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Subject: Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do

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Douglas
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Date Posted: 18:01:16 01/15/26 Thu
In reply to: Gerald 's message, "Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do" on 13:42:08 01/15/26 Thu

I'm 19. I thought my spankings would end in my mid teens. Then I thought they would end when I was 18. Now I realize for as long as I live here I will get spankings. I'm a small guy and I physically can't stop it. I'm a college student who only works sporadically so there is no way I can move out on my own, especially because housing prices are so expensive these days. So I am stuck in this situation...with a strict domineering mother who treats me like a kid still, not a young adult.

I thought of an analogy when you would say out loud ", I'm not going to cry" it reminds me when I sports player sYs "I guarantee we are going to win this game". It seems whenever they say something like that they end up losing and it makes the loss so much more humiliating than it would be otherwise. You were basically setting yourself up for failure.

>>Maybe someone can relate to this. Whenever my mother
>>starts spanking me one of my main thoughts is I don't
>>want to cry. It's a pride thing. By crying I feel like
>>I lose and she takes the W.I want to show her that I
>>am tough enough where her spankings don't get to me.
>>But inevitably (as in every time) there will be a
>>smack that really stings and I just lose it and start
>>crying. I have to admit it's a release. It takes away
>>all the stress and pressure of having to keep a stoic
>>front. She never stops spanking when I start crying
>>but the rest of the spanking is easier for me to take
>>because I am releasing my feelings and not holding it
>>in. Yet by the next spanking my first thought is "I
>>don't want to cry" and the cycle repeats.
>
>Doug, I can completely sympathize with what you have
>said. How old are you, BTW? I am 14, getting close to
>15, and my mother is also a hard and frequent spanker.
>I get hand and paddle over her lap, and when she feels
>like it, I have to lie on the couch while she follows
>up and uses a strap that she bought just for spanking
>me to finish the spanking.
>
>When I was younger and she would have me standing in
>front of her as she undressed me, doing it slowly and
>clearly enjoying the prospect of the spanking she was
>about to give me--just as she still does now--I
>actually used to say to her, "I'm not going to cry! Do
>your hear me? I'm not going to cry!"
>
>That was really stupid because I ALWAYS cried, every
>time, when she spanked me. But I would say that, and
>I'd say it especially when my older sister and my aunt
>who lived with us were there to watch me get it, which
>was and is essentially every time. And my mother would
>just smile and say, "Really? Not going to cry? Well,
>we'll just see about that, won't we?" Why I would say
>something like that, almost egging her on to spank me
>really hard, I still can't figure out to this day.
>And, of course, very shortly after she started in with
>the paddle, the howls and blubbering would start for
>real with the tears flying everywhere.
>
>I stopped saying that or anything like that when I was
>about 10 and she found that strap and brought that
>home to add to my spankings. After that my stupid
>defiance turned to oh please Mom not the strap too! Oh
>please Mom not the strap too! After that I no longer
>even to myself was thinking I don't want to cry or I'm
>not going to cry. I knew I was going to cry and really
>hard too. After I stopped saying that, my sister who
>is two years older than me would tease me while Mom
>undressed me by saying, "Aren't you going to tell Mom
>you're not going to cry, Gerald? Go ahead. Tell her
>you're not going to cry this time." And my aunt and
>my sister would both be grinning while I would tear up
>and tears would leak out while mom undressed me. She
>still says that even today sometimes when mom starts
>to undress me for a spanking. But, of course, she is
>already crying for real when it is her turn for one of
>her rare spankings and mom is pulling her panties down
>and while aunt and I watch smiling. Gerald

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Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do Maya to Gerald and Douglas 21:26:07 01/15/26 Thu

Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do -- Janine to Douglas--correction-sorry!, 21:34:14 01/15/26 Thu

Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do -- Douglas, 18:41:43 01/16/26 Fri

Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do -- Cry Boy .., 23:42:27 01/16/26 Fri

Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do -- Douglas, 16:43:00 01/19/26 Mon

Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do -- Nick, too, 23:40:07 01/24/26 Sat

Re: I don't want to cry but feel better when I do -- Douglas, 04:10:51 01/30/26 Fri

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>I'm 19. I thought my spankings would end in my mid >teens. Then I thought they would end when I was 18. >Now I realize for as long as I live here I will get >spankings. I'm a small guy and I physically can't stop >it. I'm a college student who only works sporadically >so there is no way I can move out on my own, >especially because housing prices are so expensive >these days. So I am stuck in this situation...with a >strict domineering mother who treats me like a kid >still, not a young adult. > >I thought of an analogy when you would say out loud ", >I'm not going to cry" it reminds me when I sports >player sYs "I guarantee we are going to win this >game". It seems whenever they say something like that >they end up losing and it makes the loss so much more >humiliating than it would be otherwise. You were >basically setting yourself up for failure. > > > >>>Maybe someone can relate to this. Whenever my mother >>>starts spanking me one of my main thoughts is I don't >>>want to cry. It's a pride thing. By crying I feel >like >>>I lose and she takes the W.I want to show her that I >>>am tough enough where her spankings don't get to me. >>>But inevitably (as in every time) there will be a >>>smack that really stings and I just lose it and start >>>crying. I have to admit it's a release. It takes away >>>all the stress and pressure of having to keep a stoic >>>front. She never stops spanking when I start crying >>>but the rest of the spanking is easier for me to take >>>because I am releasing my feelings and not holding it >>>in. Yet by the next spanking my first thought is "I >>>don't want to cry" and the cycle repeats. >> >>Doug, I can completely sympathize with what you have >>said. How old are you, BTW? I am 14, getting close to >>15, and my mother is also a hard and frequent spanker. >>I get hand and paddle over her lap, and when she feels >>like it, I have to lie on the couch while she follows >>up and uses a strap that she bought just for spanking >>me to finish the spanking. >> >>When I was younger and she would have me standing in >>front of her as she undressed me, doing it slowly and >>clearly enjoying the prospect of the spanking she was >>about to give me--just as she still does now--I >>actually used to say to her, "I'm not going to cry! Do >>your hear me? I'm not going to cry!" >> >>That was really stupid because I ALWAYS cried, every >>time, when she spanked me. But I would say that, and >>I'd say it especially when my older sister and my aunt >>who lived with us were there to watch me get it, which >>was and is essentially every time. And my mother would >>just smile and say, "Really? Not going to cry? Well, >>we'll just see about that, won't we?" Why I would say >>something like that, almost egging her on to spank me >>really hard, I still can't figure out to this day. >>And, of course, very shortly after she started in with >>the paddle, the howls and blubbering would start for >>real with the tears flying everywhere. >> >>I stopped saying that or anything like that when I was >>about 10 and she found that strap and brought that >>home to add to my spankings. After that my stupid >>defiance turned to oh please Mom not the strap too! Oh >>please Mom not the strap too! After that I no longer >>even to myself was thinking I don't want to cry or I'm >>not going to cry. I knew I was going to cry and really >>hard too. After I stopped saying that, my sister who >>is two years older than me would tease me while Mom >>undressed me by saying, "Aren't you going to tell Mom >>you're not going to cry, Gerald? Go ahead. Tell her >>you're not going to cry this time." And my aunt and >>my sister would both be grinning while I would tear up >>and tears would leak out while mom undressed me. She >>still says that even today sometimes when mom starts >>to undress me for a spanking. But, of course, she is >>already crying for real when it is her turn for one of >>her rare spankings and mom is pulling her panties down >>and while aunt and I watch smiling. Gerald

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