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Date Posted: 07:35:55 01/15/02 Tue
Author: Silver
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 192.169.39.66
Subject: Another Litany of complaints...do not read unless you're desperate

My mom has cancer.

The verdict came in last wednesday which i found out last friday through a nice talk with my mom. To say i was devasted and depressed about the news is an understatement. It was more along the lines of 'ground just collapsing under me and that feeling of just falling into that horrible abyss' would be more appropriate.

I don't remember much about the talk after that, except i was holding her hand, trying hard not to cry in front of her, promising that I'd take care of myself and that i'd have lots of kids but after i finish medicine and become a doctor.

When i finally in my room, alone, I finally cried. venting out my frustration, asking God why on earth He was doing this to her. I was desparate and angry. I wanted to yell, I wanted to bargain. Hell...if it was any possible, I would have agreed to sell my soul to the devil himself if it would make her well.

*sigh*

i guess i'm just tired and cranky and depressed and a i needed a place to vent. forgive me if i somehow made those who read this message blue.

~Silver, trudging back to her domicile

for those who wish to know, she's at stage two and is scheduled for radical masectomy on my birthday (Feb 12)

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Replies:

Hmm...few questions -- Vin Val, 08:11:11 01/15/02 Tue
- Vince... -- Achilles, 19:02:49 01/15/02 Tue
  - It seems odd deleted our post before anyone saw why I asked her those questions, Thanks alot odd. (NT) -- Vin Val, 04:01:26 01/16/02 Wed
    - yes, I did. -- Oddfellow, 21:13:32 01/16/02 Wed
      - Dont feel like retyping all that... (NT) -- Vin Val, 05:22:35 01/17/02 Thu
- .... (NT) -- Silver, 04:20:34 01/16/02 Wed
It's weird... -- Oddfellow, 12:24:28 01/15/02 Tue
Silver... *hugs* -- Tashi the Templar, 16:22:24 01/15/02 Tue
I'm sorry to hear that.. -- Achilles, 19:28:35 01/15/02 Tue
- Thanks guys... -- Silver, 01:00:32 01/16/02 Wed
As usual, I'm the last to arrive and reply to something..... -- Madcat, 13:28:05 01/16/02 Wed
- ^_^ -- Silver, 19:56:26 01/16/02 Wed
- Not quite... -- Judicator, 20:35:34 01/16/02 Wed
My apologies -- Saint Faucet, 23:02:11 02/03/02 Sun