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Subject: I won't be given a second chance---because your perfect.

Author:
longing

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Date Posted: 15:15:49 12/26/01 Wed

As the holidays are here
I always feel you near

alone in my the dark
I struggle to spark

my sparkles
my sadness has drawn

a picture of us
always in love
always in touch

I lost you on the way
to a future we made

never wanting be committed
I started freakin

freaking over everything

out of frustrating
you turned to masturbation

you left me alone
with no one to hold

you kept on and on
sleeping
eating
and winking

not at me
but your new fantasies

over the internet
while
you left me in sweat

now you live with me
and remained unattachedly

we were
but not serene

I suffered in silence
as you went about you conivance

I missed my friend
someone I spoke to
long ago

someone like you.

we used to talk

but then I learned
all this time
your friendship wasn't earned

instead I stook at your side
only as someone
you could't confide

for a long time

after while
of knowing
I turned

to someone how saw
the sorrow
I earned

He wouldn't stop
asking

Are you engaged?
Or is that ring
just to keep you caged.

I said no?
I hope to be married someday.
I only I obey.

I tried so hard
and trusted so
litttle

that I lost the man I love
to a fiddle

feeling lonely and no where
to turn

I looked to this man
who promised
It's my turn

throught that ime
I ran away
from the man that truly love
who was kind

Despite all

I learned I was wrong

I tried to come back
only to lack

the very words to say

I babe
please let me come
home
I've been dismayed

I messed up
for not living up

to your expectations
of me

I hurt you
and you bled for me

Now it's myy oppurtunity
If I am lucky
you will read

I have never
been the same
without you

I've tried to move on
but couldn't
find the same song

No man
could ever fill you shoes
in my life

nor will I ever become
someone else's
wife

I will remain alone
until one day

by a miracle

You'll play our song

my heart belongs
to you
and always will

from afar
my love
my star

you've sent me away
when I tried to return
but that is o.k.

I respect your choice
but this
is not my choice

my dream
will live
our song
and my wrong

I wish to spend the rest of years
with you

If you'd only hear.

YOU WILL ALWAYS
BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

FOR AS LONG AS LIVE

FOR YOU
I GIVE

If you ever think of calling
please do
because I would love to hear from you.

If you ever decide or change your mind
you know where to find me

waiting for you

As I continue to live my life

No matter what you say

I love you.

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