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Date Posted: 21:28:44 08/20/13 Tue
Author: Cece
Subject: A Part of Me (more a prose poem than a fic.)

A?N This is very old, very short, and has been posted a few times. But what the heck. It won't take up too much time to read....three minutes tops. Location: Mac's mind and the Admiral's porch.

A Part of Me

I am trying to forget. I keep trying to force it from my mind. I know I will never feel your lips on mine
again, and a part of me dies with every thought.

But I can't forget. I don't want to. In the daydreams that take my mind off my work: in the troubled dreams that haunt my nights. I feel you. I feel your lips. I feel your warm
breath. And I hear your heart and the sharp intake of breath at the
moment you knew you would kiss me. He never made me
feel this way. No man has ever made me feel this way before. You took
me with you to a place I never wanted to leave. But you didn't want
me back. And a part of me dies with every thought.

But I can't forget. The Admiral's porch. The music. The cool evening air that
changed into a hot night sun. You looked at me with a sad expression
and said the words that tore at my soul: “Mac, you have someone
who will always love you.” I wanted to kiss you. I wanted to
make you want me. But I leaned forward to give you the kiss of a
friend: short, perfunctory. That was all I was allowed.

But you wanted more. You leaned into me and I pulled back. I pulled
back. It was too much. I didn't understand. But you took hold of
me . . . held me in your arms, and kissed me with such intensity,
such passion, such unbearable sadness. I felt your mouth, your lips
enticing mine to open. I felt your tongue, and my body responded.
Your skin was warm and your breath was hot. And my body lit on
fire.

And I keep trying to forget because I have to live my
life without you. Without the warmth of your arms. Without those hot,
sublime moments. Without your kiss.

And a part of me dies with every thought.

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Replies:

[> ALWAYS a pleasure to re-read. -- Jan, 21:50:45 08/20/13 Tue [1]


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[> wonderful thanks for posting -- Beth, 08:20:21 08/21/13 Wed [1]


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[> Hauntingly sad, but at once, beautiful. -- JoyZ, 10:05:10 08/21/13 Wed [1]


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[> I agree with Joy Z Beautiful -- Bev uk, 14:21:56 08/21/13 Wed [1]


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[> Thank you! -- Cece, 15:33:08 08/22/13 Thu [1]


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[> Thank you,Cece. Please bring more back. We appreciate the chance to revisit. -- Jenner, 03:39:54 08/23/13 Fri [1]


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[> Thank you so much Cece.and love it when we get to see old treasures again. -- Can Sheshe, 10:36:40 08/24/13 Sat [1]


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[> A vivid reminder of one of my favorite eps. -- achaon, 21:54:30 08/24/13 Sat [1]


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