| Subject: Re: Break, Breakup, back together? help |
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Date Posted: 14:16:14 10/14/03 Tue
In reply to:
Ben
's message, "Break, Breakup, back together? help" on 20:52:31 07/19/03 Sat
this story is a crazy one and i needa answer for it too. I used to work with my friend and his girlfriend for awhile. His girlfriend and i would get along well and talk at work all the time, and he would always get pissed off thinking she liked me but i didnt know hy at the time. It all started when we were smoking marijuana after work outside of our job, she gave me aride home and when i got out of the car i looked at her and then it happened. i knew i liked her and had to tell her before it was too late. i told her this she told me she might feel something too but cant really put it into words because she loves someone else. Anyways, she told her boyfriend i did this, blah bLah blah, i worked in uncomfortableness for awhile until not even two months later, i was seeing this other girl and i called her this other girls name and somehow the girl im talking about found out and asked me why, and i was skeptical about bringing this bullshit up again but i did like a dumbass and it started all over again.This time though she broke up with him to go out with me but we never actually hung out besides work and we at the time didnt really know each other. well, he had a way to say things that would make her go back to hom like nothing u know what i mean, well i looked like the girlfriend stealer again, and i promised myself to forget about this stupid bitch. well everything was going all good, finished high school, forgetting bout her, talking to other girls,etc. Until she breaks up with him for the 6000th time, and when i called work one day to see what day i worked, she said, "if u ever need to talk to someone about jessica(a girl i was having problems with)u can call me".i was like did u actually say that. well i as a dumbass called her and she said she felt bad for treating me like shit and never got to actually be my friend, and said since she's not with him anymore we can hang out and get to know each other. we started hanging out but the way she acts make you think she's digging you, even if she is she truly probably isn't, it's kind of confusing. she would call me all the time to talk aboutwhat he was doing to her, talking shit about her, and she would wnat me to come over and talk, but we really would just flirt and she would hit me and give me massages, and go to the boonies to lay on top of her car and look at the stars, and both of us telling each other our life stories. If you just want to be friends with someone and nothing else, you don't do those kind of things, especially to a guy that you have already done it to two times before. I would always wonder if i would ever get a time to kiss her, because i knew if i tried and it wasn't the right time, it would fuck everything up. well, to conclude this shit, she said to her friend that i was first in-line when she wanted a boyfriend, and i knew this because i talked to her friend all the motha fuckin time so i could know what is in her head. next day she says im coming on to strong, and she necer wanted to go out with me at all, and she just wanted to be friends, and says im psycho, and says to her friend that her old boyfriend will change. I quit my job because i could not withstand working in an environment like that anymore even though she hasn't and will never tell her ex-boyfriend about this, i still didn't like looking at him saying whats up, you know. i care for her so much and she knew that thats why it was so easy for her to step all over me again and again. We have never actually kissed but have hugged and stuff like that a few times. She acts like im the biggest asshole in the world when im brought up tp other people, but i did more things for her as a friend than her fucking boyfriend di in two years. i wish we could be together but i wont try for her anymore, i will wait for her to call me if she ever does. can u tell from all of this that me going through all of this happened for a reason.
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