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*totally grinning, don't mind the sharp gargoyle teeth*

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delena

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Date Posted: 23:20:31 04/27/01 Fri
In reply to: medeis 's message, "Re: wow......just, wow" on 22:39:27 04/27/01 Fri

see?!!?! kindred spirits! you even like anne!

oh huzzah! kindred spirits! this fills my heart with even more happiness than usual...because there's been a 'development.'

remember that circle of mine that i was telling you about? the one that it breaks my heart to be apart from? well, i finally decided to swallow my pride and write to my closest friend there. he writes back and says that he missed me too, and that not speaking to me for months hurt him every bit as much as it hurt me.

i wrote him back, bearing my heart (something i do not do very often) and explaining some of the things that had upset me. then he turns on me and says that everything i was upset about was my fault! of course, i am at fault for my own mistakes, but i am not without grounds.

and then he says, flat out, that he cannot welcome me back.

i feel like crying. i want to cry, i can feel the emotions welling...but my eyes are dry. is there such a thing as feeling so deep that tears are not enough?

perhaps i should have held my tongue. simply enjoyed his truthfulness that he missed me too, and kept silent about what had hurt me in the first place. i never know when to keep silent.

of all the.... i don't know. perhaps i'm just trying to find something i could have done differently so that a very dear, beloved friend of mine wouldn't have told me i wasn't welcome with him. with the circle.

so your affirmation, medeis, that perhaps there is something to kindred spirits here...it's a very great comfort to me. and i thank you.

i will always be here, basking in the moonlight.

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Subject	Author	Date
i don't mind your teeth at all...(long post ensues)	medeis	00:05:52 04/28/01 Sat
hugs medeis -- delena, 00:52:19 04/28/01 Sat Re: hugs medeis -- medeis, 01:17:21 04/28/01 Sat In Awe -- Myra, 09:02:54 04/28/01 Sat hiya myra! -- medeis, 11:59:32 04/28/01 Sat