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Welcome to Holly and Eli's place. It's conservativly decorated, with a warm comfortable atmospher. Down the hall is two bedrooms a nice, spacious one for them and a cheery nursery next door. Make yourself at home!

Holly's Diary

Eli's Diary

Kyra's Diary

Subject	Author	Date
- Eyes locked with his as she breathes deeply...calming her rapidly beating heart, filled with a sense of wholeness, deliriously happy - (NT)	Holly	14:56:48 10/16/01 Tue
he moves to her side, wrapping one strong arm around her and pulling her to him You're mine.....forever and ever (NT) -- Eli, 14:59:23 10/16/01 Tue - She grins and nods lightly, eyes sparkling - And ever and ever..... (NT) -- Holly, 15:02:44 10/16/01 Tue it was incredible....he felt nothing but elation at the thought of commitment.....with her, everything would be alright...he was really gonna do this...his arms tighten around her...no one else could have her anymore..she was his now. and he was not ever gonna share what he had found (NT) -- Eli, 15:10:04 10/16/01 Tue - She laughs lightly, eyes shining - I'm glad I went over to talk to you that day.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:13:59 10/16/01 Tue he kisses her neck You talk to me everyday princess (NT) -- Eli, 15:15:47 10/16/01 Tue - She rolls her eyes and shakes her head - that day.... the first day we met, don't you remember? (NT) -- Holly, 15:29:58 10/16/01 Tue he grins his eyes twinkling How could I forget the day my angel was first seen? (NT) -- Eli, 15:39:21 10/16/01 Tue - Grinning she tilts her head.... - What did you think when you first saw me? honestly.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:41:29 10/16/01 Tue he frowns I don't wanna tell you (NT) -- Eli, 15:43:45 10/16/01 Tue - Her eyes spark and she grins, it wouldnt bother her, she was just intregued - Tell me! (NT) -- Holly, 15:45:46 10/16/01 Tue he lifts a brow You tell me what you thought first..... (NT) -- Eli, 15:49:44 10/16/01 Tue - She grins and settles back, looking up at the ceilling- Honestly? I thought you were a good excuse to avoid Tex... and i thought you'd be a good project to take my mind off stuff.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:52:35 10/16/01 Tue he leans up to look down at her Project?! What kind of project was I supposed to be praytell? (NT) -- Eli, 15:56:11 10/16/01 Tue - She giggles lightly, her eyes flickering to him breifly, grinning all the while - A fling kind of project..... well i figured who would want me long term with a kid, y'know..... (NT) -- Holly, 15:58:50 10/16/01 Tue he growls at her lowering his face to hers You were gonna use me princess? (NT) -- Eli, 16:06:20 10/16/01 Tue - She grins and scrunches up her nose lightly - yeah........but then you went and got all loveable on me.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:11:16 10/16/01 Tue he grins and lowers his lips to hers murmuring before placing a brief kiss upon them It's ok I was gonna do the same to you (NT) -- Eli, 16:14:17 10/16/01 Tue - She gasps playfully and grabs a pillow, hitting him on the side of the head with it - (NT) -- Holly, 16:17:48 10/16/01 Tue he grunts, tugging the pillow away from her A pillow fight huh? You up for starting one of those with the champ? he grins teasing (NT) -- Eli, 16:21:17 10/16/01 Tue - She raises a witherig brow and arms herself with another pillow - you've met your match....head cheerleader meant tons of sleep-overs boy..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:25:31 10/16/01 Tue he grins boyishly Oh to be in high school again.....having a rah rah girl would have been a dream come true....he shakes his head You think you can beat me at my own game princess? I invented pillow fights (NT) -- Eli, 19:31:20 10/16/01 Tue - Soft eyes spark playfully - Well after I kick your ass i might go root out my old pom poms.....do a victory dance ofr myself.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:20:26 10/17/01 Wed his brow raises I might let you win just to see that....might be fun he grins (NT) -- Eli, 17:29:25 10/17/01 Wed - She smirks lightly and wacks him around the head with her pillow - (NT) -- Holly, 17:38:53 10/17/01 Wed he smirks....he'd allow her to have her fun for a little while and he weakly aims a hit at her, not bothering to try his hardest You hit like a girl (NT) -- Elil, 17:40:48 10/17/01 Wed - She raises a scronful brow - You hit like a baby.....- mustering all her strenght into her next aim - (NT) -- Holly, 17:44:24 10/17/01 Wed he smiles I don't hit like a baby he swats her gently again I'm just afraid to hit my baby (NT) -- Eli, 17:51:46 10/17/01 Wed - dropping the pillow she locks her arms around his neck smiling softly - You're so cute! (NT) -- Holly, 09:16:59 10/19/01 Fri He laughs wrapping his arms around her waist, pressing a kiss to her neck I thought we already knew that (NT) -- Eli, 11:34:31 10/19/01 Fri - She grins and tilts her head back, regarding him sorftly - we did....it's just nice to be reminded.... (NT) -- Holly, 12:09:49 10/19/01 Fri he tilts his head, thinking I guess it is rather nice....you should remind me more often he grins pressing another kiss to her neck (NT) -- Eli, 12:38:57 10/19/01 Fri - She dips her head to meet his lips and grins against them - I will.... (NT) -- Holly, 12:57:18 10/19/01 Fri he grins, his hands sliding down her sides to tickle her stomach Good (NT) -- Eli, 12:58:46 10/19/01 Fri - She squels and grabs at his hands - Behave Elijiah Renze! -she sets her forehead and nose against his - do you realise we've been together nineteen months.... (NT) -- Holly, 13:02:59 10/19/01 Fri he tickles her once more, a sense of pride enveloping him...he'd stuck with her that long....he'd remained true for once in his life. And she loved him....something he'd never be able to believe but she did It's amazing really (NT) -- Eli, 13:13:54 10/19/01 Fri - She giggles and her brow furrows as she grabs at his hands again - dont! (NT) -- Holly, 13:16:22 10/19/01 Fri he grins, once more evading her hands and tickling herDon't what? he continues This? (NT) -- Eli, 13:20:55 10/19/01 Fri - She squirms away from him and smacks his hand lightly - yes that! it tickles! (NT) -- Holly, 13:24:08 10/19/01 Fri he laughs and brings her back to him, her smacks not phasing him Aww don't like it princess? (NT) -- Eli, 13:27:51 10/19/01 Fri - She pouts and weaves her fingers into his- no...... (NT) -- Holly, 13:31:26 10/19/01 Fri he kisses her pout,grinning My poor princess, I should be ashamed of myself huh? (NT) -- Eli, 14:20:02 10/19/01 Fri - She nods, still pouting, turning on the puppy eyes - (NT) -- holly, 14:40:30 10/19/01 Fri he laughs and sweeps her up into his arms sitting back down on the bed Nero couldn't do puppy eyes better himself (NT) -- Eli, 14:43:34 10/19/01 Fri - She grins broadly and cocks her head - they're practised to perfection (NT) -- Holly, 14:53:35 10/19/01 Fri he smirks So I've noticed....wonder why they aren't workin huh? (NT) -- Eli, 14:56:02 10/19/01 Fri - She scrunches up her nose to him and sticks out her tongue - I could make 'em work if i wanted to (NT) -- Holly, 15:05:46 10/19/01 Fri He grins What a baby you are (NT) -- Eli, 15:07:51 10/19/01 Fri - She grins and snuggles up against him - Speaking of which....guess who needs picking up? (NT) -- Holly, 15:11:26 10/19/01 Fri he groans and flops back onto the bed, keeping her against his chest, resting against the mound of pillows behind him No one? (NT) -- Eli, 15:15:06 10/19/01 Fri - She scrunshes up her nose and shakes her head - guess again....- she free's herself and stands, pulling on a sweater and some jeans- I'll go... (NT) -- Holly, 15:17:53 10/19/01 Fri he sighs and follows suit, pulling on a pair of his old flannel pants, wrapping his arms around her waist from behind resting his chin on her shoulder I don't want to let you go (NT) -- Eli, 15:24:03 10/19/01 Fri - Resting her own arms on his, she grins lightly - You can't keep me on a leash....it'd wouldnt work onm the ice.....- she faulters...she'd slipped up...- (NT) -- Holly, 15:30:30 10/19/01 Fri he raises a brow, his arms tightening around her waist You did it huh? (NT) -- Eli, 15:47:47 10/19/01 Fri - she frowns at herself - It was s'posed to be a suprise..... (NT) -- Holly, 15:52:11 10/19/01 Fri he lifts her up and sits down on the bed, trapping her in his lap...he was serious about not letting her go I am very surprised...he kisses her neck, murmuring And so very proud of you (NT) -- Eli, 15:54:06 10/19/01 Fri - She grins lightly and turns to face him in his lap - you are? (NT) -- Holly, 15:57:18 10/19/01 Fri he nods, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear Of course (NT) -- Eli, 15:58:58 10/19/01 Fri - Beaming happily, she ruffles his hair affectionatly - I hope i dont mess up in the show next week then..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:04:11 10/19/01 Fri he sighs You won't........you aren't going. (NT) -- Eli, 16:09:50 10/19/01 Fri - She rolls her eyes andtilts her head - And why's that? (NT) -- Holly, 16:14:45 10/19/01 Fri he grins I told you babes I'm never letting you go (NT) -- Eli, 16:19:33 10/19/01 Fri - She shakes her head with a grin - well will you let me go long enough to pick up our daughter? (NT) -- Holly, 16:22:46 10/19/01 Fri shakes his head Nope......she has to come to us (NT) -- Eli, 16:26:58 10/19/01 Fri - She smirks lightly and reaches for the phone - Well you better call carrie then....-she hand him the phone and flops onto the bed (NT) -- holl, 16:31:35 10/19/01 Fri he grins Fine then I will he takes her hand, he was NOT letting her go he planned on touching her all the time now and he dials (NT) -- Eli, 16:38:59 10/19/01 Fri - eyes fix on there intertwined hands and she smiles lighty - (NT) -- Holly, 16:40:52 10/19/01 Fri he grins Carrie....it's Eli. pause as he listens You wanna run Junior over? Why? Because I'm holding her mother prisoner so she can't come herself. another pause and he sighs rolling his eyes Just run her by alright? he hangs up before she can respond and flashes anpther grin (NT) -- Eli, 16:46:50 10/19/01 Fri - She grins and laughs, one arm resting on the pillow above her head, the other still linked with his, she pulls on it lightly, pulling him towards her - (NT) -- Holly, 16:49:00 10/19/01 Fri he smiles, coming towards her the grin on his face boyish Is my prisoner revolting? (NT) -- Eli, 16:52:03 10/19/01 Fri - Smirking lightly, she unlinks her hand and rests it on his neck instead - perhaps..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:53:32 10/19/01 Fri he smirks Don't even dare prisoner, or you'll be punished and regret even trying he reaches for her, pulling her closer to him (NT) -- Eli, 16:57:37 10/19/01 Fri - Wrapping both arms around his neck, her lips trace his jawline - maybe its the punishment that i want.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:59:36 10/19/01 Fri he groans, and pushes her away standing up Don't say things like that....not when we don't have time to act on them he glares at her, eyes gleaming a promise that he didn't plan on letting this slide, she'd be getting her punishment later (NT) -- Eli, 17:02:18 10/19/01 Fri - She grins fully, the door bell rings out and she stands, sauntering past him with a playful wink, opening the door to Carrie and Leah, taking back the infant, and exchanging a few words of thanks to Carrie before turning back into the apartment - (NT) -- Holly, 17:05:22 10/19/01 Fri he reaches for the girl Hi baby..c'mere (NT) -- Eli, 17:06:44 10/19/01 Fri - She sets the 11 month old child on the floor and watches her climb onto all fours, crawling was developed to a perfection, the girl pushes her bottom up into the air,but tumbles down, and decides it would be safer to stick to four, instead of two.- (NT) -- Holly/ Leah, 17:10:58 10/19/01 Fri he squats and grins watching her, she'd grown so fast he felt he'd missed it C'mon kiddo.....we're gonna play cards he wasn't even going to look at Holly, she was being evil to him (NT) -- Eli, 17:15:23 10/19/01 Fri - grinning happily, the infant gurgles and continious her trek to her father, dropping onto her stomach and lifting up her arms for him at his feet - (NT) -- Leah, 17:19:24 10/19/01 Fri he laughs and scoops her up C'mon Junior, we'll go play without mommy....she's too mean to daddy (NT) -- Eli, 17:21:57 10/19/01 Fri - She smirks and raises a brow - Play nice kids! (NT) -- Holly, 17:23:06 10/19/01 Fri he makes a face at her then looks at the baby Are we gonna listen to her kid? the baby squeals and claps her hands, just sensing their moods and for no other reason She says no mom, you hear that? (NT) -- Eli, 17:25:35 10/19/01 Fri - She grins and saunters over, leaning u on tip toes behind him and wrapping her arms around his neck - You want be to bring in cookiesand milk in ten mintes kids? (NT) -- Holly, 17:27:55 10/19/01 Fri he shakes his head I want you to call the authorities on child abuse cause you're strangling me! he emphasises this with gagging noises putting up a struggle (NT) -- Eli, 17:30:35 10/19/01 Fri - She grins and plants a kiss on his check, she loved how he was with her, she loved how he was with Leah - I love you Eli Renze (NT) -- Holly, 17:32:39 10/19/01 Fri he smiles, turning and wrapping an arm around her waist, pressing a kiss to the top of his head I love you too....my soon to be wife (NT) -- Eli, 17:35:19 10/19/01 Fri
he enters, her still cradled to his chest, his eyes full of concern as he moves into the bedroom laying her on the bed (NT)	Eli	14:35:57 10/13/01 Sat
- Pulling herself up to sit, she leans back againt the headboard, swollen face lifted to him - I'd never have left you know..... (NT) -- Holly, 14:38:37 10/13/01 Sat he lowers himself beside her, pulling her vulnerable frame to his side Explain Holly (NT) -- Eli, 14:41:50 10/13/01 Sat - Tucked under his arm, resting against his side, chocolate brown gaze lifted to him - I could never leave you... never.... the thought of you with someone else.... being happy without me.... makes me shudder.....I'll never let you go.... (NT) -- Holly, 14:45:17 10/13/01 Sat he clears his throat digging through his jacket pocket, he had just gotten in set his stuff down and went to find her, he hadn't had time to take off his coat yet, and it's a good thing too,for that's where he had left the velvet box containing the white gold ring with the single princess cut stone in the center...now if only he could find it (NT) -- Eli, 14:50:23 10/13/01 Sat he glances down at her in somewhat of a panic state, he had to find it I........won't it had to be in there! (NT) -- Eli, 14:57:12 10/13/01 Sat - She sighs light and closes her eyes, resting her head against his chest - Never leave me Eli....... (NT) -- Holly, 14:54:15 10/13/01 Sat - Her brow creases at his fidgiting and she glances up - Whats wrong? (NT) -- Holly, 14:59:22 10/13/01 Sat he frowns pulling his hand out of his pocket.......empty Nothing Holly he pushes her head back down and holds her against his side, his free hand digging into his opposite pocket, and landing on the smooth velvet box Absolutly nothing (NT) -- Eli, 15:00:59 10/13/01 Sat - Resting her head against his chest once again, emotion filled gaze settled on the floor as she remains in his reasuring hold, a content sigh emiting - (NT) -- Holly, 15:07:35 10/13/01 Sat he takes a deep breath, he was scared shitless but he was gonna do it Holly? (NT) -- Eli, 15:09:09 10/13/01 Sat - Glancing up in reponse, she raises her brows - mhm? (NT) -- Holly, 15:12:46 10/13/01 Sat he slides off the bed to his knees, pulling the box out of his jacket and opening the box to reveal the ring God knows I don't deserve you, this or anything like this but Holly......will you marry me?anxious eyes stay locked on her face, nerves raw with fear (NT) -- Eli, 15:16:20 10/13/01 Sat - Eyes flicker from his face to the ring, mouth moving trying to form words.....shifting to kneel oposite him on the bed, she nods decisivly, a slow grin lighting up her face - (NT) -- Holly, 15:19:16 10/13/01 Sat his arms envelope her, resting his cheek against the top of her head Is that a yes princess? (NT) -- Eli, 15:21:50 10/13/01 Sat - She laughs lightly and wraps her arms around his neck, too happy to shed any tears....far to happy - It's a yes dear knight.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:24:02 10/13/01 Sat he lets out a whoop and hugs her tightly, standing with her still in his embrace, twirling her in a circle God I love you (NT) -- Eli, 15:27:44 10/13/01 Sat - She grins and tightens her arms around his neck slightly - I love you too.... - dropping her lips to his for a soft kiss, eyes closing softly - (NT) -- Holly, 15:31:20 10/13/01 Sat he returns her kiss, but cuts it short, he was dying to place that ring on her finger, she was going to be his for always now. No one could take her away from him now. Taking her hand he slips the ring on praying it fits (NT) -- Eli, 15:35:19 10/13/01 Sat - Grinning as her slides the ring on, it fitting perfectly...she tilts her hand a little so it catches the light - Its beautiful.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:38:52 10/13/01 Sat he shakes his head trailing his hand down her cheek It's nothing (NT) -- Eli, 15:41:16 10/13/01 Sat - Lifting her bright gaze him, the broad smile never shifting - It is too....its the most beautiful thing ever..apart from leah.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:43:37 10/13/01 Sat he shakes his head Nothing in this world compares to my princess......absolutly nothing (NT) -- Eli, 15:47:18 10/13/01 Sat - She grins and weaves her fingers into his, leaning up on tip-toes to let her lips lingure on his - (NT) -- Holly, 15:52:15 10/13/01 Sat he sighs, unlinking his fingers from hers and lifting her up holding her tightly but never letting his lips leave hers (NT) -- Eli, 15:56:46 10/13/01 Sat - Slender arms wrap around his neck as lips begin a gentle caress, eyes closing lightly - (NT) -- Holly, 15:58:56 10/13/01 Sat he would never ever get enough of her, never tire of the taste of her kiss, he needed her the way he needed air, he couldn't survive without her. He lays her gently on the bed, stretching alongside her (NT) -- Eli, 16:01:44 10/13/01 Sat - Delicate hand rests on his neck as she offers gentle kisses... his touch reviving tired limbs, she could not imagin being without him...the thought alone was shattering.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:05:51 10/13/01 Sat he groans and breaks the kiss, resting his forehead on hers his voice hoarse You need to rest (NT) -- Eli, 16:08:06 10/13/01 Sat - Eyes lock with his and she shakes her head lightly -I need you..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:09:46 10/13/01 Sat he rolls away from her, locking his hands beneath his head No...rest (NT) -- Eli, 16:14:15 10/13/01 Sat - She sighs and turns onto her side, watching him intently - (NT) -- Holly, 16:16:18 10/13/01 Sat he keeps his gaze trained on the ceiling, not daring to move Yes?q (NT) -- Eli, 16:17:28 10/13/01 Sat - Her eyes flicker a little and she smiles softly, her voice equally as soft - Oh would Thou leave me so unsatisfied.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:23:56 10/13/01 Sat he nods, but briefly, barely moving at all, his jaw set determined (NT) -- Eli, 16:25:50 10/13/01 Sat - well...shakespeare had failed...she moves to kneel over him - you wont turn to stone if you look at me you know..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:30:22 10/13/01 Sat he turns his head Not being made of stone is the problem Holly......go lay down (NT) -- Eli, 16:32:17 10/13/01 Sat -Shoulders dip and large eyes plead with his - that really what you want? (NT) -- Holly, 16:39:02 10/13/01 Sat he sighs but remains rigid unmoving God damnit Holly.....if only you knew (NT) -- Eli, 18:15:47 10/13/01 Sat Soft gaze fixes on him and she purses her lips - so whats stopping you? (NT) -- Holly, 18:18:36 10/13/01 Sat he turns dark stormy eyes towards her My concern for you.....you scared me pretty badly kid (NT) -- Eil, 18:20:33 10/13/01 Sat - She sighs softly and sits on his stomach softly - I'm sorry..... (NT) -- Holly, 04:23:35 10/15/01 Mon * he grunts as she settles on his stomach, completely stiff beneath her, his eyes shut his teeth grinding* Go....lay down Holly (NT) -- Eli, 11:53:07 10/15/01 Mon - She frowns softly but relents, liftinf herself off him and laying back down next to him on her side, facing him- (NT) -- Holly, 12:10:18 10/15/01 Mon he opens one eye Get some sleep (NT) -- Eli, 12:12:45 10/15/01 Mon - She purses her lips and shakes her head, studying the ring on her finger - I'm not tired..... (NT) -- Holly, 12:14:06 10/15/01 Mon he clears his throat Get tired then. (NT) -- Eli, 12:16:30 10/15/01 Mon - She perks up a little at that and grins slyly - Care to help me with that? (NT) -- Holly, 12:18:15 10/15/01 Mon he looks over and raises a brow You just don't quit do you? (NT) -- Eli, 12:25:11 10/15/01 Mon - Grinning mischeviously she flobs onto her back and shrugs - (NT) -- Holly, 12:28:14 10/15/01 Mon This was too damn much, and it pushed him beyond his limits. Faster than you could say boo he was on her, glaring down at her angrily Damn you.....you must be some sort of witch.his lips desend on hers hungrily, the kiss not at all gentle (NT) -- Eli, 12:31:02 10/15/01 Mon - she grins against his lips before returning the kisses with equal hunger, lifting her hips lightly- (NT) -- Holly, 12:35:10 10/15/01 Mon he groans and breaks away only to nip her neck, she was pushing him, he was using all his strength to keep himself in check (NT) -- Eli, 12:38:10 10/15/01 Mon - A soft moan emits as he breaks away, hand moving to rest on the small of his back, lips moving to his neck, soft butterfly kisses fluttered on his neck - (NT) -- Holly, 12:43:58 10/15/01 Mon her soft sound only increases his desire, his head drops to her shoulder, a pained whisper Holly....I need you (NT) -- Eli, 14:44:00 10/16/01 Tue - Teeth graze his neck as breath shallows, eyes closing softly - I need you too..... (NT) -- Holly, 14:47:39 10/16/01 Tue he stares down at her with deep intense eyes and makes quick work of removing all clothing on both bodies, taking her with the knowledge that now, she was truly going to belong to him in all sense of the word (NT) -- Eli, 14:52:05 10/16/01 Tue
- Emerging from the bathroom in the short towlin dressing gown, hair in tangled locks down her back, glancing over at Leah who had pulled herself up and was gripping the side of her crib, she grins lightly, heading into the kitchen - (NT)	Holly	15:29:17 10/05/01 Fri
he glances at Holly as she passes, then slinks into the babys room, pulling out his cards grinning and whispering Ready to play kiddo? (NT) -- Eli, 15:33:42 10/05/01 Fri - A slight smirk crosses her delicate features as she watches him from the door, where she had creeped silently - Elijiah Renze! (NT) -- Holly, 15:38:10 10/05/01 Fri the cards fly as he was interupted in mid shuffle, much to the babys delight they rain down around her WHAT?! (NT) -- Eli, 15:41:28 10/05/01 Fri - She grins and wanders over, wrapping her arms around his neck from behind him - Nothing....i just like making you jump.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:45:26 10/05/01 Fri he growls reaching behind him and tickling her sides the gruff features softened by the sound of the babys delighted giggles as the cards continue to fall Not as much as I like to make you squeal (NT) -- Eli, 16:14:26 10/05/01 Fri - She grins and grabs at his hands -stop that! - she digs her teeth into his shoulder playfully - behave! (NT) -- Holly, 16:17:34 10/05/01 Fri he smirks, easily working out of her grip Why's that? You gonna punish me if I don't? he grins glancing at her over his shoulder (NT) -- Eli, 16:20:19 10/05/01 Fri - She plants a kiss on his cheek and mocks a frown - You don't deserve to be punished! - she grins and heads out for the mail - (NT) -- Holly, 16:22:02 10/05/01 Fri shocked he spins on his heel and follows her Is that right? I haven't misbehaved enough? (NT) -- Eli, 16:26:31 10/05/01 Fri -Returning with the mail, she grins, not looking up as she sifts through it - You've misbehaved too much ..... - she stops short, a frown crossing her brow as she stops at the white envolpe that had been forwarded to her from Carries.....- (NT) -- Holly, 16:34:15 10/05/01 Fri he didn't like that expression What? What is it? (NT) -- Eli, 16:39:24 10/05/01 Fri - She could tell that hand-writing anywhere...she turns it over and carefully opens it - It's from my father..... - She pulls out the birthday card and her jaw tightens... "Happy 2nd Birthday" emblazened across the front....- (NT) -- Holly, 16:45:37 10/05/01 Fri he takes it quickly and storms into the kitchen, furious at the man for thinking he could just step in and play dad when he felt like it. Taking a lighter from his jeans pocket he sets it ablaze and tosses it into the bowl, a perverse satsfaction coursing through his veins as he watches it burn to ashes (NT) -- Eli, 16:48:22 10/05/01 Fri - The evidence may be destroyed, but the fact still remains....Some time this month her son would have been two....she stands stock still, glazed eyes focused on nothing...he didn't know...her father didn't know about her loosing the baby....- (NT) -- Holly, 16:53:50 10/05/01 Fri he stares over the flame at her, and instantly he forgets the small fire and heads over to her C'mon kid, look at me his voice was soft, but it's tone was one that was not going to be unheeded (NT) -- Eli, 16:58:01 10/05/01 Fri - Soft sobs shake her slight frame, she doesnt hear his words...doesnt hear anything.... tears over-spill soft brown eyes as she stares straight through him - (NT) -- Holly, 17:01:14 10/05/01 Fri panicking, he grabs her by the shoulders shaking her and shouting Holly look at me! Leah, upset by his tone loses intrest in the cards and begins to wail (NT) -- Eli, 17:03:57 10/05/01 Fri - She glances up at him abruptly, before moving past him to pick up Leah, holding the small girl close to her, her tears making the baby's whispy hair damp....- (NT) -- Holly, 17:06:30 10/05/01 Fri he shakes his head, standing in the doorway Holly, what's this all about? her tears unnerved him, they weren't expected to say the least, he didn't know what to do (NT) -- Eli, 17:10:46 10/05/01 Fri - She slowly brings her gaze upto him, before allowing it to drop once again - The baby i lost would have been two years old sometime this month... (NT) -- Holly, 17:14:04 10/05/01 Fri he frowns again I'm sorry......he had no idea how to deal with this situation (NT) -- Eli, 17:16:25 10/05/01 Fri - She shakes her head, in an attempt to dismiss it, turning around a little - (NT) -- Holly, 17:22:08 10/05/01 Fri he steps forward turning her towards him again Don't.....don't you turn away from me, understand me? (NT) -- Eli, 17:25:55 10/05/01 Fri - She closes her eyes and leans into him, nodding a little....needing his support, his strength....- (NT) -- Holly, 17:37:07 10/05/01 Fri he draws her to him, hugging the baby between them, wishing he could do something, anything to take away all the pain (NT) -- Eli, 20:26:58 10/05/01 Fri - she turns her head on his shoulder, staring down at Leah, who's dark gaze holds her own, she small child reaches out a hand to her moths long hair, twisting it around her clenshed fist, sucking on her tiny thumb....- (NT) -- Holly, 04:25:47 10/06/01 Sat he dips his head, his lips nuzzle her temple You have to let him go Holly (NT) -- Eli, 11:04:44 10/06/01 Sat - She shakes her head a little - If i let him go he'll be forgotton.....like he never exsisted.... (NT) -- Holly, 09:31:09 10/07/01 Sun
he pulls ahead of her and unlocks the door Junior? (NT)	Eli	11:45:06 10/04/01 Thu
- She grins and shuts the door behind them - with Tris for a couple hours.... (NT) -- Holly, 11:47:39 10/04/01 Thu he turns slowly that smug grin still in place and slowly he begins to stalk towards her Is that right? A few hours you say? (NT) -- Eli, 11:50:22 10/04/01 Thu - Leaning back against the door, sly grin in place she nods slightly - mhm.... a good few hours.... (NT) -- Holly, 11:52:24 10/04/01 Thu he places his hands on either side of her, trapping her between the door and his body pressing his face towards her and murmursNow what's all this about forgetting hm? (NT) -- Eli, 11:58:08 10/04/01 Thu - A hand snakes around to rest on the back of his neck, eyes trained on his - I think i need reminding.... (NT) -- Holly, 12:00:46 10/04/01 Thu his tounge traces the whorl of her ear and he whispers Am I that poor of a teacher for you to so easily forget? (NT) -- Eli, 12:30:39 10/04/01 Thu - She smirks lightly, lips caressing below his ear before moving to whisper back - Maybe I'm just out for all i can get...... (NT) -- Holly, 14:21:17 10/04/01 Thu - She smirks lightly, lips caressing below his ear before moving to whisper back - Maybe I'm just out for all i can get...... (NT) -- Holly, 14:45:59 10/04/01 Thu he growls nipping her ear before kissing a path from her ear to the corner of her mouth and murmurs Best be careful, you still play with fire love.... (NT) -- Eli, 17:42:30 10/04/01 Thu - She moves to meet his lips, kissing him hungrily - its fun to play with fire (NT) -- Holly, 17:46:09 10/04/01 Thu he cups her chin, applying a slight pressure to part her lips,slanting his mouth over his Until you get burned (NT) -- Eli, 17:51:57 10/04/01 Thu - silenced by the kiss, her eyes flicker shut as slender arms wrap around his neck, trapped between him and the door - (NT) -- Holly, 17:57:38 10/04/01 Thu he fills any space between them by pressing his hips into hers, his hands roaming over her sides with fleeting movements, his mouth claiming hers (NT) -- Eli, 18:01:47 10/04/01 Thu - A soft moan escapes as her hands travel down his sides and then back up, bringing his shirt with them- (NT) -- Holly, 18:07:41 10/04/01 Thu he breaks full contact for mere seconds, long enough to get out of the clothing and take some of hers as well before reclaiming his prize with his hands and his mouth (NT) -- Eli, 18:12:09 10/04/01 Thu - A short groan escapes as she pulls him back to her,aching for his touch- (NT) -- Holly, 18:17:46 10/04/01 Thu the groan was his undoing, and every kiss and caress becomes aggressive, needy, and quickly he removes the rest of her clothes, scattering them around the room, the silky softness of her skin against his maddening, his lips break away from hers travelling down the expanse of her throat, branding her with his kiss (NT) -- Eli, 18:28:11 10/04/01 Thu - Her eyes flutter closed as her back arches, pressing against him, her lips moving to his neck...a soft whimper displaying her need - (NT) -- Holly, 18:38:59 10/04/01 Thu he groans the tiny plea increasing his desire all the more, the rest of his clothes finally join hers strewn haphazardly about the room, taking her with a need she always awoke within him (NT) -- Eli, 18:52:40 10/04/01 Thu
- Well rested, and on the mend, the slender form moves from there room to the kitchen, pulling breakfast stuff out of the fridge, glancing at the fridge to in search of the number...frowning as she finds no such thing....she was a little anxious to know how her daughter was doing...they had never been seperated so long.....she bites her lip and pushes it to the back of her mind, busying herself with cooking breakfast - (NT)	Holly	05:39:40 09/26/01 Wed
he comes out of the room behind her arms stretched over his head, face screwed up in a yawn. Padding through the kitchen to wrap his arms around her waist from behind he rests his chin on her shoulder Mornin.....how are you?he was worried still about her exhaustion, she had scared him terribly letting herself go like that, now he seemed to hover about her like a hawk, seeing for himself how she was (NT) -- Eli, 12:08:57 09/26/01 Wed - She grins brightly and turns her face to kiss him briefly - Great! but i miss Leah - she makes a pouty face, she looked as well as she ever had, eyes shining brightly once again, skin returned to its healthy, golden color - (NT) -- Holly, 12:29:48 09/26/01 Wed - She grins brightly and turns her face to kiss him briefly - Great! but i miss Leah - she makes a pouty face, she looked as well as she ever had, eyes shining brightly once again, skin returned to its healthy, golden color - (NT) -- Holly, 12:30:27 09/26/01 Wed he sighs and mutters I guess dream worlds can't last forever he kisses her neck and releases her, checking the clock and opening the door and seated in the door way is a more than content baby, a wide grin on her face, he pokes his head out the door, a quick smile and thank you to his friend and he picks her up I think she heard you (NT) -- Eli, 12:39:07 09/26/01 Wed - Her mouth drops, as does the egg she was about to crack open, as she swiftly moves over to them, taking her baby and pressing a kiss to her forehead before holding her up, checking her over - I think she grew! (NT) -- Holly, 12:42:09 09/26/01 Wed he rolls his eyes and folds his now empty arms and smiles at her She was gone for 3 days Holly, not long enough for any change to be noticable (NT) -- Eli, 17:13:23 09/26/01 Wed - She pouts a little and then grins, wrapping an arm around his waist as the smell of burnt bacon reaches her nose...she frowns - Whats that smell? (NT) -- Holly, 17:20:30 09/26/01 Wed he looks over her head, and pushes her away Our breakfast baby he goes into the kitchen and places the charred remains in the sink, turning to look at her with a raised brow Someone made a mess nods to the bacon and the egg splattered on the floor (NT) -- Eli, 17:28:09 09/26/01 Wed - She bites her lip, moving into the kitchen with the baby still in her arm, cooing lightly.....she moans a little and looks at the floor, catching Nero's collar as he appraoches to investigate - Whoops.... (NT) -- Holly, 17:31:18 09/26/01 Wed he smiles shaking his head Get the kids outta here, I'll take care of this he was still worried about her staying rested, he didn't want her doing anything more than she had to yet (NT) -- Eli, 17:35:18 09/26/01 Wed - Chewing on her lip, she moves back out of the kitchen, seating herself in the couch, Leah in her lap...Nero jumps up beside her - I'm sorry (NT) -- Holly, 17:39:42 09/26/01 Wed he shakes his head, disposing of his mess before sitting down beside her his arm draped over her shoulders Don't worry about it....he stares at the baby, questions whirling through his head faster than he could remember them. He had been thinking, a dangerous pastime (NT) -- Eli, 17:53:00 09/26/01 Wed - She smiles and leans into him, looking up and watching him- What? (NT) -- Holly, 17:55:42 09/26/01 Wed he sighs before broaching the touchy subject Are we ever going to tell her the truth? (NT) -- Eli, 17:59:54 09/26/01 Wed - She clenshes her jaw a slittle as the smile fades - Do you want that? (NT) -- Holly, 18:01:02 09/26/01 Wed he swallows watching the happy smile disappear I don't know....theres the truth, then there's the happy family whos daughter is living a lie (NT) -- Eli, 18:02:55 09/26/01 Wed - She looks down at the child and then back up - Biological or not....you are her father... it takes more than geans to be that..... (NT) -- Holly, 02:10:02 09/27/01 Thu he nods with the intake of a deep breath But there are things...things that I won't be able to do for her. What if there's some sort of hereditary disease in his background? What if she needs blood, a kidney anything..Holly I won't be able to give her those things, it was obvious he'd been thinking about this quite a bit, these weren't just run of the mill doubts (NT) -- Eli, 13:06:04 09/27/01 Thu - she lowers her gaze, chewing on her lip - So you think we should tell her? (NT) -- Holly, 14:29:06 09/27/01 Thu he rubs his hands over his face, the dilema a hard one to find a resolve for I don't know.....I honestly have no clue (NT) -- Eli, 14:32:34 09/27/01 Thu - she glances back up - She'd want to find him...to know who he was..... and he wouldnt have a clue.... (NT) -- Holly, 14:34:57 09/27/01 Thu that causes a frown, this way, that overblown ass would be out of her life, out of Leahs life. He wouldn't have to share, the jealousy that continually pricked at him was at it again, this was just another reminder that Junior wasn't really his despite how much he wished it to be so I don't know what we should do about this (NT) -- Eli, 14:38:40 09/27/01 Thu - She sighs and rests against his chest, her fingers clutched in Leah's small fist....-me neither....it all seemed to simple before.... (NT) -- Holly, 14:45:32 09/27/01 Thu he echos her sigh and wraps his strong arms around her in a firm hold Everything seems simple before it happens (NT) -- Eli, 14:48:07 09/27/01 Thu - Nodding a little, she frowns - But shes too young to know yet anyway....so we can just kinda put a pin in it for now...right? - she looks up at him hopefully - (NT) -- Holy, 15:04:59 09/27/01 Thu he looks down at the top of her head, she didn't want to face this anymore than he did Not forever though.....she may have a right to know, But I don't want her to (NT) -- Eli, 15:09:56 09/27/01 Thu - she nods numbly, seating leah in his lap and moving back to the kitchen to re-make breakfast....she needed something to do - (NT) -- Holly, 15:13:14 09/27/01 Thu watching her leave he sighs, shaking his head and setting Leah with the dog following her and capturing her about the waist Go back to bed princess and take Junior with you (NT) -- Eli, 15:16:16 09/27/01 Thu - She frowns and shakes her head, she'd just woken up, she wasnt at all tired - No....I slept loads last night (NT) -- Holly, 15:25:11 09/27/01 Thu he kisses her neck and murmurs You won't let me serve my two favorite angels breakfast in bed? (NT) -- Eli, 15:46:15 09/27/01 Thu - She chews on her lip a little , before a slight smile lighst the corners of her mouth....- i guess..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:06:56 09/27/01 Thu he squeezes her tighter, lifting her off the floor and rocking her from side to side You don't want to see my amazing skills in action? (NT) -- Eli, 16:11:01 09/27/01 Thu - Grabbing hold of his arms around her waist and laughing - ok ok! (NT) -- Holly, 16:19:46 09/27/01 Thu he drops her back to her feet abruptly, scooping up the baby and handing her off Here, you take her, us men will stay here in the kitchen won't we Nero? glances down to the puppy near his feet and laughs at the sprawled out position he's in Well...he'll supervise (NT) -- Eli, 12:37:23 09/28/01 Fri
- Stirring, as she slowly comes too... streching her arms above her head, pressing her hands against the headboard and bending her knees in her customery fashion, a soft groan emitted as she does so....she opens large brown eyes lazily and glances over to Eli's side, frowning as she see's it unslept in....wandering out in panties and t-shirt, she moves through to the kitchen, getting a glass of water...she had slept long and peacefully last night....sleepless nights had finally taken there toll - (NT)	Holly	16:05:56 09/21/01 Fri
his eyes finally focus on something else, the golden angel that had just floated through the kitchen. He sighs staring down at the hands powered by the devil, seeming to want to crush the life right out of the heavenly being (NT) -- Eli, 16:08:41 09/21/01 Fri - Leaning against the counter, glass in hand, watching him silently a moment before she speaks- you been there all night? (NT) -- Holly, 16:11:36 09/21/01 Fri listless marbles stare back at her, no longer living eyes, just lifeless cold marbles. He barely moves his head to nod and turns his glance away once again (NT) -- Eli, 16:17:24 09/21/01 Fri - A shiver runs through her as she feels his coldness, glancing down and chewing on her lip - why? (NT) -- Holly, 16:18:55 09/21/01 Fri the parched desert of his mouth made his voice sound hoarse and raspy Couldn't come to bed (NT) -- Eli, 16:23:05 09/21/01 Fri - Not lifting her head, only her gaze,staring at him under long brown lashes - Why? (NT) -- Holly, 16:25:29 09/21/01 Fri he turns the eyes swirling with pain towards her I hurt you....... (NT) -- Eli, 16:28:31 09/21/01 Fri - smiling slight and moving to sit next to him - we all say stuff we dont mean sometimes....and i hurt you too... but we just gotta move on.... I know you didnt mean any of it baby.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:31:27 09/21/01 Fri he shakes his head I meant to throw you.....swiftly scoots away from her, he didn't want to be so near to her, he had wanted to hurt her I meant to throw you harder than I actually had,......which wasn't even a light throw to begin with.. (NT) -- Eli, 16:34:52 09/21/01 Fri - Chewing her lip lightly she glances down - It's alright Eli.... no damage done... (NT) -- Holly, 16:43:08 09/21/01 Fri he sighs exasperated...why wasn't she condeming him? He was condeming himself..... Just go away Holly (NT) -- Eli, 16:45:42 09/21/01 Fri - Her heart drops and she nods slightly, gaze cast down as she stands and moves back to the bedroom, curling up on the bed......- (NT) -- Holly, 16:52:56 09/21/01 Fri damn her.......made him feel like he kicked a puppy whenever he got stern. He stands, slowly due to stiffened joints, and takes slow steps to follow her standing in the doorway Hate me..... (NT) -- Eli, 16:56:00 09/21/01 Fri - her back to the door, Nero curled up beside her, fixing her gaze on the large puppy - I can't..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:58:17 09/21/01 Fri he nods vehemently You can.....you have to, try and if that doesn't work, try harder, convince yourself you do...... (NT) -- Eli, 17:01:22 09/21/01 Fri - She turns to face him - No... (NT) -- Holly, 17:02:16 09/21/01 Fri he slams his fist against the wall Damnit Holly I know what's good for you! Why do you refuse to listen? (NT) -- Eli, 17:05:18 09/21/01 Fri - Not flinching at his sudden burst of temper, as she would have done but a year ago - because of that.... no matter what you do i feel safe around you....and love you...and i can't help that (NT) -- Holly, 17:08:20 09/21/01 Fri he almost shakes with frustration Stop it! You cannot love someone that could hurt you.....that almost ended up hurting you! It can't happen......who's to say I won't raise a fist to you next time? (NT) -- Eli, 17:12:19 09/21/01 Fri - Sighing lightly she turns onto her back, fixing her gaze on the cieling - I can't stop loving you.... (NT) -- Holly, 17:16:05 09/21/01 Fri exasperated he throws his hands up And just why the hell not? he comes over around the bed, towering over her (NT) -- Eli, 17:17:35 09/21/01 Fri - Smiling sadly as her soft brown gaze bores into his hard eyes - Because of the way you make me feel.... the confidence you give me... how happy you make me.... that cute little grin you always try to hide... - she shrugs lightly - Because i love you too much to ever stop..... (NT) -- Holl, 17:23:06 09/21/01 Fri her words, the most potent weapon in the world, cut him dry, he slinks to the edge of the bed beside her his back to her You should....... (NT) -- Eli, 17:30:01 09/21/01 Fri - turning on her side to face his back, rubbing up his spine a little gently - Leah needs her dad....and i need my soul mate....we need you, i wont ever stop loving you..... (NT) -- Holly, 17:33:58 09/21/01 Fri his head tips back somewhat eyes sliding closed her touch felt so good on his sore muscles A night against a hard wall isn't good on your back I don't think (NT) -- Eli, 17:36:35 09/21/01 Fri - She frowns and sits up behind him, massaging gently - You could be right there baby (NT) -- Holly, 17:38:45 09/21/01 Fri he groans as the muscles loosen, both a painful and wonderful experience Holly......I didn't mean to.....you know (NT) -- Eli, 17:41:19 09/21/01 Fri - Wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing a kiss to his neck, before continuing the massage - I know baby.....i know... (NT) -- Holly, 17:43:43 09/21/01 Fri he shakes his head glancing at her over his shoulder You are infuriating Holly (NT) -- Eli, 17:45:14 09/21/01 Fri - Her gaze focused on his shoulders as her fingers work expertly, before glancing up to meet his gaze with a small smile, shrugging lightly - I can't help it.... (NT) -- Holly, 01:56:13 09/22/01 Sat turning to face her fully, his arms envelope her in a strong embrace Please don't....I don't want you to change a thing (NT) -- Eli, 11:21:27 09/22/01 Sat - wrapping her arms tightly around his neck and closing her eyes, a slight smile playing across her lips - then i wont.... (NT) -- Holly, 18:14:15 09/22/01 Sat he nuzzles his lips against the top of her head, content just to have her in his arms I'm so sorry (NT) -- Eli, 18:17:07 09/22/01 Sat - Nuzzling against his neck and nods slightly - i know baby..... (NT) -- Holly, 18:19:05 09/22/01 Sat he sighs, his hand rubbing small circles on her back You don't know how sorry I really am (NT) -- Eli, 18:22:47 09/22/01 Sat - She moves away a little to look at him and offers a slight smile, pressing a kiss to his lips before lying back down, looking up at him silently - (NT) -- Holly, 18:30:15 09/22/01 Sat he stares down at her for the longest time, and eventually, his hand moves to her cheek, his thumb tracing her cheekbone You're beautiful..... (NT) -- Eli, 18:38:54 09/22/01 Sat - Smiling a little, she links her fingers in his and presses her lips to his palm, then tugging on his hand for him to lie down with her, she needed to be held......- (NT) -- Holly, 18:41:04 09/22/01 Sat immediatly does as she silently requests, stretching out his long form beside her, leaning up on one elbow to stare down at her, taking her hand and pressing a kiss to her fingertips (NT) -- Eli, 18:44:19 09/22/01 Sat - Watching him silently, then moving closer him, nuzzling against his chest... - I'm sorry too.....for not taking care of myself..... (NT) -- holly, 18:48:22 09/22/01 Sat he sighs, his hand still stroking her back, I over reacted....it tends to happen after a while. I can't help it, but I have warned you for next time...I'm really sorry Holly, words would never ever be enough to show her how much he hated himself for the monster he had been (NT) -- Eli, 18:51:33 09/22/01 Sat - She shakes her head a little and closes her eyes - Alls forgiven Eli... it doesnt matter anymore.... (NT) -- Holly, 18:55:43 09/22/01 Sat he tilts her head upwards, his hands on herneck, thumbs tracing her jawline, he covers her beautiful face in soft kisses, slowly moving from one spot to the next (NT) -- Eli, 18:59:20 09/22/01 Sat he tilts her head upwards, his hands on herneck, thumbs tracing her jawline, he covers her beautiful face in soft kisses, slowly moving from one spot to the next (NT) -- Eli, 19:00:23 09/22/01 Sat - Opening her eyes again she smiles, soft gaze never leaving his - (NT) -- Holly, 19:01:09 09/22/01 Sat he smiles slightly himself, then his lips meet hers in a gentle lingering kiss, his arms crushing her as close to him as is allowed (NT) -- Eli, 19:05:35 09/22/01 Sat - A hand rests on his neck as she returns the kiss tenderly, melting into his embrace - (NT) -- Holly, 19:07:24 09/22/01 Sat as gentle as it had been, it quickly becomes hungry, his lips couldn't get enough of her, his hands could never tire of the curves they were exploring (NT) -- Eli, 19:10:57 09/22/01 Sat - Brow creases slightly as she eturns with alike passion, shiftng cloer still - (NT) -- Holly, 19:12:57 09/22/01 Sat the intensity behind her kiss and her soft little body pressing against him cause a groan to rise from his throat. His hand fists in her hair, making sure she stays close, while the other slowly begins to creep up her back, taking her shirt with it (NT) -- Eli, 19:18:40 09/22/01 Sat - Her skin tingles under his touch, lips moving to his neck, lacing his coller bone with butterfly kisses, echoing his groan - (NT) -- Holly, 01:47:46 09/24/01 Mon quickly he removes any remaining garments that would hinder his roaming hands and the rest of his as well, apologizing the one way he knew he could freely show her how much he really felt for her (NT) -- ELi, 11:53:38 09/24/01 Mon - A hand rests on his waist, the other cupping his jaw lightly, lips seeking his response tenderly - (NT) -- Holly, 08:24:53 09/25/01 Tue Unable to wait any longer he takes her, begining to rebuild the bridges over the rift that had grown so large between them the best he could (NT) -- Eli, 18:28:16 09/25/01 Tue
For the rest of the night he sits, forlorn expression never easing from his face. He could have hurt her.....he would have been no better than her father then...she didn't need what he had to offer. The vague eyes never stray from that point on the wall, nor do they lose the indifferent dead look.His skin was pale, dusted with an overnight stubble, the dark coloring only bringing out the pale tone of the usually healthy complected face. (NT)	Eli	12:52:48 09/21/01 Fri
*he glances around at his handiwork. He had made sure there was nothing for her to do around here. And Leah was going to be gone till Friday. Now that she was well, he felt more comfortable with her away as well. Holly wasn't going to cooperate and take care of herself with the infant around.....now he was going to make her relax, he was going to force her to sleep by taking care of removing all and any excuses she might come up with~ (NT)	Eli	12:13:47 09/18/01 Tue
- Dispite lack of sleep, her exercise was still vital to her knee's strenghening, so swimming jogging and the gym were still high priority, after Leah of course....kicking off her running shoes inside ther door and glancing around at the imactulate apartment...no baby toys, no piles of laundry, no clutter - Hey.... (NT) -- Holly, 11:03:36 09/19/01 Wed He frowns. her exhaustion was more than evident Where have you been? (NT) -- Eli, 11:05:23 09/19/01 Wed - She shrugs lightly, though her face was flushed and she crossed her arms to hide the slight shaking - just the park.... -it was no lie...she had been in the park, where she always ran....- (NT) -- Holly, 11:09:32 09/19/01 Wed his frown becomes less of concern and more disapproving by the minute Oh really? And what were you doing there? (NT) -- Eli, 11:12:56 09/19/01 Wed - She shrugs again, moving through to the nursary - running...- walking to the crib a frown crosses her face as she turns back to him - Where's Leah? (NT) -- Holly, 11:17:01 09/19/01 Wed he steadys himself for her blowup afterwards Juniors on a litle vacation....... (NT) -- Eli, 11:19:49 09/19/01 Wed - Brow furrowing as she stands perfectly still, arms still crossed, eyes flashing dangerously - Where's my daugheter? (NT) -- Holly, 11:31:48 09/19/01 Wed he closes his eyes starting to count down from ten Our daughter is out for a little while. She's fine Holly, believe me (NT) -- Eli, 11:35:16 09/19/01 Wed - Fixing her hard glare on him, she shakes her head a little... whether she was fine or not wasnt the point, he had no right to hide her daughter from her, and she would find her, with or without his help.... moving swiftly past him to the door, slamming it behind her, rage burning through her - (NT) -- Holly, 11:38:32 09/19/01 Wed Catching the door before it slams he blocks her path with his large frame, anger boiling to a dangerous point. I gave you a chance.......you didn't listen. he picks her up hauling her under his arm and bearing her back into the apartment, slamming the door, carrying her around as though she weighed nothing Now you are my prisoner (NT) -- Eli, 11:43:11 09/19/01 Wed - Struggling free, tears filling angry eyes as she clenshes her jaw, her voice breaking a little - Where is she? (NT) -- Holly, 11:52:52 09/19/01 Wed he shakes his head I am not telling you where she is.....I told you to take care of yourself. You didn't. Now you are going to play by my rules. (NT) -- Eli, 14:35:11 09/19/01 Wed - Voice rises as her fist clench - You can't hide her from me Eli.... why are you doing this? why are you punishing me for loving my child - tears stream down her cheeks as her eyes plead with his - (NT) -- Holly, 14:41:27 09/19/01 Wed he resolves himself not to break, he couldn't let her tears affect him, though God knew that this was killing himI am doing this because you are punishing yourself. You aren't well Holly, you've gone past the point of exhaustion. And God damnit you're scaring the hell out of me! Damnit Holly you HAVE to rest (NT) -- Eli, 14:45:43 09/19/01 Wed - She nods, pleading with him as the sobs rake her slight frame - I will....i will....just give her back to me..... (NT) -- Holly, 14:47:58 09/19/01 Wed Damn.....all he wanted to do was pull her in his arms and keep her there for the rest of eternity...those tears cut him deeper than knives and each one seemed aimed at his heart. He couldn't disassociate his emotions with her anymore....but this was for her own good I'm sorry Holly......I tried it that way once already.....it didn't work (NT) -- Eli, 14:51:39 09/19/01 Wed - She moves closer to him, hands clutching his shirt as she shakes her head - Please Eli.... you can't do this to me..... (NT) -- Holly, 14:54:17 09/19/01 Wed It took all the strength he could muster to keep his arms at his sides, his head up, his lips from capturing the tears that fell.....he was making his angel cry, what kind of bastard was he?Holly stop it.I mean it. She's only gone for a few days, she IS coming back you know....you have to calm down (NT) -- Eli, 14:58:00 09/19/01 Wed - She shakes her head, bloodshoteyes pleading - You can't seperate an eight month old baby from her mother Eli....- her eyes search his for some humanity, some warmth...- (NT) -- Holly, 15:03:32 09/19/01 Wed he raises a brow It's only for a few days Holly, not weeks or months. She isn't going to starve and she isn't on her own...she will be fine sweetheart. he manages to block the emotional path to his eyes, he was going to remain firm on this.....no matter how much of him died inside, he was more worried about her than anything else. He'd called off work, he was risking losing her, but he had to get her well again, he needed his golden ray of sunshine back (NT) -- Eli, 15:10:21 09/19/01 Wed - She sakes her head and turns away....she couldn't understand what she had done to deserve this treatment....wrapping her arms around herself she moves to the phone, she wanted Tris....picking it up she keys in the number- (NT) -- HOlly, 15:15:50 09/19/01 Wed his finger presses down the hook, she was a prisoner No Holly. I want you to rest and if you rest.......Leah can come for a visit tomorrow morning...but she can't stay. I have to make you well (NT) -- Eli, 15:17:43 09/19/01 Wed - She replaces the handset and remains with her back to him ,sobless tears streaming down her cheeks - (NT) -- Holly, 15:20:50 09/19/01 Wed Tentativly, one hand reaches for her shoulder, he was almost afraid to touch her but God, how he wanted to. (NT) -- Eli, 15:23:35 09/19/01 Wed - she moves away from his touch, over to the window, staring out absently, she would not, could not, relaxe while she didnt know the where-abouts of her child - (NT) -- Holly, 15:28:46 09/19/01 Wed he stares at her back...she was his prisoner for now...and if he wanted to touch her god damnit all he would. Stalking to the window he picks her up, carrying her like a child to the couch, he had to hold her, keeping her in an unbreakable hold (NT) -- Eli, 15:31:13 09/19/01 Wed - She struggles against him, sobs breaking out again - Let go of me.......leave me alone (NT) -- Holly, 15:34:37 09/19/01 Wed his hold remains stead fast, he wasn't letting her go, he couldn't let her go, he was blocking her every word, but the barbs still cut, he still hurt. She had to understand this had to be done (NT) -- Eli, 15:37:34 09/19/01 Wed - Pulling away with all the strengh she could, sobs raking her small frame - let go.....your hurting me....- he was holding too tight, but her struggling didnt help her. in a swift movement her hand connects sharply with his cheek- (NT) -- Holly, 15:40:46 09/19/01 Wed he doesn't even flinch with the slap......though it stung.....so he hurls her off his lap and to the floor staring down at her...... You love that damn baby more than you love me Holly....his nostrils were flaring his eyes were blazing with an onxy fire, he was furious with her, his stance made him tower over her, an intimidation tactic he knew, but his anger was so far beyond the point of boiling he forgot himself. This was the Eli that had to struggle to get what he needed to survive.. (NT) -- Eli, 15:44:04 09/19/01 Wed - Sat in a heap on the floor where she landed, she closes her eyes...taking herself away from the here and now....she sniffs a little and shakes her head , that wasn't true, she couldnt love anything the same way that she loved him, but the need to protect this baby, after lossing the last, was even more instinctive than in most mothers - (NT) -- Holly, 15:49:12 09/19/01 Wed he was leaving......he didn't know how long he was going to be gone either, he was absolutly furious......and at the same time utterly heart broken. She hadn't denied it, that only confirmed it more in his mind. Pushing her out of his way, he was being violent, he couldn't even control himself he was so hurt. Moving past her he grabs his jacket...he needed nothing else....Missy still had some of his things...a smile tugs at his lips at the thought of Missy. His last little fling...one for the road he called it. St. Louis was calling him back home.....he sneers over his shoulder at her, completly out of his mind angry, and it dripped from his voice Your he emphasized the word darling baby is with a child care specialist I know.....her number is on the fridge....Goodbye. (NT) -- Eli, 15:56:57 09/19/01 Wed - A sob catches in her throat as she scrambles to her feet and rests a small shaking hand on his arm - Please Eli...don't leave me... (NT) -- Holly, 16:01:13 09/19/01 Wed he shakes her off, this was too much. Missy had no babies or dreams of commitment with him....she had a husband for that. He was a fool to think he could have ever wanted this Go to your precious infant......I waste my breath with you (NT) -- Eli, 16:03:32 09/19/01 Wed - The words cut deep and she winces, tears glistening in soft brown eyes - Eli... please....I love you.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:07:05 09/19/01 Wed the words fall on deaf ears, the man that had come so far all these months, was back to the hardened unfeeling soul he had arrived as, only this time, she didn't get to him like she had before. When he met her she had become an obsession of sorts, now she was just there. I do my damned best for you and all you care about is that damn baby. Go! Go get her! You two will be just fucking fine without me! I'm an outsider in this stupid game! You win! he glares at her hand, almost faltering at the sight of the ring......but callously, he decides to slip it off her finger and pocket it I'll get a good wad for this....now scram Holly (NT) -- Eli, 16:11:50 09/19/01 Wed - Breath comes uneasily as she cluches at her stomach, she felt sick...and her lungs felt as though they were caving in, her heart shattering but not moving, just shaking her head slowly...she couldnt believe that he would do this...after everything....feeling the bile rising she closes her eyes softly, soft eyes fixed on him - Eli... - sobs break her voice - Jesus Eli don't do this to me...... i can't be broken again.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:18:32 09/19/01 Wed he scoffs sneering You don't give a damn about me do you? (NT) -- Eli, 16:22:26 09/19/01 Wed - She faulters a little, mouth agape, gaze never shifting from him- How can you think that? I love you....You're my world Eli....without you.... - She trails off...without him....she could bare thinking about it - (NT) -- Holly, 16:24:58 09/19/01 Wed he just laughs, empty pretty words, that's all they are.... The BABY is your world Holly..not I. I had asked you to take care of yourself for me......and you flat out refuse....the BABY came first. You forget though. I loved you.......and learned to love the baby (NT) -- Eli, 16:29:53 09/19/01 Wed - Shaking her head lightly, her breath catches - You don't just stop loving someone over night Eli.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:33:31 09/19/01 Wed again laughter Survival of the fittest Holly.......and I appear to be stronger than love (NT) -- Eli, 16:37:18 09/19/01 Wed - She looks away and retracts the hand, wrapping her arms around herself - Well I'm not.... I won't ever stop loving you..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:38:49 09/19/01 Wed he can't help but scoff I'm just a name for the kid Holly, so Tex wouldn't be involved. And now that that's taken care of I'm out of the picture aren't I? Your motives shine through at last beyond himself with anger, he couldn't feel the anguished cries, the vice around his heart, the tears,....tears that hadn't been there for years, that threatened. (NT) -- Eli, 16:42:09 09/19/01 Wed - she couldnt believe she was hearing this from him.... eyes flash back to him quickly - Eli! that was your idea! you wanted that...you asked...you....- she backs away slowly,,,she couldnt take anymore of this... she couldnt breath..- (NT) -- Holly, 16:47:34 09/19/01 Wed making good on his word he leaves, slaming the door and taking about 20 steps down the hall, now that he was away from her the magnitude of his words hit him like a splash of cold water. God he'd been so callous and cruel it was beyond his usual. That wasn't him talking back there, he'd reverted to the little kid alone on the streets fending for himself. His hand, shaking, reaches into his pocket pulling out the ring, examining it. He'd stolen it right off her hand.....what an ass he was. He couldn't get up off his knees he was so shocked at what he had done, so he crawls the 20 paces backwards, slipping his promise beneath the door...he couldn't take it from her...he wasn't going to face her again though, he was ashamed (NT) -- Eli, 16:54:26 09/19/01 Wed - Her gaze had been fixed on the door and the flash of gold catches her attention... she drops to her knees and picks it up...opening the door quickly - (NT) -- Holly, 16:57:08 09/19/01 Wed he stiffens hearing the hinges creak, one thing he hadn't fixed on that door was the hinges, his spine rigid, keeping his back to her he tries his best to continue his dignified crawl down the hall, each pace taken slower, there was an actual pain in his chest...making it hard to move, breathe, think (NT) -- Eli, 16:59:56 09/19/01 Wed - Sitting in the door frame, her lower lip trembling as she slips the ring back on - Don't go.... (NT) -- Holly, 17:02:53 09/19/01 Wed he swallows.....the words were like a gentle hand tugging him backwards.....but shame tugged harder and the other way...a hoarse reply is all he can afford I can't turn back (NT) -- Eli, 17:04:46 09/19/01 Wed - A sob catches in her thoat - Try... (NT) -- Holly, 17:09:04 09/19/01 Wed he just couldn't turn around....pride kept him facing the other way. I..can't (NT) -- Eli, 17:10:31 09/19/01 Wed - Setting her jaw she frowns and crawls towards him...sitting infont of him - (NT) -- Holly, 17:14:25 09/19/01 Wed he refuses to look at her, his accusations his words, they had all cut through that shell he had restored around him, they cut him......and he'd thrown her......he was an ass, scum to crawl upon his belly (NT) -- Eli, 17:16:32 09/19/01 Wed - Watching him silently for a few moments, tears filling once again in huge brown eyes....she lets out a sob and wraps her arms around his neck,burrying her face in his neck - (NT) -- Holly, 17:20:08 09/19/01 Wed he shoves his shaking hands back into his pockets, he wasn't going to touch her if he could help it, no need to gunk someone up with the slime he now lays in, it was where he belonged (NT) -- Eli, 17:22:10 09/19/01 Wed - Pulling back as tears fell, swallowing hard - Eli...i don't believe one word you said back there....and I'm sorry, but i never will... you're just scared and you wont admit it.....- she kisses his cheek lightly before shakily standing and walking back in to the apartment- (NT) -- Holly, 17:25:17 09/19/01 Wed that gets him......she had no right telling him how he felt...He stands and storms after her once again ablaze with anger Scared you say? You're fucking right I'm scared........and I'm scared for you damnit! Leah is staying gone longer than anticipated now......you are recovering on your own. I'm going out.....I'm not going to watch this display anymore. (NT) -- Eli, 17:28:48 09/19/01 Wed - She turns calmly back to him - Its fine....I'll rest...Leah can stay with this woman, as long as you trust her i do....and i will rest...provided i get to call twice a day to see how she'd doing... (NT) -- Holly, 17:33:16 09/19/01 Wed he shrugs half heartedly Do what you want....I'm still leaving. I ain't worth your time kid. (NT) -- Eli, 17:34:35 09/19/01 Wed - The hurt flashes back into her large eyes- Please stay Eli...i won't be able to relax with you gone.... please? (NT) -- Holly, 17:36:42 09/19/01 Wed he groans inwardly, that little pleading please got him every time. Sighing he frowns Fine but you stick to your space and I stick to mine, the bedroom is yours..I'll sleep on the couch. glancing to the couch, his gaze flies over the fridge, immediatly remembering the number, angry steps carry him there, the paper shoved deep into his pocket (NT) -- Eli, 17:44:13 09/19/01 Wed - She nods numbly..it was better than nothing....- Ima go get some sleep then..... (NT) -- Holly, 17:46:07 09/19/01 Wed he stares at the retreating form and swallows,Apologize ass* He didn't want what he had just stated, he wanted her.....and he was going to apologize too....the one way he knew how. He grabs her arm and pulls her back to him, holding her tight* God damn it I'm sorry (NT) -- Eli, 17:48:43 09/19/01 Wed - Bringing slender arms up around his neck, tucking her face in his neck as the tears dampen his skin - (NT) -- Holly, 04:23:10 09/20/01 Thu his arms lift her off the floor, a roughly calloused hand on the back of her head, murmuring soft apologies in her ear.....he could never make up for the harsh words the rough treatment with words though, it would take time. He felt like he just snapped, a slim twig caught in a gale, the stress of time finally wearing through the thin structure, causing it to break. Thus was his sanity, over time it was bound to crack. Bottled emotions had sprung free, every anger before, everything that had caused a strife between them had been shoved into the darkest mere of his soul, emerging all at once in the abominable actions of the previous hour (NT) -- Eli, 12:00:13 09/20/01 Thu - Pressing a soft kiss to his neck, she doesnt move from his embrace, eyes closed tightly...erasing all the previous hour with fresh thoughts of the Eli she loved so well....tightening her grip a little - (NT) -- Holly, 12:14:28 09/20/01 Thu he rests his cheek against the top of her head, holding her as tightly as he could without a thought of his grip, he had that habit of hurting her when he was upset, holding her too tightly, but he wasn't doing anything intentionally this time. He had leaned back against the wall, zoning out to berate himself with angry words and cutting himself down with repeated phrases he had heard over his lifetime. He'd harmed her, it was unforgivable in his mind (NT) -- Eli, 12:23:33 09/20/01 Thu - His grip only made her feel more secure, lifting her head to look up at him, sniffing lightly....- (NT) -- Holly, 12:26:50 09/20/01 Thu Sensing her movement, he hadn't felt it, he was too zoned to notice, but her movement had been sensed, by something besides one of his 5 senses, his dull icy hard eyes focus on her, looking at her with a somewhat absent stare (NT) -- Eli, 12:29:30 09/20/01 Thu - Frowning a little at his cold stare, her hands move to cup his jaws lightly, tilting her heada little - Eli.... (NT) -- Holly, 12:32:20 09/20/01 Thu his hand combs through her hair, turning his glance the opposite way, now just calmly combing deft fingers through the silken strands of gold (NT) -- Eli, 12:37:19 09/20/01 Thu - Chewing on her lip a little, soft gaze fixed on him....since the tears and panic had subsided she was once again reminded of her exhaustion, she needed rest, and so did e, he'd feel better after some sleep.... - Come lie down with me Eli? (NT) -- Holly, 13:03:22 09/20/01 Thu he shows no sign of response No......I...I think I'll just sit here for a while his voice sounded far away, he was distant (NT) -- Eli, 17:48:54 09/20/01 Thu - She nods a little and backs away, reluctant to leave him - I'll see you in the morning....Love you....- with that she turns, heading into there room with head bowed slightly - (NT) -- Holly, 00:04:31 09/21/01 Fri
- She grins as she thinks back on what she could remember about the labour - You kept telling me not to swear....which made me curse even more.... (NT)	Holly	16:11:27 09/13/01 Thu
he nods still grinning I was trying to distract you (NT) -- Eli, 16:12:23 09/13/01 Thu - She laughs and rests her her head back on his shoulder - it worked....you still got scars baby? (NT) -- Holly, 16:16:56 09/13/01 Thu he lifts his arm, free of any nail marks You aren't that strong princess, though I didn't know how long I'd be able to keep a hold of my arm the way you were tugging (NT) -- Eli, 16:19:06 09/13/01 Thu - Laughing lightly she takes his arm, pressing a kiss to his wrist - I'm sorry m'babies arm.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:23:13 09/13/01 Thu he rolls his eyes Oh sure apologize to the arm, the person attached to it doesn't mind (NT) -- Eli, 16:24:26 09/13/01 Thu - She grins and raises her lips to his - mm...I'm sorry to m'baby too.... (NT) -- Holly, 16:30:36 09/13/01 Thu he kisses her back, pulling her back to be cradled in his armsYou know someday.......that baby in there may actually be mine...You might actually be mine, in other ways besides words and deeds, but joined, as one....become a real family (NT) -- Eli, 19:20:34 09/13/01 Thu - She purses her lips a little, brow furrowing lightly - We are a real family....you're family.... (NT) -- Holly, 00:35:25 09/14/01 Fri he leans his head back against the couch. By love we are a family...by law someday we will be as well (NT) -- Eli, 12:10:34 09/14/01 Fri - Watching him a moment silently, she smiles gently and nods - (NT) -- Holly, 15:03:04 09/14/01 Fri his eyes still closed he smile up at the ceiling. His parents may not have given him a real family, but he could give himself one....and he knew he wanted it to be with her..there was no one else. All the women he'd encountered, none ever affected him this way (NT) -- Eli, 15:09:03 09/14/01 Fri - Leaning against him with a smile lighting her delicate features, her disfuntional family had been nothing to be thankful for, but Leah would never have to go through what she went through...Eli would never allow that to happen....she nuzzles against him and closes her own eyes -Love you.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:18:27 09/14/01 Fri he smiles and murmurs You better (NT) -- Eli, 15:26:48 09/14/01 Fri - She nods lightly, head resting on his shoulder, a hand on his chest - Always... (NT) -- Holly, 15:29:43 09/14/01 Fri he nodsAlways and forever (NT) -- Eli, 15:54:01 09/14/01 Fri - Smiling, she lays a kiss to his cheek - Always and forever.....- she rises to go check on Leah...- (NT) -- Holly, 15:57:49 09/14/01 Fri
- She smiles as she remembers what she could about the labour...- you kept telling me not to swear, which made me do it all the more.... (NT)	Holly	16:14:35 09/13/01 Thu
- she shakes her head a little and smiles, turning on the mobile - This works better.... - She stands beside him, leaning against him, her arms wrapped around his waist, watching as the child drifts into a restless slumber - (NT)	Holly	15:31:33 09/12/01 Wed
he strokes her hair, his other arm around her waist You sing beautifully (NT) -- Eli, 15:34:29 09/12/01 Wed - She laughs quietly, looking up at him - I used to want to be a singer....when i was about 12....then i moved to LA with my dad and kinda went off the idea, i hated the media..... (NT) -- Holly, 15:36:47 09/12/01 Wed he nods They poke their noses where they don't belong (NT) -- Eli, 15:41:33 09/12/01 Wed - She nods lightly... boy did she know that.... the attention her father brought was more than she could handle, she was glad to be finally out of it - yeah....they twist things... (NT) -- Holly, 15:43:41 09/12/01 Wed he smiles at the baby over the top of her head C'mon let's leave her to sleep (NT) -- Eli, 15:50:20 09/12/01 Wed - Throwing a final glance to her daughter she nods lightly, allowing him to lead her out of the nursary, but keeping tight hold of him.... - (NT) -- Holly, 15:57:08 09/12/01 Wed he leads her to the couch and sits, pulling her with him. You know she's going to be just fine don't you? (NT) -- Eli, 11:18:15 09/13/01 Thu - curling up in his lap, laying her head on his shoulder she nods a little, but she was desperately worried about her baby girl...- Mhm... (NT) -- Holly, 14:52:46 09/13/01 Thu he sighs his hand rubbing up and down her arm, Trust me baby.....our baby will be fine. Try to relax some for me will ya? (NT) -- Eli, 14:56:18 09/13/01 Thu - she echo's his sigh but nods again, shifting closer to him in his lap and resting her forehead in the crook of his neck - I'm just worried.... (NT) -- Holly, 14:59:17 09/13/01 Thu he presses his lips against the top of her head. She didn't know it but having her in his arms made it possible to hide his fears, he had just as many as she did, but she needed his strengthI know (NT) -- Eli, 15:07:39 09/13/01 Thu - Her ears straining to hear any noise from the nursary, and then worrying when she doesnt.... she purses her lips - Its a pity you dont get all the knowledge of baby care inserted into your brain when you get pregnant.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:14:44 09/13/01 Thu he grins Life's full of surprises.....if it wasn't we'd be bored out of our minds (NT) -- Eli, 15:16:35 09/13/01 Thu - she smiles slightly, closing her eyes - I like suprises....but not these kind.... (NT) -- Holly, 15:19:52 09/13/01 Thu he rests a hand on her shoulder The doctor said she'd be fine sweetheart, it's only a minor cold, nothing serious (NT) -- Eli, 15:25:41 09/13/01 Thu - She nods again, glancing up at him with tilted head - I just froze...like everything i read went out the window....i just couldnt think what to do... (NT) -- Holly, 15:32:40 09/13/01 Thu he nods that's what happens to you, when you see someone you love suffering (NT) -- Eli, 15:36:29 09/13/01 Thu - She purses her lips lightly - You sound like you speak from experience... (NT) -- Holly, 15:49:34 09/13/01 Thu he nods Because I do Holly (NT) -- Eli, 15:51:14 09/13/01 Thu - Watching him with a slight frown - Who? (NT) -- Holly, 15:53:54 09/13/01 Thu he smiles down at her You.....when Leah was born (NT) -- Eli, 16:02:41 09/13/01 Thu - She grins and a hand moves automatically to her stomach - I was in too much pain to actually realise i was suffering so its all good...and it was instantly forgotton when i held her..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:06:38 09/13/01 Thu he smiles You cursed loud enough to make a sailor proud (NT) -- Eli, 16:08:01 09/13/01 Thu
He walks in a small bag in his hands Let's cool her off love. Get me some cool water and a rag (NT)	Eli	18:02:03 09/11/01 Tue
- Numbly she follows his instructions...she didnt even know what to do for her own child.... she keeps her gaze down cast... she had let everyone down... she had failed as a skater, a dancer, and now a mother...- (NT) -- Holly, 18:10:09 09/11/01 Tue he lays a cool compress on the babys forehead, and comes up behind her his arms wrapping about her waist, rocking her slowly, his lips pressed against her neck murmuring I'm proud of you (NT) -- Eli, 18:13:03 09/11/01 Tue - Tears spring to her eyes and she shakes her head - Why? I let her get sick.... im a terrible mother... (NT) -- Holly, 18:15:48 09/11/01 Tue he frowns but never changes postions Shhh, shh baby come on. You didn't do anything. Kids get sick. She probably got something off my cards. You couldn't have stopped this with a mack truck. Sick happens, then life moves on. You are the best mother I've ever met Holly. Don't you ever thimk otherwise (NT) -- Eli, 18:21:52 09/11/01 Tue - she wipes her tears away and sniffs a little, shaking her head lightly, he was wrong, she should have been more careful...something...- (NT) -- Holly, 18:25:34 09/11/01 Tue he nips her neck gently Holly believe me when I tell you this, You are an incredable mother. Never have I met a woman more kind, loving caring or attentive as you. Believe me when I say this, cause everytime I watch your nurture our baby it makes me love you even more (NT) -- Eli, 18:32:40 09/11/01 Tue - She turns her head around to look at him, tear staining her cheek - you don't think I'm a failure? (NT) -- Holly, 18:37:49 09/11/01 Tue he shakes his head I couldn't ever think that (NT) -- Eli, 18:40:26 09/11/01 Tue - She turns around to face him, hugging him, arms wraps tight around his neck - will she be ok? (NT) -- Holly, 18:42:18 09/11/01 Tue he hugs her tightly, his lips nuzzling the top of her head She'll be fine, Juniors a tough one babe, kinda like her mom (NT) -- Eli, 18:44:27 09/11/01 Tue - She burries her face in his neck, her tears dampening his warm skin - her moms not so tough (NT) -- Holly, 18:49:54 09/11/01 Tue he nods stepping away from her and tilting her chin up kissing her eyelids and each tear away The hell she isn't. She's got a backbone made of titanium, she's so tough she even scares me sometimes.. (NT) -- Eli, 18:53:47 09/11/01 Tue - She smiles ever so slightly, liting her gaze to meet his - so...you don't blame me? i didnt let you down? (NT) -- Holly, 18:56:11 09/11/01 Tue he smiles shaking his head You could never let me down Holly, all you do is lift me up his thumb touches the corner of her mouth, his eyes not showing cool indifference but a warm tenderness (NT) -- Eli, 18:59:31 09/11/01 Tue - She smiles a little and lifts herself on tip-toes, laying a soft kiss on his lips before crouching down beside the crib, leaning over the side and taking her daughters hand, her thumb gently brushing across the chubby tiny hand - (NT) -- Holly, 01:13:19 09/12/01 Wed he rests his hand on her shoulder squeezing gently She'll be alright baby, kids get sick everyday. he hands her the baby asprin that had been in the bag Here, give her two drops of this, I'll get another compress (NT) -- Eli, 10:44:57 09/12/01 Wed - She takes the asprin and gives it to her daughter...running a hand across her forehead lightly.... the girl squirms and her face screws up a little... a pained expression crosses her mothers face and she starts to sing to her quietly...- (NT) -- Holly, 14:48:43 09/12/01 Wed he stands in the doorway, the cool rag in his hands, listening to the soft singing afraid to interupt the scene (NT) -- Eli, 15:01:48 09/12/01 Wed - The child calms to the voice...staring up at her mother with huge dark eyes... Holly continues to stroke her forehead gently, making up what she sang...- (NT) -- Holly, 15:11:47 09/12/01 Wed he smiles coming up behind her, his hand resting on her shoulder once again, placing the cool compress on her forehead (NT) -- Eli, 15:17:04 09/12/01 Wed - She jumps a little and stops singing, resting her free hand on his and smiling a little - She's quietened down a little... (NT) -- Holly, 15:20:02 09/12/01 Wed he nods Continue if it helps her.......don't mind me babes (NT) -- Eli, 15:25:51 09/12/01 Wed
- Nuzzling his neck tenderly, her breath shallow, a strained whisper emits, smiling lightly - Thank you..... (NT)	Holly	15:51:36 09/09/01 Sun
he grins brushing damp tendrils away from her face Now THAT.........was a proper thank you. I demand you thank me more often (NT) -- Eli, 15:56:46 09/09/01 Sun - She grins and fixes her soft gaze on him - I think that could be arranged..... (NT) -- Holly, 16:00:04 09/09/01 Sun he moves, his lips caressing her collar bone I think I could get used to this ballet thing (NT) -- Eli, 16:06:06 09/09/01 Sun - She laughs and rests her head aganst his chest - next time you might be watching me in a ballet...-she looks up at him - If i did ever get there....would you be there? (NT) -- Holly, 16:08:49 09/09/01 Sun he nods knowing he would never let her down Me and Junior front and center (NT) -- Eli, 16:14:28 09/09/01 Sun - She grins and settles her head back on his chest, it was a dream that would never come true...but at least she had the dream...- (NT) -- Holly, 16:18:23 09/09/01 Sun he sighs stroking her back I'm real sorry about that....... (NT) -- Eli, 16:22:30 09/09/01 Sun - She glances up at him with creased brow - What? the Dance school stuff? don't be...theres always next year..I'm only nineteen.... - she smiles a little - (NT) -- Holly, 02:31:09 09/10/01 Mon he frowns but keeps silent his hand still moving over her back, she would never understand how truly disappointed he was with himself for screwing that up (NT) -- Eli, 12:08:59 09/10/01 Mon

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