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Date Posted: Tuesday, July 01, 10:23:11am
Morning all. Sorry I haven't posted or answered a lot of emails. Trying to catch up on that thismorning. Not sure how good of a job I'm doing tho.
Now is it just my computer or does this board have all the dates in the wrong places? My computer needs some work done on it, might just be that I should open my eyes before I post.hehehehe
Things have been hectic around here. WAY too much stress. It seems like my only saving grace is my new baby deer. A friend of ours took it away from 3 cyoties. She is really messed up also. We called the DNR and they said to turn it lose and let the cyoties take care of the rest of it. I didn't agree. Finally they told us that we could keep her and heal her and then let her go.
Her and I have bonded. She gives me kisses. So...cute. Even our 3 legged dog, part lab & part Chow, has bonded with her. She will go up and clean the dear's face and love on her and then just walk away. Been trying to get photos of it, but never seem to get to my camera in time.
Been having more family problems. Mostly from out of state. I just feel like they have all disowned me, and I'm grieving for that loss. So much depression, I miss them and will probably never see them again. Just a big loss for me. Of course, the stress is causing a huge flare, plus my spine is just about gone. Too much pain, physically and mentally.
I just want all of you to know, I love you all, and thank you for your emails, even if I can't get them answered, I have read them.
As of today, I have no more state papers. That means that if I go to the doc, I have to pay the $200 office call. Like I have any money. This doc that I was seeing didn't believe in FM anyway and I always felt like he was making fun of me most of the time. That should not happen!!!! Jerk
My meds are running out, I will have to go to my family doc and see if he will take over all my care. I'm sure he will. He and my husband are good friends. Another saving grace!!
I want everyone to know that we said prayers in church on Sunday for all of us. I still believe in the power of prayer and I do believe in miracles!!!! We will get our miracle, don't know when, but we will get it!!!
My baby goat thinks it's a dog now. She won't stay in her pen and she meets us at the car along with the dog and jumps on us, she is just so happy to see us. One big problem, she doesn't want to move when we back out of the driveway. Unfortunatly, since she won't stay in her pen, we are going to have to put her on a colar and cable. She is so sweet, but I don't want to run over her. It would just break my heart, worse than it already is.
As you can tell, I'm having so many mixed emotions these days. One time I'm happy and another, I'm so sad that I just set and sob. Not even sure why I'm sobbing at times. I spend a lot of time alone, don't know what I would do without my fibro friends and my animals. You all are another one of my saving graces. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster that won't quit. Hopefully things will work out soon. Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts!!!
Gonna run, going to go play with Yotie,(baby deer). I like singing to her. She seems to like it too.
I will try to answer more emails later and post somemore on both boards. Huge hugs & love to all, Nancy
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