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Subject: Re: True Story-The Date Passes

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Date Posted: 15:06:29 05/10/20 Sun
In reply to: Ulysses 's message, "True Story-Introduction" on 19:42:14 08/12/18 Sun

The date came. It had gone well passed what we had agreed upon. It started as an arrangement for me to get the real spanking and punishment I had longed for, bowing to authority and for her to live out a secret lifelong yearning to be that authoritarian, to have the power to hold a man firmly in her hands. We shared many of the other desires we explored, or she explored on me, but I wasn't ready to explore those things. She crossed many forbidden lines and I allowed it to happen.
What was supposed to be one night a month in which I would submit and she would control became a nightly thing, then 24/7 of control and domination. I felt a great burden lifted off my chest as the appointed hour passed. The e-mails kept coming ranging from demands to pleas. The next day my inbox was loaded. "Why did you do this to me?" for example. Some very heartfelt, long emotional letters. I felt bad, I felt pity, I felt angry, but I also had a bit of a hole inside of me.
I attempted to get back to a normal life over the next couple of months. I was in the circuit but didn't find anything satisfying. Circe and I kept in touch. Some communications were self pity and basically pleading for what I was doing to her, there were times when we were playful and did some role playing, we also got to know each other. we met for coffee a few times and really just chatted. Nothing major and definitely no type of commitment. There was a part of me that missed and needed our sessions and I admit here that at times I wasn't sure if I might be falling in love with her. I strongly resisted those feelings and resisted her attempts to start our sessions again.

I will continue at a later date.

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