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Subject: Re: Guilty feelings

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Chris
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Date Posted: 07:15:54 12/01/23 Fri
In reply to: Robert to Ginger 's message, "Re: Guilty feelings" on 06:39:09 12/01/23 Fri

In 1991 when I was 12 years old, I got caught with shoplifting.

I felt very guilty and although it was two years after my last spanking, I really wanted to get a spanking for what I had done.

But instead of spanking, my mom just let me know, how much she's disappointed. Feeling this, hurt me more than any spanking could do and I was crying the evening until falling asleep hours later.

I wasn't tough enough to ask my mom for a Spanking, so weeks later I still felt bad. One day I've got the idea... Why not trying to spank myself, when nobody else is doing it?

So while my mom was still at work, there was just me at home.

In my room I bared my bottom, because that's the way I always got spanked by mom years before. My mom didn't believe in spanking with an implement so at first I started spanking myself with just my hand and quickly felt, that it hurts my hand more than my bottom.

So after looking around I took mom's wooden hairbrush, a wooden spatula and a plastic spoon to my room.

After trying some smacks I decided the brush works finde and is the best to handle.

I gave some moderate smacks with the brush to my bottom. I felt them, but definetly not enough for a punishment I deserved.

So I went on giving 5 quite firm smacks, waiting a moment and giving 10 smacks next. I gave several more smacks to my bottom, but couldn't reach the point I would starting to cry like I did, when I got spanked by my mom.

Although after this selfspanking I still felt guilty, it also felt good in some way and so I gave it some mor chancen to spank myself until I wouldn't feel guilty anymore.

At the end I gave it up and it took round about 25 years, when I finally found someone who made me not feeling guilty anymore.

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Re: Guilty feelings Ginger to Chris 08:53:40 12/01/23 Fri

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>In 1991 when I was 12 years old, I got caught with >shoplifting. > >I felt very guilty and although it was two years after >my last spanking, I really wanted to get a spanking >for what I had done. > >But instead of spanking, my mom just let me know, how >much she's disappointed. Feeling this, hurt me more >than any spanking could do and I was crying the >evening until falling asleep hours later. > >I wasn't tough enough to ask my mom for a Spanking, so >weeks later I still felt bad. One day I've got the >idea... Why not trying to spank myself, when nobody >else is doing it? > >So while my mom was still at work, there was just me >at home. > >In my room I bared my bottom, because that's the way I >always got spanked by mom years before. My mom didn't >believe in spanking with an implement so at first I >started spanking myself with just my hand and quickly >felt, that it hurts my hand more than my bottom. > >So after looking around I took mom's wooden hairbrush, >a wooden spatula and a plastic spoon to my room. > >After trying some smacks I decided the brush works >finde and is the best to handle. > >I gave some moderate smacks with the brush to my >bottom. I felt them, but definetly not enough for a >punishment I deserved. > >So I went on giving 5 quite firm smacks, waiting a >moment and giving 10 smacks next. I gave several more >smacks to my bottom, but couldn't reach the point I >would starting to cry like I did, when I got spanked >by my mom. > >Although after this selfspanking I still felt guilty, >it also felt good in some way and so I gave it some >mor chancen to spank myself until I wouldn't feel >guilty anymore. > >At the end I gave it up and it took round about 25 >years, when I finally found someone who made me not >feeling guilty anymore.

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