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Date Posted: 18:42:14 01/11/02 Fri
Author: Lori
Subject: When will God hear me?

Hi,
Where is God? I am feeling that He cannot hear me. I am so sad right now. Like many other full figured sisters out there, I want to be loved. Yes, I know that God loves me, but a lot of the times I want someone in the physical form who will love me for me whether I am big or small. I cry sometimes because I feel fustrated as to why almost all of my life that I have been obese and that life has been so hard for me. I have had men to treat me like the crap. I know that I am beautiful in my own way. I have a pretty face and importantly a pretty heart.I realize that I am not going to be a size 6, but trying to lose weight to be more healthier is a problem. I pray and pray, but it seems that God won't hear my prayer. Sometimes, I think God is punishing me. For what though? I contemplate as to what I did so wrong that God wont answer my prayer for being a bit smaller and sending me my soul mate.
I am tired of going through man after man and then feeling empty. I have feelings too and why should I have to open my legs for such? Sometimes I ask God why does the slimmer sisters, especially the ones who strip have the perfect bodies and can have any man she wants and a good girl like myself have to settle for less? I have realized that sometime ago that sex is not the answer. I got tired of feeling empty afterwards. I rather lay with someone who loves me, has a ring on my finger and will not leave me in the morning.

So now I just wait and wait wondering when I will have that man in my life. What more does God wants me to do in order to be loved like I know I deserved to be loved.

I really like this site and it has given me a chance to vent and cry as to what ever is on my mind. I am grateful for this site and to know that I am not the only one going through this.

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Replies:

Re: When will God hear me? -- FFBW, 22:41:55 01/15/02 Tue
Re: When will God hear me? -- Brother Adam, 22:32:24 04/03/02 Wed
Re: When will God hear me? -- tbear21441, 08:29:06 06/16/02 Sun
- Re: When will God hear me? -- Dana Taylor, 14:56:19 01/02/07 Tue
Re: When will God hear me? -- slimthug, 02:12:37 04/21/08 Mon