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Date Posted: 00:22:17 02/12/05 Sat
Author: chrissa bingham little joe
Subject: incompletely &lost

I cant help feeling the way I do, I have a feeling of a lose that cant be filled. I'm trying not to, well cry. I always wanted to meet Landon, and every once in a while I get well overwhelmed. I think in one aspect it would be helpful if I ever got to talk to someone who meet him or well knew him. And I mean talked to him, and really know him. I asked David Dortort if I could write a bonanza story, and he said ya. I'm writing it, and it�s almost in the third or forth stage. Scripts are so easy, stories are harder. Now I would like to clarify something, the crying I'm doing is not the loss, but the missing, as in I never got to meet him sort of feeling. It�s hard to say how I feel, because well he was like a father figure to me. I just whish I was smarter and not such a chicken when I was in la, but then again would they have let me in. I know this is the second time, I wrote something. But the forlorn feeling is making me cry, so I may not be making any sense. But dadgumit I wish I could talk to someone who know him, I wish someone that know him would contact me. I have been watching bonanza, but watching High way to heaven is getting harder. Because I wish I could have meet him, so I gesso all I have is a dream. I was hoping someone who knew him, or was close to him would read one of these and contacted me. I'm sorta glad that you don't know how long its taking me, to type this up. The tough feelings of being lost and incomplete and forlorn are overwhelming and I do miss him. I like TV shows because he will always be around, in one way if not the other. If I may say this with out hearting anyone, I do talk to him. I know he cant hear me but it helps me in a way to get bye. I�m going to say something, that sound a little weird. I have a par of sneakers, and when I ware them I feel him near by so I ware them allot. I know, weird ha. When I'm scard and in dought i lift my head up and shout, Landon where are you. God how I wish I could have meet him, now with loss and forlorn. I'm sorry its so long, but I have to get my fealing out before I cry a river of tears after all If it turns in to a lake I'm in allot of trouble I can swim. Landon I do miss you, and that is no lie. I gess thats all for now, I so much wish I could have had the good fortune to meet him. If you knew him talk to me.

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