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Date Posted: 14:44:02 09/10/08 Wed
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Title: Past Sins and Compassion, the Return. (Part 6)
Author: Maximus
(from Part 5)
Do you still want me, Harm?
(H) Yes, very much. I have wanted you since laying eyes on you over 12 years ago and I want you with me forever.
(S) I would like that very much. I have been faithful to you for more than 6 years and intend to for the rest of my life if we can make it work.
May I stay for the night or do you now want to be left alone?
(H) I want you with me, right here. I have wished many times that I could have known you earlier so your life could have been different.
(S) The important thing, it is different now because of Katie and you.
Harm pulled Sarah to him and kissed her forehead to let her know he was pleased that she had been honest with him. They spooned together and settled in for the night.
Part 6
Tuesday went by in a blur as so many things needed to be taken care of by both Harm and Sarah.
Wednesday morning started off smoothly until Jennifer announced that Chief Elga Patterson was reporting as ordered. Harm told Jennifer to bring her in as he checked over his uniform one last time.
(E) Chief Petty Officer Elga Patterson reporting for duty as ordered, sir.
Harm let her stand at attention as he slowly walked around looking her over. She was tall but was a fine female specimen.
(H) The same Elga Patterson that ran the relays in the Olympics 35 years ago? Won the silver medal I believe.
(E) Yes sir. 35 years older but I still like to exercise and run.
(H) Do you have transportation to the house?
(E) No sir. I have had little use for a car for the past 7 years, sir.
(H) Since you need to spend time in personnel anyway, you can ride with me when I go for lunch. 12:00 sharp, chief.
(E) Yes sir.
(H) And Elga, you are going to need to relax a little. You are too tall and large to be standing at attention very long.
(E) Yes sir.
Harm watched her as she left his office so Jennifer could direct her to personnel. What a good looking Swede. He called Sarah to let her know of Elga’s arrival.
Harm had a meeting with Turner and filled him on what was expected for the next two weeks and before he knew it Elga was back waiting in Jennifer’s office. Harm walked out of his office at 12:00 and she fell in step with him per regulation. They traveled the short distance together with only general things discussed.
They entered the house and it was like old home week when Sarah realized she had arrived. After the initial greeting, Sarah turned back to Harm awaiting his reaction.
(H) Elga, this is going to be your home as well as ours for the foreseeable future. Mac is here helping me as the children’s nanny until I find a replacement for the one that is leaving. For the time she is here and to cut down on the confusion, she will be addressed as Sarah and she is the boss. I know that you are officially my steward and are responsible to only me but I imagine you know how the real world works. You already know the duties of a steward and I expect you to keep this house and this family in good shape. If you have questions, speak with Sarah first before me. I want you to enjoy your time here but also expect you to do your duty and become part of this family. I am going to leave you in Sarah’s special care so I can have lunch before going back to work. Welcome aboard, Elga.
Elga snapped a smart salute to which Harm replied with the same.
(H) Thank you for the opening salute chief, and I will not expect the second until the day you leave us. Remember, we expect you to feel like family.
Harm went to the kitchen and sat among the girls for the lunch Sarah had prepared for them. After a few minutes she came in.
(S) Are you OK with my recommendation?
(H) Yes, but time will tell for sure.
(S) That’s good enough for me.
(H) I need to get back, so, I will see all of you girls tonight so we can go buy your new bed. The girls cheered and said goodbye as Harm winked at Sarah.
Sarah spent extra time with Elga during the afternoon explaining her different and secret plans and how she thought everything would play itself out. Elga understood perfectly that Sarah had plans of becoming Mrs. Rabb and the real mother to Harm's tribe. She had read between the lines well enough in 5 years to know that Sarah needed Harm like she needed air to breathe.
Harm returned at 18:00 for dinner with the family. He took extra time to formally introduce Elga and explain what her duties would be from now on. He talked to everyone about “closed doors” which would require everyone to knock and ask permission before entering an adult’s room. He made sure that everyone understood that Elga would be living there in her room up stairs but she had a right to privacy if her door was closed. He also added that the rule also applied to him and Sarah also. He explained they were welcome almost anytime but if the door was closed, they had to knock and ask first.
Sarah explained that they were going to the store to buy a new bunk bed and told everyone to get ready when they were finished. Elga found her self quickly completely alone as everyone took off in the car. She finally had time to survey her new kingdom without any interference. She walked the house assessing every room and passageway. She found the house in very good shape and was glad because she intended to take command of the kitchen first to find what she had to work with.
She had chosen the bedroom next to the girl’s room and wondered if she had made a bad decision. She knew she could always change if she didn’t like it. She stripped her bed and made it up with all new clean linen to make a clean start of things. She took her bath and was asleep before the family got back. It had been a long day and she was finished with one bad dream that had lasted 7 years and was ready to start a new life with the Rabbs.
The Friday delivery of the new bunk beds was the subject of conversation as everyone had a snack after they returned. Sarah left the table first to tend to Drew and Harm later on heard prayers and tucked everyone in, except AJ.
(H) AJ, I hope you don’t feel left out. Things are different now and I want to talk to you about them.
(AJ) I do feel left out. The girls seem to be more important than me.
(H) Since you are my “big guy” of the family, I have a secret to tell you. Before your daddy died, I tried to make a baby with Sarah, or as you used to call her Auntie Mac, but she was sent far far away before she could tell me we were going to have a little girl. After I married your mom, we had little Nicki and I was glad you would have a little sister. When Sarah came back, she told me I was Katie’s daddy also. So I now have two daughters, each one having a different mommy. I am so sorry that your mommy left us but God wanted her more than we could. Even though your real daddy and mommy are gone, your mommy left you with me because she knew I loved you very much and knew Nicki, Katie, and now Drew would need you as their big brother. I have been spending more time and attention with them but I have not forgotten you.
We are going to do “man things” together that they are too young for, so you will know how to do them when they need you to teach them. Since you are older and wiser, I expect you to help me with the other children. Can you do that for me?
(AJ) Yes daddy.
(H) Do you like Sarah enough to have her around all the time?
(AJ) You mean like a mommy?
(H) Yea, something like that.
(AJ) Sure, she is my God Mother, she is special.
(H) I kind of think so too. I just wanted your opinion. What do you say to fishing on Saturday morning?
(AJ) Sure, I’ll find our poles tomorrow. Can Uncle AJ come along with us?
(H) Sure, but you will need to call and ask him tomorrow. Tell him we leave at 09:00. Let me hear your prayers and I’ll see you in the morning.
Harm returned downstairs with a lighter heart as AJ didn’t seem upset with Sarah and him making a baby together. Only the older people found things like that so disturbing.
The house was quiet and Harm locked up and made his way to his master bath finding Sarah naked, relaxing in his tub.
(S) I hope this is OK. The extra 5 pounds of boobs are causing some tenderness and I am very uncomfortable.
(H) Take all the time you need. If it wouldn’t upset you too much, I would be glad to help you with coconut oil cream like Harriet taught me after she had Nicki.
(S) That sounds good if you wouldn’t mind.
(H) I will have it ready when you are done.
Harm left and put a towel on the bed beside him in preparation before relaxing.
Sarah took her time wondering what to do next. She had just let him see her naked and she wanted him to be comfortable about it. She decided to be completely naked when she walked out and crawled into his bed and was so relieved that he was asleep and all her strange feelings were for nothing. He roused when she nudged him and found the bottle of cream to start.
He helped her move and settled her body on top of him with her back to his front. He carefully covered her face with a towel as he squirted the cool coconut oil on her chest and both boobs. She shuddered all over as his massive hands started to rub the oil onto both. He kneaded and massaged both giving special attention to her overly sensitive nipples until she shattered in pieces as a climax washed over her. He pulled her back strongly to his hairy chest as he realized she was having a climax. Her nipples solidly against his large hands seemed to cool their sensitivity but not the raging fire within that was now slowly coming under control. He held her like that until the goose bumps disappeared even though his own arousal remained. He whispered into her ear:
(H) I’m sorry. Five years has been too long, hasn’t it? I’ll stop if you want me too.
(S) Yes it has been too long but thank you for understanding I really needed that. I would really like you to continue………if it hasn’t made you too ………………. uncomfortable.
(H) I would be glad too and I can stand to be uncomfortable ……………….. like this more often.
(S) I see that five years hasn’t diminished anything about you.
(H) If it is OK with you, I am going to me keep my mind on what I am supposed to be doing for you if you want me to finish what I started.
(S) That is fine with me. Maybe your mind will be on other things that need to be finished …………. sometime in the future.
(H) Maybe.
Harm moved the towel into position once again and finished the work he was doing to her breast as it brought her relief and pleasure.
(H) Has the milk started yet?
(S) No, but I feel like I am about ready to bust.
(H) If your size is an indication, it feels like it will not be long now. Are you staying here with me tonight?
(S) Yes, if you don’t mind.
(H) I have already told you that you are welcome here anytime.
Just so you know, I had to send Campbell and Davis to the U.S.S. Nimitz in the Pacific today on an article 32 and I will need to go out there next week.
I intend to stop by to see mom and dad on the way back to tell them of you and their new grand daughter and I want to get your feelings about it before I do it.
(S) I think that is great. What is the problem?
(H) They will want to come to see you and her as soon as they can and will be staying with us. How do we explain our having a baby and our current relationship?
(S) I have no strange feelings about explaining having sex with you and having Katie. I am in love with you and have been for years and am thankful you gave me our little girl. I have considered you my husband for a long time. Do you think I should be ashamed for how I feel?
(H) No. When they come, do you want to move upstairs or move in with me?
(S) With you. Your mother will understand since Drew is here in your room and they will be next door. It’s not like you are going to be screwing my brains out every night. I think they will understand.
(H) So, your advice is to trust mom and Frank to accept us being together?
(S) Your parents are good people and they will understand. It is not like you and I are strangers.
(H) Since this will be the first time I will be away since you arrived, are you going to be able to handle everything while I am gone?
(S) Sure. Tomorrow, I will print out all the forms you will need to sign authorizing me to act for the children in case they need hospital or doctor care while you are gone.
They both got comfortable and went to sleep until the 02:00 alarm. Sarah tended to Drew and returned. At 04:30 Harm turned off the alarm and picked Drew up and took him to the kitchen with him. He returned at 05:10 and bent down with a kiss to her temple.
(H) Time to go back to your room, princess.
(S) Rather stay here.
(H) I know but Katie still needs you to be there when she wakes up. It’s Thursday so you need to wake up sleepy head.
Sarah got up and tried to get awake. She moved over and stood in the bathroom doorway watching him a moment as he shaved.
(H) What?
(S) Today is Elga’s first time to make breakfast for us. Be nice, please.
(H) Yes, mother.
Harm stepped out of the bathroom to watch her move out of his room into her own. “She even looks good to me when she is still half asleep.”
After Harm finished his shower, he put on his underwear and robe and entered the kitchen with some trepidation based on Sarah’s comments to him. He was greeted to a full breakfast even down to the grits with cheese on top. AJ, Nicki, and Katie were watching Elga do her thing and Hilda buttering their toast. Harm poured himself a cup of coffee and watched as his girls pushed chairs around to make room for him between them. He patted AJ on the back as he took his seat and hugged and kissed both of them good morning. Elga asked him what he wanted for breakfast and he answered her.
The meal was splendid and he thanked Elga for what she had done as little AJ left to dress for school. Harm found his book bag and verified that his homework was finished. Noting one math error, he poured some cheerios in a pile and a second cup of coffee to wait for him to come back down stairs. He pulled AJ over to his side and pointed to all the cheerios piled up. He pointed to the incorrect problem, repeated the problem and moved cheerios around until AJ understood where he had made the mistake. As AJ corrected the answer in his book, Harm scooped all of the math cheerios into a sandwich bag and sent him off to the bus with the bag.
Sarah just stood in the doorway watching Harm interact with the kids, especially Katie. How had she ever survived 5 years without seeing this guy everyday?
Harm spent some time with Drew as he was selecting and dressing in the uniform of the day. Even though he had cared for him every night before Sarah arrived until the nanny arrived in the morning, Drew now seemed cleaner, smelled fresher, and seemed happier now that Sarah was being his main care giver at 02:00 and the rest of the day. She definitely had the golden touch with everyone in his family. A bit of panic surfaced as Harm realized that almost 2 weeks had passed of the short stay that Sarah had promised. Even though they had made up some lost ground between them, he didn’t even want to think about her leaving sometime. He needed to do something to make her want to stay with him and his family forever.
He found his case and stopped in the kitchen to say goodbye to everyone. Sarah followed him out on the porch:
(S) Was breakfast OK?
(H) It was much more than OK. I think she will work out fine. Do two things for me today if you will. Figure out what kind of clothing Elga should wear while on duty here. Her uniform was OK this morning but find what she would be most comfortable wearing…….within reason of course. Civilian cloths might look more suitable and make her more relaxed.
Find out if AJ has called Chegwidden about fishing on Saturday morning before the afternoon is over. I promised to take him and he wanted AJ to go along. He needs to call big AJ in the afternoon instead of later in the evening. Anything I need to do for you today?
(S) Just be home for dinner on time because you will not believe the Lamb Roast Elga makes.
Harm gave her a peck on the lips before he left the porch and then had an odd look on his face when he realized he had taken liberties again. He waved as he got in the car and left.
Harm’s day went well and Sarah spent time with Elga hashing over the clothing idea with her. Little AJ got off the bus at 14:20 and had a snack before Sarah started asking questions about the fishing trip and he ended up calling the Admiral at 15:30 finding if he wanted to go fishing with him and his dad on Saturday morning and receiving a positive reply. He confirmed the 09:00 time with him before hanging up. Sarah took some delight in the fact that Harm had required him to make his own call to big AJ.
Sarah called Harm at 16:30 and told him she had exciting news and reminded him to be home on time. After hearing her excitement, he entered the house at 17:40 instead of the normal 18:00. After greeting and talking to the kids he found that Sarah was taking care of Drew. He found her by the dressing table finishing with his diaper. He stood for a moment until she was finished, sat down, and as she patted the side of the bed beside her. He sat beside her with a worried look.
(H) You sounded excited when you called. What is it?
(S) My milk has started to flow.
(H) How did Drew respond to it?
(S) He hasn’t, I want you to be first before him.
Harm glanced at the door, glad that he had closed it behind him before turning to her.
She removed her blouse, her bra, and settled back on the bed pulling him to her. He understood the important gesture she was gracefully making, as Harriet had done before, and slowly moved his face to her bosom. He waited as she took his head in both her hands and guided him to each nipple with love and tenderness. He kissed, sucked, and rooted at each breast imitating what he knew his young son would do. She pulled and pushed his head about to get the sensations she wanted for her satisfaction. He tried not to bite or apply too much pressure but followed her lead as she demanded it of him and felt her body shuddering again before she climaxed. He tasted the early milk knowing that it was stronger than it would be later but to him nothing had ever been so sweet and so supercharged with her emotions. After coming down from her high, he helped her redress and then held her tightly too himself until she drifted off in blissful sleep. After getting back to the kitchen, he told everyone that Sarah was napping on his bed as everyone enjoyed their dinner.
The roast was excellent and everyone told Elga thanks as the meal ended. Harm assumed the complete nanny duty for the evening as Elga took care of everything in the kitchen. AJ’s homework was checked, baths checked on and even some time allotted for two little girls to enjoy rubber duckies in the tub. Their ears were checked and pajamas put on for the evening.
Everything became a whole lot quieter after prayers were heard and lights were turned off for the evening.
Harm returned to the kitchen finding Elga at the table enjoying some special flavored tea. After speaking to her, she stopped what she was doing to make two extra cups as he went to gather Sarah from his room. All three sat and talked about what had been decided on her dress requirements around the house and accepted her suggestion of a summer weight navy blue pant suit with a medium high neck white blouse with no cleavage showing as acceptable at all times. Sarah talked about the household credit card and Harm returned to his desk in his bedroom to pick up the bank card issued in Elga’s name, since she would be shopping for the family’s food most of the time. He asked Sarah to use the card tomorrow to purchase Elga 5 washable pant suits and blouses as decided upon when they went shopping. They finished the tea and called it a night with Sarah again ending up in Harm’s room.
Harm helped Sarah get comfortable on the bed before bringing Drew over to feed for the first time. He watched in wonderment as his son worked hard to get the new milk to flow. Sarah was all smiles as she enjoyed Harm’s watching this wonder unfold. After Drew seemed to be exhausted by the work, Harm gave him what he would take from a bottle as he watched Sarah use the breast pump for the first time. She didn’t get much worth saving since Harm and then little Drew had done a thorough job of it. Little Drew was asleep before being put down for the night. Harm joined Sarah in bed and they held each other.
(H) Thank you for sharing your breast with me first today. Harriet did the same when Nicki was starting to nurse. It was certainly special but can you explain the meaning it had for you?
(S) It is really a woman thing I guess. I wanted to show you all the special feelings I have for you. I meant it to be a mixture of submission, dominance, love, tenderness and so many other things. I wanted you to celebrate with me the incredible work of God that makes it possible for a mother to nourish her child from her own body. I wanted you to be part of what I never was allowed to give you when Katie was born. I owe you so much.
(H) I wish I had been there when Katie was born. I would have liked to have shown you how much you meant to me. I also like your 38-DD’s.
(S) Well, enjoy them while you can. They will go back down after this is over.
Friday was a shopping day and someone also needed to be home at 15:00 to receive the bunk bed delivery. Sarah drove and the two ladies shopped in several stores before deciding on the pant suit style they both liked. They took the two on the shelf and had them order 3 more. Elga’s big boobs and 6 ft 3 inch height had made shopping more challenging but they had succeeded. The blouses were found at another store filling out the requirements. Sarah told her to buy another pair of black service dress shoes and submit the bill to her to be reimbursed. They had a good time together because they had talked of so many things as they went from store to store. Many personal questions were asked and answered and new facts were discovered by both. Sarah treated Elga to lunch at Ruby Tuesday where they chose what they wanted to eat. They talked of many things and they both decided they never wanted to return to the place they referred to as the “Hell Hole”.
They were back and had moved the twin bed from Nicki’s room to the forth bedroom upstairs before the delivery people delivered the bunk beds and set them up. They worked together and moved Katie’s twin bed out of the guest bedroom to the fourth bedroom leaving only the queen bed for Sarah.
Harm arrived home at 17:50 and found that Hilda had prepared dinner and was ready to leave. He called a little get-together and thanked her for working so hard as their nanny and gave her a check for everything owed to her and a second check for a weeks pay as a bonus. Nicki and AJ cried as she left because she was important to them and had been there since Nicki had been born.
Everyone waved as she got in the car with her husband and left. Since dinner was ready, everyone pitched in and sat at the table 10 minutes later. Tomorrows fishing trip and new bunk beds were the talk over dinner. Since it was Friday, everyone moved to the family room for the 1 hour Disney program before calling it a night. All the kids went thru the regular nightly routine as Drew was fed and prepared for the night. Sarah and Harm made the rounds together to the children’s rooms. They engaged the girls in conversation and heard about the new beds, rubber duckies, their nanny leaving, and even about a bug that Katie had seen today. They listened to the concerns of 3 and 4 year old little ladies that needed to heard by their parents and again understood that angels do come in all ages and sizes.
They moved to AJ’s room and found him reading a Star Wars comic and both understood that Bud must be somewhere close by. Sarah talked to him about many things until they started hearing how the real AJ was feeling. They listened as the 8 year old revealed his logic and passion for what his mind was working on. Harm and Sarah filled in the blanks for him when he needed it. They both gave him a kiss goodnight before leaving and turning off his light.
(H) Hilda’s gone. Are you still sure you want to take on my tribe?
(S) Yes, I wish they were all my own for real.
(H) Yeah, I know. I have watched you getting close to them. Do you think you could be completely happy taking care of me and our children?
(S) Yes and no. It might just be the most important thing I could ever have fun doing, but…………………………..I believe I need to be doing something in the legal field, if for no other reason than to challenge and stay connected to you. We always brought out the best in each other and I have missed that so much.
(H) I have too.
Harm locked up the house and turned off most of the lights. He made it to his bedroom and found Sarah lying on the bed nursing Drew.
(H) Is he a hungry little guy tonight?
(S) Yes, he has been all day. He works hard at it and prefers this to the bottle now. I am glad that he does because it takes the pressure off. I have pumped about a full bottle extra and I labeled it in the fridge.
(H) Well that proves he is a Rabb and has very good taste. I would have expected no less from him.
(S) Are you teasing me?
(H) Not at all. He is a Rabb, after all. I stand in awe of you as you provide for him. Thank you again for being here with us.
(S) Harm, there is no where I would rather be than with you and our children.
(H) Thank you. Since Katie is in the bunk bed now, are you going to stay the whole night with me?
(S) I was planning on it. Since tomorrow is Saturday, may we try extending Drew’s schedule to 3:00 and 06:00?
(H) Sure, he will let us know if it is too long. I will take care of the kids early and AJ and I have the fishing trip at 9:00.
(S) I wonder what Chegwidden will think of your new steward?
(H) I don’t know but the age is about right and the boobs will surely get his attention.
(S) I definitely will be up and awake for that meeting. Can you take care of Drew while I finish pumping and I will be back?
(H) Sure, I can take care of my little man.
Harm spent a few more minutes with him before tending to him getting ready for the night. Sarah returned and they got comfortable.
(S) Thanks for getting the bed for Nicki and Katie. They were so excited and happy. Thanks again.
She moved a little higher and gave him a very sweet kiss before settling down.
Well, that shot all of his chances for getting to sleep for a while as he tasted and felt the tingle of what had just happened. He wrestled about for a few minutes until he noticed that Sarah was not sleeping either. He grabbed her and slowly turned her to him and kissed her the way he wanted and needed too.
(H) Thank you for the kiss you gave me but I felt it needed to say much more if you and I are ever going to get any sleep tonight.
(S) Wow, that was great, but ….…………..that was definitely not a kiss among friends!
(H) I certainly hope not. I have been feeling your body next to me every night for a couple weeks and I think we are way beyond the friend stage.
(S) Are we ever going to be lovers ……….………..………again?
(H) Yes, I think we will be but not just yet. I think we will need much more kissing and necking practice before we do that.
(S) I think that can be arranged sailor. Since you showed me how you expected us to kiss, let me try it a couple times.
And they did a few times. Harm pulled her to him tightly and she could feel the evidence of just how much he had enjoyed the practice. It felt good that things had not changed.
Sarah took the 3:00 feeding as agreed and Harm brought Drew to her at 06:00. He returned to the kitchen to finish the breakfast preparation as the other little ones were up and going strong. Elga joined everyone at 07:20 and took control as Harm returned to help Sarah. Sarah had filled Drew’s bath basin and was giving him his bath. Harm assisted and finally took him to the bed in the big fluffy towel Sarah had wrapped him in.
Harm dried and played with him until Sarah stole his attention by standing naked in the lighted bathroom ready to take her shower. She was standing in a very provocative pose silently pleading her case and he was a very receptive jury. He watched as she entered the shower and he realized she had laid it all on the line. She was ready for intimacy and wanted to be his and had stated it in very plain body language and what a body it was. Not bad for a 38 year old nanny and mother. He needed a reason to accept her offer and her absence of hair seemed the best. After putting Drew back in his bassinet, he entered the bathroom and pushed the shower door open so she would know he was taking in her whole naked body.
(H) Sarah I liked it better when you had hair.
(S) I used the tanning beds up there and always waxed.
(H) Will you let it grow back in as a cushion for me?
(S) If it is important to you, I will.
(H) It is, because I don’t want to hurt you. Thank you and the answer is “Yes”.
He closed the door knowing that she understood everything he had conveyed to her.
Harm returned to the kitchen to have his breakfast because had he stayed, he would have found a way to stay in bed with her for the entire day ……………. or maybe the entire week. Even though she had stated and secured her position with him, he felt more work still needed to be done before they could be intimate with each other.
TBC
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