<font color=white> She knew this was going to happen sometimes and in a way she was relieved. He needed to grieve and this emotional disturbance just seemed to be what pushed him over the edge. Quietly, she rocked Ayden till the baby fell asleep before she put him down in the playpen, turning on the monitor and taking it with her as she headed towards the bedroom where her son was. Her heart broke seeing him there - no parent wanted to see their child in so much pain - but she knelt down anyways, wrapping her arms around him like he was a child. "Let it out, Niko...your need to grieve..just let it out.." She soothed his hand over the back of his hair, letting out a quiet breath as she murmured to him some words that Rico had passed onto her in spanish. </font color> -- .:Nikolai's Apartment:.

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Date Posted: 04:50:42 10/19/05 Wed
Author: Jewel
Subject: She knew this was going to happen sometimes and in a way she was relieved. He needed to grieve and this emotional disturbance just seemed to be what pushed him over the edge. Quietly, she rocked Ayden till the baby fell asleep before she put him down in the playpen, turning on the monitor and taking it with her as she headed towards the bedroom where her son was. Her heart broke seeing him there - no parent wanted to see their child in so much pain - but she knelt down anyways, wrapping her arms around him like he was a child. "Let it out, Niko...your need to grieve..just let it out.." She soothed his hand over the back of his hair, letting out a quiet breath as she murmured to him some words that Rico had passed onto her in spanish.
In reply to: Niko 's message, "::Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me:: ::I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong:: ::Your arms around me tight, everything felt so right:: ::Unbreakable, Like nothing could go wrong:: ::Now I can't breath, Now I can't sleep:: ::I'm barely hanging on::" on 04:41:47 10/19/05 Wed

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(He clutched onto her as he would have as a little child.. she was the only solace and rock he had left in this world. For a few long moments all he did was sob, his body shaking with supressed emotions. The anger would come soon, it always did when he was hurting - he'd done so well in the army because of his ability to cover hurt with anger and use it to his advantage.* I can't do this without her.. *He groaned out, wanting to die and forget it all, but unable to think the thoughts with his son in the other room.. His energy was pouring from him into his tears, and he couldn't see himself happy ever again.* (NT) -- Niko, 04:55:03 10/19/05 Wed