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Date Posted: 10:05:48 08/25/06 Fri
Author: wendy
Subject: Re: SPIRITUALITY vs. RELIGION
In reply to: Deb O'donnell 's message, "Re: SPIRITUALITY vs. RELIGION" on 15:09:21 10/11/04 Mon

Liz
I read your story through tears....I too thought I was going crazy....my story starts two and half years ago..my dog had puppies, 5, two boys and three girls. They were very tiny and it was the first litter my dog ever had so she wasn't a good mama. Two of the girls died after living two days. I did all I could to save them...I prayed much had much faith that God would save two innocent puppies, after all the bible says he created the world and everything in the world....so how hard would it be to let two little puppies live? anyway my christian "friends" told me god was punishing ME for something I must have done so he killed my dogs others told me god was teaching me a lesson still others told me satan was attacking me!!! What crap I wouldn't believe them and decided that god didn't exist. I would not serve a god who would kill innocents because of me!!! But my christian heritage would not let me NOT believe in God. I wouldn't GO to heaven when i died and maybe even end up in HELL!!! WOW!!! are you seeing the brain washing here... anyway that began mine and my husbands SEARCH for truth. Good, Bad, hurtful whatever truth was we had to know. We started to open our eyes which had been blinded for so long...all our lives. We started watching the TRUE CREATOR'S work through our Mother Earth and saw that what religionists were saying was not matching what they were doing. I personally found out that I was totally disconnected from my heart and soul...and disconnected from mother earth...like a mask you wear to be somebody different and these masks are a necessity in christianity, The church took my soul. I finally, at the age of 39 took it back. I'm currently trying to learn, like a small child, who I am and who my mother and father are. (mother earth and father creator) Christianity taught me this world means NOTHING!! (only to be subdued) when we die we go somewhere else....do you see why they treat it the way they do!!!! NO RESPECT for this earth!! White people respect nothing but money and themselves. consequently that is also the only things they love too. I have found that to know TRUTH you have to first be truthful to yourself. and about yourself. only then can you start to truly SEE the world around you truthfully. THe peace it brings is exactly how you described it. something so wonderful so fulfilling that your insides feel like it cannot contain the feelings and you will explode from sheer joy!!! NEVER NEVER did I ever feel like that sitting in a box on sundays listening to the pastor drone on about useless crap and say a bunch of nice words that nobody really cared to follow anyway! I was so shocked to hear another human being in the year 2006 had the same thoughts about christianity as I did...I truly thought they had decieved the whole world....for all intents and purposes they really did. I need to say that the bible is the gospel truth....but it's written in such a way that nobody knows how to read it. the bible is completely symbolic! they, the white people, named thoughts and ideas real names such as jesus, moses abraham, adam, eve. they never existed they were never real people. the white people learned that style of talking, writing, from the indigenous peoples, yes the indians from long ago. now they have a book that they taught other white people to read, believe and follow, mind control....if god says to kill and steal then they will without question..and that is what has happened throughout history! they conquered the world with this. it's now happening in iraq. Our creator is NOT the God of the bible. the God of the bible is a conglomeration of smart greedy white people who want total control and domination and they get it through the church. genius isn't it, thats why they call us sheep and teach us to call ourselves sheep. sheep follow and they get FLEECED!!! the church fleeces us all!!! and we as the sheep give it willingly, freely. I am white, I was born into this evilness.. I was never told there were other beliefs other options other choices. I was told to believe one way, theirs!! the path i am on now is a hard one...but I have never once regretted being on it. I would never go back. my true brother and sisters are the flowers, trees animals insects. I learn through them. I will learn how to love again I do know it's possible the animals do it the trees do it the SuN does it...that is true love to shine on good and evil alike not to take the warmth and light away for some and shine for others. yes i have much to learn what joy each day to see things i've never seen before. (LIFE) something to truly look forward to. To know that is the true BLESSING and not money fame or glory as the christians would have you believe. much peace in your walk liz
wendy

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