna, 15:11:36 05/14/05 Sat

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• He cocked a brow, looking over to her and flashing a slight smile. "No, not mad at you." He wasn't mad at her at all but just a little withdrawn. It had been a little hurtful to wake up alone that morning but he figured it was for the best - he didn't need to be getting all emotionally involved anyways. It would just lead to tons of problems and emotional strain, just like was going through him right now. He just had to learn to control himself better, have some self restraint. (NT) -- Jackie, 15:16:11 05/14/05 Sat

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• She watched him a moment longer, her brow furrowed slightly before she swallowed and shifted her gaze to the screen, wetting her lips and concentrating on the movie as best she could. It was easy to see he'd withdrawn but she didn;t know what to do about it... she wasn;t even sure if it was because she hadnt been there when he wopke up or because he'd maybe finally seen sense and realised she wasn;t worth shit. And- forever the pesamist she wasn;t sure she wanted to find out. "Then what?" (NT) -- Nina, 15:22:58 05/14/05 Sat

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• He let out a slow breath, his eyes going back to her. "What?" He questioned, his brow cocked as he tipped his head to the side. "What exactly is going through your head, Nina?" What was he supposed to be doing? Holding her there on the couch for all the world to see when she wouldn't even spend a private night with him? (NT) -- Joey, 15:26:37 05/14/05 Sat

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• It wouldnt have been so private when his brother had walked in to see them curled up in each others arms- clearly dressed and a hell of a lot more than fuck buddies. She didn't know what she was even thinking. " Well... right now I'm kinda playing between the fact you're either hurt cause I wasn't there this morning cause i didn;t wanna cause any shit... or you've finally come to your senses." She left it at that, drawing a soft breath as she felt her cheeks color softly, staring hard at the screen. (NT) -- NIna, 15:33:29 05/14/05 Sat

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• He frowned heavily. "I am not hurt." That made him sound like such a pussy and the fact she even said that outloud caused an indignant pout to form on his lips. "You wouldn't have caused shit by being there." He nearly growled, letting out a slow breath before he turned his face back to the tv again - trying to distract himself from his rampant thoughts. (NT) -- Joey, 15:41:21 05/14/05 Sat

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• She rolled her eyes discreetly as she glared at the screen- it was only last night they'd said they hated argueing with each other but they were on the verge of it once more, and her passionate temper was easily stirred. "Sure... we really looked like we'd exhausted ourselves during the night and had fallen asleep after a long night of fucking." She growled out in a low voice so none but them could hear. "I'm sure jason would have fallen for that when he came in to get dressed and seen us curled up together. Besides you were out of it last night, how the hell was I supposed to know if you'd even want me there when you sobered up." (NT) -- NIna, 15:46:49 05/14/05 Sat

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• "Maybe I should have sent you to Rio's room first, he could have helped you look the part." He growled out, his hand running through his head. "I didn't care what Jason thought last night, Nina, it wasn't even on my mind and wouldn't give a fuck about what he thought!" He had been concerned about what his brother thought before but really, now that Nina was laying off Lacey, there was no reason for him to be pissy.... (NT) -- Joey, 15:56:31 05/14/05 Sat

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• His first comment hurt her more than she cared to admit and she frowned heavily, shooting him a hurt glare "Fuck you." She set her jaw and glared back at the screen but she was far from concentraiting on the movie. She had told him nothing was going on with Rio and he still liked to label her the slut. How was she supposed to know that Joey had changed his mind and didn;t care anymore... he'd cared at one point- she didn;t see what had changed. She had just done what she thought he'd want. (NT) -- Nina, 16:04:26 05/14/05 Sat

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• He sighed softly, running his hand down his face as he looked back to her. He didn't want just a sexual relationship, he wasn't that kinda guy. Kaden was enough of 'that' guy for every guy in the house. His eyes dropped over to her, taking her eyes where the hurt was. "Sorry.." He mumbled, his brow furrowed a touch as he apolagized quietly. He just talked without thinking sometimes... (NT) -- Joey, 16:08:08 05/14/05 Sat

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• She could feel her lower lip start to tingle and the tears stung at her eyes but she refused point blank to show it. She wouldn;t normally be so easily hurt but he meant a lot to her- and as much as compliments meant more coming from him- the hurt from that was twice as strong. She kept her gaze fixed on the Tv and set her jaw strongly, swallow hard. She didn;t cry. The last time she had cried had been her fourteenth birthday, and she'd toughened up since then. (NT) -- Nina, 16:18:10 05/14/05 Sat

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• He frowned softly, looking over to again. "Hey...Nina, I really am sorry, I shouldn't have said that." He wasn't quite sure what to do here, if he should go to her..if she even wanted him to go to her...he was at a loss right now, he was confused by her signals even though he knw he was sending out mixed ones of his own... (NT) -- Joey, 16:31:07 05/14/05 Sat

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• She shakes her head a little as she pursed her lips, rolling her eyes a little as she swallowed. "Forget about it" He clearly thought it, apologising seemed kinda fickle now. She unfolded her legs and stood, heading upstairs without another word to him, allowing her at least a little privacy for her uncharacteristic hurt. She was humiliated enough without letting him know how much he could hurt her. (NT) -- Nina, 16:36:31 05/14/05 Sat

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• He sighed softly, running his hand of his face. He had a way of fucking things up royally it seemed. His lip tucked between his teeth as he thought things over before he headed up the stairs two at a time and walked purposefully into her room, locking the door behind him to deter any distractions of any kind. "We need to talk." He stated, his eyes on her in the room that was filled with a soft light thanks to the suns rays sneaking through the curtains on the windows. (NT) -- Joey, 16:45:35 05/14/05 Sat

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• She sat on the floor with her back to him, lighting a joint between her lips and hastily blinking back the tears. "I said forget about it." This was all a bad idea. She couldn;t be everything he wanted her to be- everything he deserved, and she couldn;t let herself get hurt like this, it was against her very instinct. (NT) -- Nina, 16:58:27 05/14/05 Sat

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• "And I said we need to talk." He growled, sitting down on her bed and staring at her. "Nina, honey, I didn't mean what I said..." He stated softly, his eyes on her. "I don't...you know, I don't care what Jason thinks. Since you been actin' different with Lacey and all that he ain't shit against you and he can't say shit to me." He bit his lip, his eyes watching her. "I just wanted to spend the night with you in my arms, you calmed me down, you got me to chill out without any drugs...." He smirked, cocking a brow. "Less you slipped me a mickey or something." (NT) -- Joey, 17:04:56 05/14/05 Sat

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• She lifted her golden eyes to him, still slightly reddened and glazed with tears. People seemed to think she was incapable of being hurt, she did such a good job of hiding it usually... but hiding herself away from him was getting harder and harder. She still wasn;t sure she believed him ... he couldnt just go around telling her he didn;t think she was a slut and then throwing shit like that in her face. They had no understanding or relationship to stop her from fucking however she wanted but the truth was she didn;t want to be with anyone but him. He'd been the one to go to a strip club when sheld pissed him off- its not like she was going looking for attention anywhere else. She let out a heavy sigh and gazed down at the joint, pursing her lips a moment before she spoke. "I didn't know that. I just didn;t want you to regret it... or to cause you any shit... I was..." She frowned at herself and cut herself off... she was just trying to do the right thing by him. (NT) -- Nina, 17:16:58 05/14/05 Sat

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• He shifted to sit down on his knee's in front of her, his eyes watching her carefully. "if you want me too, I'll take you downstairs and kiss you in front of everyone who walks in that door - and not some lustful, gropey kiss either, a nice sweet, long kiss that no one will doubt that I have feelings for you. If that what it takes to prove to you I am for real." He couldn't believe he was saying all this, he had to be off his rocker, but he couldn't let her keep thinking the way she was. (NT) -- Joey, 17:22:47 05/14/05 Sat

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• She let her gaze fix on his swallowing heavily against the tears and taking a deep breath from the joint, hesitating a moment before she breathed out. She knew this was so dangerous, letting herself believe him, fall for him. Everyone ounce of her common sence screamed at her to bring back her cocky snips and cold front. "I think you must have killed off a few too many braincells with all that alcohol. " She brushed away a tear with the heel of her hand and glanced down, her attempt at a teasing comment lost on even herself. (NT) -- Nina, 17:30:41 05/14/05 Sat

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• He leaned forward, brushing his lips against her cheek bone to kiss away the tear. "I swear it..." He murmured softly, his eyes so honest on hers. He would do everything he could to make her believe him, he couldn't help it. She'd gotten her claws into him and he was helpless against the spell she was weaving on him. He wanted to be with her and he wasn't going to hide it anymore. (NT) -- Joey, 17:33:40 05/14/05 Sat

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• She swallowed softly as he kissed away the tear, knowing he'd seen it, seen her hurt. She wets her lips almost nervously as she gazed unsurely into his gaze, actually 'being' with someone was a huge step, but with him- she couldn't imagine settling for any less. The fact still remained though- she wasn;t good enough for him-and she was just holding her breath waiting for him to realise. (NT) -- Nina, 17:39:23 05/14/05 Sat

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• He ran his hand over her hair gently before he drew back, not wanting to focus on her hurt and weakness and draw attention to it. "So you wanna do something tonight?" He questioned, his head cocked back curiously. "We can go to the boardwalk, the city, the movies, out to dinner..." He shrugged a touch. "Whatever you want, my treat." He smiled lightly, leaning back on his palms as he watched her. (NT) -- Joey, 15:10:10 05/15/05 Sun

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• She drew a soft breath and lifted the joint back to her lips- taking a calming drag before offering it over to him. She had to cut down on that shit- she knew it. "I don;t mind... lets just go the boardwalk or something..." They didn;t have a ton of money to waste on going out. (NT) -- NIna, 15:25:16 05/15/05 Sun

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• He took a slow drag before he handed it back, not wanting to get completely stoned at the moment. "Alright...you sure you don't wanna go out somewhere though? Don't worry about the money, Nina, I got it covered." He would just pick up a few extra jobs a week to cover the money he planned to spend on her. He wanted to be able to take her out and show her a good time in the way normal, mature people did. (NT) -- Joey, 15:31:14 05/15/05 Sun

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• She shook her head gently, , carefully stubbing out the joint so they could re-light it later, glanicng back up to him and lifting a hand to cup his jaw. She leant in a nd brushed a kiss to the corner of his mouth, speaking softly in her accented voice "It wont be much fun bein' with you if you're locked up." But she'd be with him all the same. (NT) -- Nina, 15:46:41 05/15/05 Sun

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• He smiled softly at those words, his hand shifting to curl around her waist as he turned his head to press a full kiss to her lips. "Maybe I'll see about gettin' a job on the up and up..." He murmured softly, if Kaden and Rio could do it, he sure as hell should be able to find something. A smile crossed his lips as he brushed back her hair, his eyes on her tender and soft - a look reserved only for her. (NT) -- Joey, 15:48:46 05/15/05 Sun