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Date Posted: 00:29:46 01/03/03 Fri
Author: 沒有哭過百目鳥
Subject: 66. 0203

0203

一覺醒來,走到街上,人們說現在已經是2003年了。大概由於病倒在家、沒有到處去的關係,我絲毫沒有過了年的感覺,所以才產生今天這種奇怪的局面-02年還留在我的左掌之上沒有過去,但同時地我的右手已經擁有03年了。

事實上02年有什麼好留戀呢?雖然在這一年我做妥了thesis,完成了master學位,又找到第一份長期工作;而且轉了教會,受了浸,又開始系統地上一些神學課程;再外加閱覽電影漫畫各類型書刊無數、寫下上百毫無用途的紀錄或文章,並認識/重新認識了不少新舊朋友……但對於這些回憶我依然是,沒有感覺,就好像不曾經歷過一樣。

就是01年的一個夏天黃昏,我的感受也比一整個02年深刻。在這一年我沒有哭過,也好像沒有怎樣真切地笑過,一切都這樣疏離,在總結的時候我只能寫下:我仍然生存,我漂浮過了。

2003/1/3

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