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Date Posted: 01:24:35 02/22/06 Wed
Author: Girls
Subject: inside
In reply to: Kyrian/Remy 's message, "Inside" on 01:12:53 02/22/06 Wed

She sighed softly, her brow furrowed lightly. "I can tell you how I felt when Dag left, I don't know this girl so I can't say anything for sure but I think my reaction was a pretty common one...." She swallowed a little as she thought back, her brow furrowed. "I was hurt, for one thing, that he would do that to me. It was a major blow to the pride, you know? All those people knowing that I had been stood up and that he didn't care enough about me to take my feelings into consideration. I was pissed at myself for caring so much when he obviously didn't and I just..I wanted to feel like I didn't need him since he so obviously didn't need me. I think, if I had been able to, I would have left but I was kinda stuck here, though actually, I did try to leave once." She bit her lip, tipping her head. "Right now, I am sure her emotions are just running so high that she doesn't know how to deal with it. I coped by throwing myself into stuff around here, horses are kinda my thing and I got involved in the stables and whatnot...maybe she's just using her work to escape the pain, not to necessarily get away from you." She stated softly, her head cocked. "Her heart is hurt, her pride is damaged and I think maybe she just needs some time...when she's cooled down maybe you guys can get a chance to talk. I highly doubt she left because you made a mistake and she expects you to be perfect, I am thinking she left because she suddenly realized how much she needed you and that scared her or maybe because she just didn't know what else to do to make the pain stop...maybe she's just trying to distract her mind." She finally got to her own marshmellows, popping them in her mouth. "I was so angry at Dag until I saw how he was hurting and then, I dunno, I guess a woman in love just as this desire to take care of her man no matter how mad she is." She rolled her eyes at the mention of Addie, laughing lightly. "Addie is my sister in law, she was raised in California and then brought back here because it had been arranged for her to marry Dag..." She shook her head, letting out a soft breath. "She's definately a lot to handle and I am sure she's down there with your partner analyzing whatever is going through his head." She smiled lightly at the topic of her baby and ran a hand over her stomach. "Twenty-two weeks...the baby just started moving, well to where I could feel it a whole lot, last week..." She stated, rubbing her stomach lightly when as if on cue the bairn started doing some acrobatic routine in her tummy.

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