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Subject: Re: Disappointed and Angry at Myself


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Lucas (to MattT)
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Date Posted: 11:44:11 04/07/26 Tue
In reply to: MattT 's message, "Disappointed and Angry at Myself" on 01:27:20 04/07/26 Tue

> Yeah, yeah, it's after 1am and it's a school night. I
> know I should be asleep. But I'm not. I can't sleep
> because I'm so angry at myself.

Hey Matt, hopefully being online after 1am didn't end up getting you a second spanking.

> One lousy month, and I can't do it. I barely made it two weeks!

Please don't be too hard on yourself. I know all too well the feeling of wanting to avoid ever getting a spanking again. And trying to behave so much better. But then getting a spanking anyway. I know lots of other ppl here have felt the same way after getting a spanking too.

I think it's a sign of maturity that you made deliberate plans to improve your behaviour and set goals for yourself. But it's not a terrible thing that sometimes plans fail and it turns out a goal can't be reached one time (or even several times). As teenagers we can't always behave 100% perfectly. And some of us have parents that spank for any school trouble at all. Which makes it much harder for you and me to avoid spankings than for lots of our classmates.

I do remember a time when there seemed to be just *so many* things I could be spanked for. That I seemed to be at risk of getting a spanking all the time no matter how hard I tried to avoid everything that could get me spanked. And each spanking was for something unexpected.

But spankings two weeks apart isn't especially bad, so don't give up hope.

> My brother is 14, and he doesn't seem to have any trouble
> going months without getting spanked!

Well that's just boring :)
He's obviously not mischievous enough, he should act like a proper teenage boy and stir up some trouble :)

> I was wrong. This isn't helping. I'm going to try
> again to go to sleep now.

Hopefully typing out your thoughts did help a little in making it possible to get to sleep.

I sometimes find that the crying and yelling from a big spanking exhausts me so much that I sleep easily. But there are also times that a burning bottom and confused mind keeps me awake too.

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Re: Disappointed and Angry at MyselfGary Steven13:14:38 04/07/26 Tue


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