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Subject: Re: Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it?

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Sonya
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Date Posted: 21:51:30 01/10/25 Fri
In reply to: Jim W 's message, "Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it?" on 14:26:37 01/10/25 Fri

Do I think you deserved to be paddled? I don't know. Kids will be kids. I mean Lord if I got spanked every time I got dirty or got into normal mischief, I probably would have gotten spanked a few times a week all they way until I was in my mid teens at least. Kids will get dirty but you know, clothes can be washed. There's a lot worse things you could have been doing at the time.

There were a lot of times I should have gotten spanked that I didn't. I covered some of those times when somebody asked me a similar question and I brought up a few examples of not getting spanked at home when I probably should have been. The one time that sticks out in my mind the most was when Momma was giving me a spanking and I told her I hated her. I was over her knee and she was letting me have it and I angry and yelling and it just came out. As soon as I said it, she stopped spanking me. I got up off her lap in tears and stared at her, I'll never forget the look on her face. The look of pain in her eyes still haunts me. She was trying to hold back the tears when she said in a quiet voice, "Sonya Marie, go to your room." I looked at her and then at Daddy and my brother and sister. They all looked shocked. Then when I looked back at Momma she just said, "Go now, please". I couldn't say anything, I just stared down at the floor and then turned and walked to my room in tears. I lay on my bed, staring out the window, cursing myself for saying what I had said and wondering what was going to happen next. I knew I was still in trouble. I was wondering, what were Momma and Daddy going to do? I was startled when I heard the knock on my door and then Daddy asking if he could come in. There were times he had threatened to "take a belt to me" when I misbehaved, but that was never more than a threat. Would he do it tonight? I told him to come in and he did. He turned on my light, closed the door and then came on into my room. He was still wearing his belt, so I was relieved that that wasn't going to happen to me. Instead of spanking me, he sat beside me on the bed and started talking to me. He told me how bad I hurt Momma with what I'd said, and about how after they got married she got really sick and they didn't think she would be able to have children and what a miracle I was to them. As he was talking to me, I asked, with tears in my eyes and my lip quivering, "Are you going to spank me Daddy?" He just shook his head and said, "No, I'm not gonna spank you Baby Girl. Not this time." Then said, "I want you to think about tonight. Do you really hate your Momma?" I started crying and said no and how sorry I was for saying it. At that moment, I felt lower than a worm at the bottom of the sea. Daddy just took me in his arms and let me cry for a moment while I kept apologizing. Then he said, "I'm not the one you need to apologize to Baby Girl. She's in the living room." Daddy held me in his arms for several minutes, then I got up and wiped the tears from my eyes, and told him I was ready to apologize to her. He walked me into the living room and then went over to my brother and sister and took them to the kitchen so Momma and I could be alone to talk. I stood in front of her speechless, Her eyes were still red, I could tell she had been crying, and then like a dam breaking it came out, I said, "I'm sorry Momma" and sat down on her lap bawling and apologizing for what I said. She held me tight, kissing my forehead and cheeks telling me "It's ok baby". We sat for the longest time, me cuddled up on her lap crying and apologizing. Telling her I love her and I'd never say anything like that again. Even now, twenty three years later, I still feel guilty about that night. I truly deserved to get my butt blistered for saying I hate you to Momma. I'm still surprised Daddy didn't take off his belt and give me a whipping that night, and I think he should have. Honestly, I don't believe a whipping would have hurt as bad as knowing how much what I said hurt her. I knew I never wanted to hurt her like that again, no matter what.

So there you go Jim. Even though I shared this story before, I think it answers your question.

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Re: Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it? Frank 00:20:06 01/11/25 Sat

Re: Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it? Jim W to Sonya 02:23:50 01/11/25 Sat

Re: Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it? -- Sonya, 06:49:59 01/11/25 Sat

Re: Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it? -- Jim W to Sonya, 14:08:26 01/11/25 Sat

Re: Did you ever deserve it and NOT get it? -- Sonya, 19:07:44 01/12/25 Sun

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>Do I think you deserved to be paddled? I don't know. >Kids will be kids. I mean Lord if I got spanked every >time I got dirty or got into normal mischief, I >probably would have gotten spanked a few times a week >all they way until I was in my mid teens at least. >Kids will get dirty but you know, clothes can be >washed. There's a lot worse things you could have been >doing at the time. > >There were a lot of times I should have gotten spanked >that I didn't. I covered some of those times when >somebody asked me a similar question and I brought up >a few examples of not getting spanked at home when I >probably should have been. The one time that sticks >out in my mind the most was when Momma was giving me a >spanking and I told her I hated her. I was over her >knee and she was letting me have it and I angry and >yelling and it just came out. As soon as I said it, >she stopped spanking me. I got up off her lap in tears >and stared at her, I'll never forget the look on her >face. The look of pain in her eyes still haunts me. >She was trying to hold back the tears when she said in >a quiet voice, "Sonya Marie, go to your room." I >looked at her and then at Daddy and my brother and >sister. They all looked shocked. Then when I looked >back at Momma she just said, "Go now, please". I >couldn't say anything, I just stared down at the floor >and then turned and walked to my room in tears. I lay >on my bed, staring out the window, cursing myself for >saying what I had said and wondering what was going to >happen next. I knew I was still in trouble. I was >wondering, what were Momma and Daddy going to do? I >was startled when I heard the knock on my door and >then Daddy asking if he could come in. There were >times he had threatened to "take a belt to me" when I >misbehaved, but that was never more than a threat. >Would he do it tonight? I told him to come in and he >did. He turned on my light, closed the door and then >came on into my room. He was still wearing his belt, >so I was relieved that that wasn't going to happen to >me. Instead of spanking me, he sat beside me on the >bed and started talking to me. He told me how bad I >hurt Momma with what I'd said, and about how after >they got married she got really sick and they didn't >think she would be able to have children and what a >miracle I was to them. As he was talking to me, I >asked, with tears in my eyes and my lip quivering, >"Are you going to spank me Daddy?" He just shook his >head and said, "No, I'm not gonna spank you Baby Girl. >Not this time." Then said, "I want you to think about >tonight. Do you really hate your Momma?" I started >crying and said no and how sorry I was for saying it. >At that moment, I felt lower than a worm at the bottom >of the sea. Daddy just took me in his arms and let me >cry for a moment while I kept apologizing. Then he >said, "I'm not the one you need to apologize to Baby >Girl. She's in the living room." Daddy held me in his >arms for several minutes, then I got up and wiped the >tears from my eyes, and told him I was ready to >apologize to her. He walked me into the living room >and then went over to my brother and sister and took >them to the kitchen so Momma and I could be alone to >talk. I stood in front of her speechless, Her eyes >were still red, I could tell she had been crying, and >then like a dam breaking it came out, I said, "I'm >sorry Momma" and sat down on her lap bawling and >apologizing for what I said. She held me tight, >kissing my forehead and cheeks telling me "It's ok >baby". We sat for the longest time, me cuddled up on >her lap crying and apologizing. Telling her I love her >and I'd never say anything like that again. Even now, >twenty three years later, I still feel guilty about >that night. I truly deserved to get my butt blistered >for saying I hate you to Momma. I'm still surprised >Daddy didn't take off his belt and give me a whipping >that night, and I think he should have. Honestly, I >don't believe a whipping would have hurt as bad as >knowing how much what I said hurt her. I knew I never >wanted to hurt her like that again, no matter what. > >So there you go Jim. Even though I shared this story >before, I think it answers your question.

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