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Date Posted: 05:33:04 07/26/01 Thu
Author: greg
Subject: the aftermath..... is it the end?

eversince those fateful events of the week ago.... our lives seem to have changed yet again....suddenly we have all reembarked on our seperate paths. i hope that its just because we had an overkill of each other and we can get back together very soon. i realli dun wish for everything to end like this..... please all those who read this, lets stay together for life. wat happened last week has been very cruel. everything that could have gone back went bad last week just like how lawerence had prophecised it would, i dun realli noe wat happened or how things happened but on weds thurs n fri , those were one of the worst days of my life. at times i felt destroyed everytime i looked at the events list. i could not believe wat was happening. but regardless of the result i think that we have realli come a long way. no excuses for that we did not finish wat we started. we were unable to , but no one is to blame. i have one request i noe how idiotic those jnrs are. how arrogant and selfrighteous and over anxious as well as overzealous. but they still do deserve help, because we had failed as snrs. so do help them. if not for them then the future of the club. coz if we leave them like this the club will be destroyed.i now noe how the snrs feel. actualli its different wat i feel but stil similar. our careers have come to an end but dun let our friendships and our love n loayalty for the clubcome to such and abrupt end, may it even not end. i hope to see all of u with alumni, with the crazy yihao n tecknam. i dunnoe wat to say now , soo many things are going tru my mind. even though i also felt tat i would happily retire after ns, now i dun think so.... i feel like continuing to paddle. paddling is something very different. that feeling on the water that feeling when the boat glides at such speed. i will forever miss the woshes and the debriefs the dinners and the sitting arnd and talking cock. you guys have made my miserable jc life interesting. it feels different now when i go n eat lunch and see no canoeists at the table a void is opening in my heart .....i am digressing like shit.... ok congrats all of us for completing our careers as njcanoeists let this not be the end.congrats to all those who have dun well. and to those who did not do that well coz of uncontrollables, dun let it affect you. dun let it destroy u or eat u all up. we still have the As.to adrian whom i noe has been very badly affected. come on man wake up pls... it realli hurts me to see u like this. honestly when i joined i realli wanted to be better than everyone else, but you were always there ahead of me u were the one i respected the most. i even looked up to u coz of how great u were. manypple dun realise how much u put in, but u opened up ur training to me.... i knew how much u worked i still remember all the trainings and the races, esp sdba. i never told u this but everything i was tired i always told myself that i cannot let u down beocz i was not good enough, i always told myself that i must push u. and u noe wat i manage to do that sometimes. i stil rememer wat u told me after the 16 km race when i wanted to give up k after the F****ED time trial. you told me not to give up you said that i had never given up before and i shouldnot start now. so now i say the same to you dun give up ... you meant for great things my fren maybe not as a kayakist but for other things in life.u carried me through tough times so now i hope to be able to do the same to u.i always believed in the poduct when i joined but now i have changed. the process matters, just when i told u i was happy even though we were kicked out in k2 1000m. i was not lying then to make u feel better .i meant it. i noe things have been cruel to u. get up n fight man. if u ever feel unfufilled and want to paddle again, and if u need a partner. i will always be here for u man. txwd forever. u noe ur a hero n legend in my books so is every one in the team. but u stand out. no one is as courageous n as driven as u . no one else does 9 500 acceleration /hollow sprints in a 45 min shift. i always tried to follow u but never reali could , except once be4 ns with zhihao. and that was the first time zhihao said he needed more rest. it was when he too realli saw wat u put urself tru. so get up n destroy them partner. dun get down remember wat we went tru the past 2 yrs. samegoes to all those who feel down about ns dun guys we gave it all that we could, and we could not have lost to better pple. the hc guys ( i dun noe about the gers) deserve it. moreover they are such nice guys. hahah esp that minjie, marvyn jeremy chanhao all of those nuts. they deserve our respect. i would like to say lastly that lets stay together forever !!

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