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Date Posted: 08:53:22 03/19/03 Wed
Author Host/IP: NoHost/64.53.10.47
In reply to:
Winter Frost
's message, "=nonsense=" on 17:57:27 03/18/03 Tue
Steed glances in surprise at mare's words, orbs scanning her features. Did she mean it? Had eh gotten through, if even a little bit? He shakes head, knowing now was not the time.
Both of you, stop it. You're both acting like I'm somewhere else, and can't hear you. Well, I'm not. I'm right here. Let me instruct you both on the other, as neither of you know each other as I do. Sunrise, despite what youthink of Frost, she is good at heart. Her life has been one rough spot after another. I admit, she has a tough exterior, but it doens't penetrate her heart and soul. She loves her brother more than life itself, much as I love you. She believes she has been wronged by her family. Perhaps she's right. Maybe she's wrong. I cannot judge, for I don't know the entire story. But I really did enjoy myself when I visited with her. Every minute of it...
Gaze lingers on sister momentarily, before turning to Frost.
And Frost, Sunrise is my sister. Even more so, she is my twin. She knows my thoughts before I think them almost. We were once closer than imaginable. As the saying goes, two peas in a pod, though I'm not sure if that even describes it. She is right about at least one thing. We have pulled apart, and though I hate to admit it, because of my affections and attentions toward you. I hope that one day, sooner than later, I can fix what I have broken, for I have missed the closeness of my twin. And to her daughter, regretfully, I appear as some pain-inflicting monster. That is what my niece thinks of e. Sunrise is the most fantastic mother I can think of, and I would gladly give my life for her in a moment's notice.
Gaze moves from one to the other, and he snorts in frustration.
So you see, I am torn between you both. No matter what I choose, someone gets hurt. You both are bickering back and forth. If you'd give each other half a chance, you might enjoy each other's company. Perhaps not. I don't know. I just don't know anymore. EVerything is so - so confusing. I say one thing, someone gets hurt. I say another, some one else gets hurt. Would that I could remove my past, and forget everything. But I can't. I sometimes have this dream of this great wave, washing oevr me, and I'm helpless to do anything. That's how I feel now. I'm trying to fix things. Patch things up as best I can. But nothing works. So, have at it. Fight if you like. I give in. Or up. However you like.
Frown is etched on features, though orbs are dull and lifeless. He glances to North Star, and sighs.
I suppose I owe you an apology more than any other. I am sorry, North Star. If I were you, I'd probably wouldn't have dealt with me this long. I admire you for that.
(OOC:Wow. Longer than what I planned. ut ya said stand up for myself, so *lol* i did. best I can anyway. Kinda glad they won't be fighting. And Jess, I did my best, scout's honor, to keep it as non-mushy as possible. :P )
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