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Date Posted: 21:33:01 10/19/01 Fri
In reply to:
Vicki
's message, "MIA" on 19:45:10 10/19/01 Fri
Hi Vicki,
You are not alone, I have talked to so many people that feel like you right now. Much of it is all that has happened in the past month+. Also, Mercury was doing that retrograde dance and that means major clearing and ridding. (Is that a word, looks funny) :-). A friend of mine who is the best astrologer I know, said think of a Mercury retrograde as the "RE" period in all thing... any word that begins with "re" applies... revamp, remove, revise, re-evaluate.. you get the picture. The good news is it is at the end of this cycle. YAY... I am cheering on this one. And! I saw this change today at work. Yesterday was so thick with stress you could cut it with a knife... and it was over trivial things. Today, a "seemingly" bad thing happened. But I was so amazed at how things worked. There was huge support, the trivial "left the building" and everyone involved began to "find the gift" in all of it. There was laughter, healing, teamwork, creativity, cleansing tears, and I think everyone walked away from work feeling like something good was going on and there was hope.
Do not beat yourself up over being depressed at all. You are clearing out the bad and making room for the good. Allow yourself to feel the emotions and allow yourself to free yourself of them when you are ready. No pressure, just allow.
I'm a strange bird it seems, but when the 9-11 events happened, I watched with the rest of the world for a couple days and then 'turned it off'. I knew that the best thing that I could do for myself and all was remove myself and 'hold onto the happy thoughts'. I truly think that there are those of us that need to do this to help carry the vibration of peace for the rest of the world until those that can't right now get back on their feet. I also believe with all my heart that we have choice on how we react. We choose how we feel about everything. I've seen so many different reactions to this whole event. I've seen the best in people, those that rolled up the sleeves and put their lives on the line to save and rescue, those that prayed, those that donated whatever they could. I've also seen fear take over many, conspiracy, NWO, nasty scary predictions and prophesy. For me it is simple. Life is MINE to do with what I want. Do I want to live in fear, or on the playground whilst here? I'll play and try to share my (grin) 'art' of playing. No choice is wrong. This is just how I choose to do it. :-)
So dear Vicki, here's my perscription for your blues (MaTa runs over to Vicki and bows to her magnificence, and then places a crown on her head of beautiful roses, and hands her a kleenex box for the tears (some call it a septer, or mighty sword) and tells her that no matter what, and this is sooooo important, no matter what, no matter what, no matter what, you are always loved. And understood, And appreciated.) It's so true. Just allow it to be shown to you! And! Allow yourself to see it! You deserve it!
Do for you, pamper yourself, even in small ways, long soaks in the tub, fine music of your choosing, a favorite movie, simple pleasures, sneak a candy bar and pretend you are 5 years old again. You pick your 'spa'.
One more thing and I will shut up (I think) what I think so many are feeling right now is that our freedom has been taken away, we are afraid of opening our mail, afraid of flying, you name it, we are waiting for the other shoe to drop. Here's my thoughts on this... Take it back...nobody can take our minds, our spirits, or our thoughts away but ourselves. Take it back. Time to use our gifts, our creativity, it is ours to use and nobody can take those God given gifts away. Even in seemingly small ways, they make a difference and they add up to something big called collective consciousness.
Ok, Vicki, I had no idea I would rant like this LOL, but I am going to hit 'send' because I just bet I'm not alone in these thoughts and perhaps others will come out of the 'closet' LOL and add to the pot of gold waiting for us :-). Thank you for sharing what you are experiencing, it obviously 'turned' my wheels. And thank you Robin for providing this 'safe haven' for such to occur.
Love from my heart,
MaTa
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