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Date Posted: 09:09:04 07/01/17 Sat
Author: Dari (Daria)
Subject: My spankings from 11 to 16

So I am a cis-het girl, 18. I live in a halfway house which is supposed to be preparing me to be on my own in college after aging out of the foster system. I was spanked from when I was 11 and my mom remarried pretty much every day until I was 16. My stepdad and especially my stepbrother and his best friend later on loved spanking me, and they would find excuses to do it, but I didn't know that then. I always had to take every bit of clothing off right from the start. Spankings were on my bottom and my legs, but if I didn't obey totally during a spanking I would get whipped with a leather strap on my nipples and my vulva. My mom made it clear that my stepdad was totally in charge of my discipline from day one and she would not interfere no matter what. She was kind of under his spell. My stepsister Jessie who was a year younger than me got spanked the same way I did, and was totally accepting because she had grown up getting it like that. She had a best friend, Liara, who had grown up the same way. Her dad spanked both of them, and now me if I went to his house, like when my mom and stepdad went out, and Liara got spanked by my stepdad and stepbrother when she was over. Everybody told me the way I now got spanked was normal and I completely believed it for the next five years.

If one of my stepdad's friends hadn't started raping Jessie and gotten caught after about a year I might still be getting spanked every day. We didn't really know what was happening counted as rape. Jessie was just 14 when it started but she thought Mr. West was her boyfriend, and she didn't mind. He had been allowed to spank us all and see us naked, and he never missed a chance to spank Jessie when he came over, but he also stroked our backs nicely and stuff. We both actually liked him. What happened is that Liara ran away from her home and was gone for about a week and when the police brought her back she mentioned something about Mr. West and Jessie and also about getting spanked so much and like on our genitals, and then everything exploded and all three of us got taken away from our homes and put into the a foster family, luckily the same one, with Mr. and Mrs. Patel. That is when I found out that I got abused and molested, too and so did Liara. My stepbrother and his friend Danny were away at college and didn't really get in trouble except probation but my stepdad and Liara's dad and Mr. West got sent to jail. My mom didn't get in trouble because she was kind of brainwashed, too, except she lost her parental rights. All three of us got sent to a different high school, which was actually a better one, and we got really involved with the gay/straight alliance they had there, and we also got introduced to the web, which we had never been allowed on before except at school and supervised.

I moved into this halfway house when I turned 18, and I will be going away to college in the fall, but like I still have dinner at the Patel's most days because we kind of are a family. They have been great as foster parents, and are very accepting of Jessie and Liara as girlfriends, which is something that kind of gradually happened but seems inevitable now. I'm still kind of a virgin, I mean I've never exactly had a boy put his penis in me or whatever and never really had a boyfriend, but I fool around with boys. Mostly I let them spank me, which I don't even know why I do it. If I think about actually having sex I usually freak out. In college I just want to find a boyfriend to go out on dates with and maybe just cuddle. Do you think there are boys that will like that? I am going to major in gender studies.

So yeah, anyway, tl;dr: I got spanked a lot and I don't any more and it kind of messed me up but maybe not too badly, I hope, and I am still both scared and turned on thinking about spankings, and scared and excited about heading off to college.

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