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Date Posted: 15:39:22 03/03/06 Fri
Author: chrys
Subject: Re: love gone wrong
In reply to: chrys 's message, "love gone wrong" on 20:33:01 02/28/06 Tue

just got back!

okay well i was still sorta chicken, but at least i went over there. he was sleeping when i got there but the other guys woke him up. he came out and was quiet for a bit but then like, hey let me show you how i rearranged my room, so i went upstairs w/him. we talked for awhile, and i tried to bring up that week that he was here and how things were weird and he was like oh don't worry about it, just blowing it off almost. maybe he doesn't want to talk about that stuff, i don't know. it's like neither of us knows how to talk. so then after awhile we watched a movie and of course had to keep pausing it to talk. awhile after that ended we went downstairs and hung out w/the other guys in the house and some other dudes that had come over....me and six dudes, lol, it was great. my guy was a great host, making sure when we all had food at like midnight that i got some first, and so on. so then eventually he was like i'm gonna go watch a movie and in my head i'm like umm is that my cue to leave or what so i asked can i watch w/you and he said yeah of course, and i was like okay. got back to his room and realized he had arranged it for both us to sleep there (which was not easy or comfortable, his room is really tiny) and then we put in the movie after talking for a bit and he fell asleep (he ALWAYS sleeps more than i do, every single time). i kept waking up w/him halfway on top of me or w/his arm draped around my neck, lol. that space is not meant for two people, but it worked, and it was really really nice to sleep next to him. it's so comforting. it was funny like the moment he fell asleep he started like, putting his leg and arm on me. it all felt really good.

in the morning the same guy came in to wake him up cuz they had to go get paid for a job, so we had to get ready to go real fast and they gave me a ride home just now. all evening i kept thinking about i should give him the letter before i go, but then we were going and i didn't want to give it to him in front of the other guy.

so all in all, i'm still chicken shit, but at least i went over there. i also paid a lot of attention even when i was there, to like, not hold back as much, to tell him i appreciate things and to talk about my own life, and so on.

btw he didn't seem to think it was rude at all that i came over, lol.

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[> Re: love gone wrong -- lump, 17:04:39 03/03/06 Fri [1]

SEE??? Maybe he was freaking out because you never went there to see him?

Anyhow, your issue might not be solved, but you're not as uncomfortable in his space now, right?

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