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Its mine own Confusion
Reality or fiction
Am I out of my mind?
The constent pressure that keeps hanging over me
makes me feel so empty

• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_exotic femme waltzed into the lodge, pretty smile gracing features. she was in a good mood today because she had managed to find her favorite teeshirt, and was consequently wearing it. it was a tight black Fall Out Boy shirt that exposed her completely flat midriff. the rest of her almost scarily skinny frame was covered in long, well worn in cargo pants. there was not once inch of makeup on her flawless face, spare the blueberry lipgloss on full lips. small sigh 'scaped those lips, as she wandered into the kitchen to grab some soda. she spotted male, then called out_|| "Want a soda?" ||_fingers tapped on the bottles of soda in the fridge waiting for an answer_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 9:04pm PST

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• o/^he looked at her, and a slow grin spread over his face as he took her in.^\o"Sure babe.. that'd be great."o/^He stuck out his hand to shake her's.^\o"M'names Taylor Kljac, nice to meet you."0/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:06pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you || femme grabbed the bottles of soda from the fridge, rested them on the counter then took his hand with her tiny pale one. she was barely 5'4, skinny as anything yet gorgeous || "Thalia Palvarati and the pleasure's all mine." || she offered him a dazzling smile, then took one of the sodas from the bench || (NT) -- Thalia, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:18pm PST

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• o/^"I don't know if I would be so willing to say that just yet, you've only just met me."^\o He winked at her good naturedly. Taylor had never had a hard time making new friends or picking up girls or just getting to know people. He was comfortable with all of them which always put the new people at ease. This was also what made him great with his fans. he grabbed the other pop and opened it, takign a drink.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:21pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you || she grinned, take a huge gulp of the fizzy drink. she almost wished it was vodka or something || "I may have just met you, but I get a good vibe off you." || she winked at him playfully. no matter who she was with, she was always flirty and fun. she was a big believer in having a good time. of course, being brought up by the two most spoilt, good looking people in the world, who had piles and piles of money due to "family business" tended for that to happen || (NT) -- Thalia, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:29pm PST

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• o/^"Well that's always a good thing."o/^He grinned, hand idily tugging at a strand of his pointy hair. he was always tugging on something, or tapping something or making some kin dof movement, never able to sit still.o/^"Do you always have these vibes? Or am i just special?"o/^Absently under his breath he was humming one of their latest songs, his foot tapping gently in rythm. He did things like this without even realizing, his mom ad always teased him sayhing he had A.D.D, her nick name fo rhim when he was younger had been energizer.o/^ (NT) -- Tayor, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:34pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you || black covered shoulders shrugged || "Nope...you're just special." || she laughed, 'fore bottle of soda was tipped to full lips, as she finished the rest of it off easily || "So, Taylor, what is there to do for fun around here? You seem like you know this place well." || amused smirk graced pale features, as femme reached over to play with his watch. she had one at home, just like it || (NT) -- Thalia, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:44pm PST

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• o/^He laughed, watching her play with his watch and smirking slightly.o/^"Not really.. I just always made my own fun.. which was either my guitar, or crashign someone's party."o/^It had been hard to go out and play, or to make new friends when your father was famous for two different bands that had both done well and your mother was a crazy woman in black. He smiled warmly at the thought of his mother, she still didn't look old enough to be the mother of him and Tyra. She was a hot momma, he almost broke out laughing at this.o/^"I had to make my own fun.... didn't play well with other children."o/^He joked.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:47pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you || she laughed at him, || "Yeah, I can see why you didn't play well with them. You're so terrible." || she didn't really have many friends as a kid either. her mother was too busy dragging her along to modelling courses and beauty pagents || (NT) -- Thalia, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 10:59pm PST

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• o/^"What kind of music are you into?"o/^He asked, it was how he judged people really. How he figured out their personality and really knew them. To Taylor music was everything, and there was nothing as good or as strong and moving. He lived through his music and he just assumed everyone else did too. He finshed the last of his drink and tossed it into the garbage can across the room.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Mon, Dec 13 2004, 11:16pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she too loved music with a passion, despite her mother's horror. trista wanted nothing more for her daughter than to be a younger version of herself, a gorgeous spoilt little princess. sure, thalia loved dressing up and parading around in front of judges at beauty pagents or strutting half naked down the catwalk at a victoria's secret show, but she also loved being in the front row at a rowdy concert, jumping around screaming along with the band_|| "That's easy. Punk. The louder the music, the better." ||_she smiled, playing with the label on her soda bottle. she always had to be fiddling with something_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 7:20pm PST

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• o/^A slow, wide grin grew upon his adorable features and he raised a hand to cover his heart.o/^"Oh.. my heart.. beautiful and has excellent taste in music."o/^He tipped his head up so that he was looking at the ceiling.o/^"Thank you God."o/^Looking back at her he was grinning in that silly little way he had, which made him look almost like a little boy, and gorgeous all in one.o/^"Now.. perhaps the most important question of all.. what band do you listen to the most?"o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:16pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she burst out into laughter at his words and actions. he was so cute and funny, she was going to make sure that they were friends_|| "Just one? I can't pick just one. How about 3? Because in that case it would be Fall Out Boy, Sum 41 and Gob." ||_those bands were her all time favourite, she would love them no matter what_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:27pm PST

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• o/^"Not half bad. I listen to them myself."o/^"In fact he had played at concerts with Gob and Sum 41. They were all cool bands. He leaned back agaisnt the counter, easing up a little, gettign relaxed and took her full picture in. There was something about her that screamed good breeding and money. He smirked slightly, he could pick it out in any one, there was just something baout them all.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:33pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_petite femme moved to the counter opposite him and sat on it, legs dangling boredly_|| "Someone else who has heard of Fall Out Boy...I'm surprised, you're very hard to find." ||_she was indeed the product of good breeding and money. able to speak italian, greek and english fluently, v'xxen had somewhat managed to keep her head about her and did not turn out like a spoilt brat_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:41pm PST

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• o/^It would seem that they had both done well for themselves. He too had never had to worry about a thing, everythign had been handed to him on a platter with wealthy parents who had wanted to give him the world. Their were scandals in their past but none of this had tainted the boy that stodd before her. He shrugged in response to her statement.o/^"Music is my life, and I like to listen to any band I can in the punk scene."o/^ (NT) -- Taylo, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:44pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_dark optics glanced over at him, 'fore she looked away. and it clicked_|| "So, Taylor. You don't by any chance, have your own band called From Concentrate, do you? I saw you guys support Gob, right?" ||_she knew he looked familiar, but didn't realise it until their conversation had turned to music_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:53pm PST

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• o/^He laughed at this, and nodded before leaning in and bringing a finger to his lips.o/^"Shhh.. don't want the girls to go wild in excitement."o/^He winked and then rolled his eyes in mockery of the people who were at the mometn inhabiting the Lodge. he highly doubted any of them evenlistened ot punk let alone knew who From Concentrate was.o/^"Okay.. so you found me out... yes.. I am a member of From Concentrate..."o/^ he shrugged his shoulders.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 8:56pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_musical laughter 'scaped blueberry lipgloss covered lips, as she moved closer to him_|| "Oh come on. I doubt any of the people in here, listen to anything than what's on MTV." ||_she grinned, 'fore reaching up to fiddle with long dark locks that framed pretty face_|| "Actually that's pretty cool. I've always wanted a band of my own, but my mother has other plans for me." ||_thalia had actually taught herself guitar, and a bit of bass. it kept her sane_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:01pm PST

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• (^)"Hey now, they play us on MTV!"(^)He joked, pretending ot be offended. Though you could tell by his ever smling features that he was very hapy go-luvky.o/^"And what kind of plans does she have?"o/^ He asked.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:05pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she playfully shoved him, giggling at him once again_|| "Shut up, you dork." ||_she sighed at the mention of her mother's plans_|| "She wants me to follow her footsteps and be a model. Sure, modelling's cool and I have heaps of fun doing it, but it's not what I want to do all the time. There's only so many times you can walk down the Victoria's Secret runway with all those ugly, fat old men perving." ||_amused grin lit up pretty features. sometimes she really believed that beauty was a curse_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:12pm PST

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• o/^His eyes lit up.o/^"You do runway.. for Victoria's Secret? How about a hot, young pervery watching you?"o/^He wiggled his brows in suggestion and jest. He enjoyed her laugh, and was having fun seeing what would bring it back out to him.o/^ "I mean me of course.. just to clarify that and make sure you know what I meant."o/^He smirked.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:20pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_petite femme stuck her tounge out at him, 'fore letting her laughter take over. he was probably the funniest person she had ever met_|| "Yes, I do runway for Victoria's Secret. And if you're nice to me, front row seats or even backstage passes may come your way." ||_she winked at him, also very suggestively_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:28pm PST

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• o/^"I am, so, telling everyone in my nect interview that I met a Victoria's Secret runway model. None of them will really believe me but it will be fun talking about it."o/^He grinned, runnign a hand through his spikey hair and making it worse in its craziness. He wished at this moment that he had a male band memeber that he was close to, to tell this to. it would be great to have someone more like him rather then his moody half-brother. Tyra might appriciate this story however.o/^ (NT) -- taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:31pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she rolled her eyes, poking him in the shoulder softly_|| "Oh come on, meeting me is not that exciting. However, they might believe you if you come to the party that VS is holding next week with me. It'll be awesome, lots of free alcohol, free food and gorgeous girls." ||_v'xxen smirked, returning to playing with the label on her bottle of soda that she hadn't gotten around to chucking out yet_|| "You can save me from getting too bored. I'm sure you'll make it a fun evening." (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:38pm PST

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• o/^"Wow.. free alcohol and hot babes.. I am already there Sweetie."o/^He winked at the pronounciation of his little pet name.o/^"Though they might throw me up, i get a little hyper when I am in large crowds of strange people. It was a habit my mother always tried to rid me off and my father incouraged."o/^He grinned.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:43pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she finally threw out the bottle of soda, but went to the fridge to retrieve a replacement for it_|| "I'll work my magic on them, make sure you don't get thrown out. They love me." ||_she grinned, she loved being the pet of VS. they adored her, and did anything to make her happy_|| "Your father sounds fun." ||_smirk replaced grin on flawless, perfectly sculpted features_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 9:57pm PST

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• o/^He laughed.o/^"Both my parents are a bit of eccentrics. My dad was in the band Delusion until before I was born and then started another one. And as for my mom.. I don' t know if she's worn a drop of colour her entire life.. she's all about the blacks and whites."o/^He raised his brow,making fun of himself and his family.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:04pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_soda bottle was tipped up again full lips, as she glanced over him again_|| "Hmmm, well. My mother is a ex-model, also for VS and some others, continously spoilt by my grandfather and my father. In other words, a spoilt princess. My father, I have no idea why he married her. She's insane. She made me learn Italian, just because she didn't like speaking English. She said it tired her trying to figure out what word she should use." ||_she rolled her alluring eyes, yet continued to smile happily. she did love her family, no matter how much she said otherwise or joked about their insanity_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:24pm PST

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• o/^His mouth fell open in surprise.o/^"You can speak Italian? I can hardly speak English..."o/^He ran the tap and got him self a glass of water, and pretty much drasnk the entire glass in one gulp.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:33pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she laughed, her gorgeous little musical laugh_|| "And Greek too, my father's request." ||_she began to fiddle with the hem on her shirt, it was beginning to come down. femme then returned to the label on the soda, peeling it off boredly. she then proceeded to stick it to his shirt_|| "Let's go do something. I'm bored." ||_she pouted, more seductively than she bargined for_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:40pm PST

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• o/^He looked down at the label she had stuck to his shirt.o/^"Oh gee.. thanks.. that will come in handy when money goes out and suddenly we have to start buying everything with labels."o/^He was being sarcastic, yet his sarcasim was always tainted by his good natured friendliness and came oout more jokingly.o/^"Well.. what woukdl oyu like to do for fun.. ?"o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:43pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_pale shoulders shrugged, as she tossed the empty bottle into the bin_|| "I was kinda hoping you'd know what to do. You're the expert around here." ||_she smirked, winking at him cheekily. she was positive that anything he picked to do would be fun, otherwise he wouldn't do it_|| (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:48pm PST

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• o/^He scratched at his head aimlessly, trying to think.o/^"well.... I have been away on tour for a whlie so I haven't hit the clubs here lately. So we could go and tare up a strip on the dance floor with our shameless moves."o/^He did a little dance that ended up with him touching his butt.o/^ (NT) -- Taylor, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 10:52pm PST

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• here i go, scream out my lungs just for you ||_she giggled at his dance, man he made her laugh. even if he didn't try_|| "Sounds good. As long as you don't get me drunk." ||_femme joked, 'fore she grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the kitchen. she was always up for dancing_|| "Lead the way." (NT) -- Thalia, Tue, Dec 14 2004, 11:08pm PST