Subject:  A counry song made me cry so hard, gotta tell you all |
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Nancy Noel
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Date Posted: Saturday, June 21, 11:35:01pm
My daughter made me listen to this song called,"One Last Time" sure hope I got that right. I think it was sang by a guy named Dusty Drake.
It was about the last phone call made to a wife from her husband on one of the planes that went down on 9-ll. Before it was done, I had tears and sobbing. We all know that some people did call home from the planes. Part of the song says that some things are out of our control.
I have very mixed emotions about these songs. I think Americans and even other countries need to make a statement or need to tell the world how they feel. They need to let everyone know how it affected them. I understand that, it just makes me cry so hard. I can't even imagine what horror all of them went through and what they are still going through. Especially the ones that had babies after thier husband's were gone. Ok, I'm still going to cry, but going to finish.
We all know that I'm a Bible thumping Baptist, I pray that the evil men are brought to justice. Because of my own mother's murder, I tried to keep her memory alive for my kids, but...you can't seem to love someone you never knew. I always tried to tell them how pretty she was and she could be kind at times. It wasn't till the kids got older that I told them of the abuse.
Then there is another song, "The Greatest Man I Never Knew"
by Reba McEntire. I heard that on the radio and lost it again. It reminded me of my father. He chose to come up missing about 18yrs. ago. He hated the thought that his kids didn't marry into money like he did.
A couple of years ago my sister was looking into Ansestory.com and looked in the Social Security Death Index and found our dad's name. He died March 29th. 1990.
I thought I hated him for what he had done to us, but I cried like a baby. I was also going to a funeral that day, that made things worse. Before we left for the funeral, I knew I had to call my aunt. She was very angry. She told me to hold my head up, I didn't do anything wrong, he chose his path. My uncle, Dad's brother, took it really hard. No matter what Dad had done, he still loved him. I guess I did too. I even made up a memorial photo of Reba's song, and a beautiful background, and a photo of Dad in it. I can't seem to frame it and set it out tho. I do have Mom & Dad's wedding photo on my wall. When they were happy.
I just wanted to share this with you all. Someday, I will forgive my parents. Hope it's soon so I don't have to cry when I hear a song. Sending Hugs & Love to all. Nancy
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