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Subject: life is......

Author:
yas

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Date Posted: 07:35:33 02/21/03 Fri

sometimes when i look at the messages you girls send, it makes me wonder why is my life style so different from yours....

at least you girls still have the free time to go out and have fun, like once a week?? my weekdays are burnt, so are my weekends... on school, projects,and nothing else....

it seems to me that aki has forced me to sacrifice many things in life.... but on second thought, if i were to choose again, it would have been the same course.

for the last sem of education in this 3 year course, i finally fully grasp my yr 1 tutor's comment: "You have to live, breathe, sleep and eat architecture."

and i am doing that... and so are my studio mates. It's scary... sometimes i wonder what am i going to do when all these stop happening...

sometimes, i would even wake up in the middle of the night and jump to my table to sketch....

it's really tough.... when inspiration doesn't come, it consumes all ur time, sitting by the table, thinking of ideas, n at the back of ur mind, ur are freaking worried about not being able to meet the dateline.... it's almost like the feeling of constipation....

it's sad at times how these 3 years changed my perception towards things and people... not for the better but for the worse... i have become so cynically critical that i am almost as detestable as any other 'nose-in-the-air' architects and tutors... can't be helped....

oh well... life goes on.... +

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