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Date Posted: 19:30:47 09/24/01 Mon
Author: Danielle
Subject: Untitled

There is silence now in this crimson den
the red rooms of my heart and mind
I lay quiet and think upon the transpirations
and I wonder at the shackles that hold me still
bound forever to you, to your influence.

My heart breaks when I see your face
photographed memories of times now gone
I wonder on how you influenced me
How you guided my movements while I was unaware
of the master plan you had designed

I see now how you hid and pretended
and even the clarity of this reality does not hinder
how deeply I love you and want you
forever by my side, in my life.
You are there, impersonated by others.

The guise of your actions was clever
You taught me love and hate in one breath
You stole the innocense that made me lovely
Rose colored glasses forever cast away
Leaving me stuck within a black and white world

It is an anguished me that lies
within this pool of hurt and sorrow and tears
You left me screaming and pleading. Broken.
You pillaged my soul and you sold it
leaving me a hollow shell, frightened and trembling

Sometimes when I stare at the ceiling
your voice comes to me whispering
calling, steering me to the darkness
that holds me captive
And like a child I scream and call... but to nothing now

You are gone.
You, my life, my love, my light.
And I am alone. It is overwhelming
and I want to die, to sink
into that darkness you tease me with.

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