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Author: MattT |
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Date Posted: 01:27:20 04/07/26 Tue Yeah, yeah, it's after 1am and it's a school night. I know I should be asleep. But I'm not. I can't sleep because I'm so angry at myself. Hopefully I can get this off my chest and get some helpful responses. I got another spanking today, barely two weeks after my last one. I deserved it, there's no question about that. This one was also related to problems at school, and I really don't want to go into the details. The thing is that, after I got the paddle a couple weeks ago, I resolved to myself that I was going to do everything right and avoid getting another spanking for at least a month. At first I had resolved to never do anything to deserve a spanking again, but then I remembered that goals need to be achievable (the whole SMART goal thing, I'm sure most of you know all about it), so I settled on one month. I thought that was achievable. But then today, like the stupid idiot I apparently am, I found myself, yet again, standing in my briefs with my nose to the wall, trying to figure out what to say to keep my dad from adding a few belt swats to my impending paddling. I'm 16 years old, and I can't even go a month without earning a spanking! One lousy month, and I can't do it. I barely made it two weeks! (I had typed out a very profane phrase here, then erased it and re-typed it with just the first letter of each word and a bunch of asteriks, then erased that too, because I don't want anyone to get offended. Please just imagine such a phrase here to understand me trying to express how frustrated I am right now.) Why can't I keep myself out of trouble? I should be able to handle this at 16. My brother is 14, and he doesn't seem to have any trouble going months without getting spanked! GAAAAH! I was wrong. This isn't helping. I'm going to try again to go to sleep now. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |
| Subject | Author | Date |
| Re: Disappointed and Angry at Myself | Tim | 10:46:25 04/07/26 Tue |
 Re: Disappointed and Angry at Myself |  Lucas (to MattT) | 11:44:11 04/07/26 Tue |
| Re: Disappointed and Angry at Myself | Gary Steven | 13:14:38 04/07/26 Tue |
| Re: Disappointed and Angry at Myself | Jerry (to MattT) | 16:50:44 04/07/26 Tue |
| Re: Disappointed and Angry at Myself | Tyler to MattT | 10:38:19 04/08/26 Wed |
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